waiting
and waiting for the Biological,Neurological and Pharmacutical designs to catch up
with the ideas of Paradise for the few prepossessed(and the fewer still that could afford the expense of augmentation)to become pseudo-preordained to usher IT in
and usher THEM out
to make way

to make more parking

for The New Way

Generations and begets and begetting

in the making

Decades.

Centuries

Perhaps .no indeed from the beginning of time
when the Husks

The Necessities

The Human Garbage had raised up and razed down

the grounds

the surroundings they so tarnish with their illfitness
under the guise they were setting down tracks  putting up lines ,pipes and spires
for themselves
For their future
and not

just enough

just enough
for Bend Times

Just enough

enough and no more infrastruct to ensure that
come  crush and bam or havoc from Old Time/Real Time Gods of destruct
that at least
at least
WE would never need THEM again to either build or tear down
That there would never be need or heed for the breeding or longevity of THAT again

to create the ground floors and steps for the pyramids

whose point was always
to be sharp
without them

Dominick took of the headset and switched his ward,his mentee,his Dome to the new Chatterbox* program he had made last week.A simple program,taken from his mentee's own recorded thoughts and viewing habits,The Chia pet commercial his subject would repeat in his mind when "the tests" were too much.Dominick would  let his subject see just  how too much  it was when ch-ch-ch-Chia was played for 48 hours straight through the sicko's head.
The previous 2 nights Dominick had suggested in his subject's REM that Jumping was the Only Way to Go for a subject that ambivalent about freeing The Enway from Enrot such as his.
At the morning meeting with his own coherts and Neuralists it had been decided that the subject was not only Unresolvable but Sicko to the cause and Enway at large and Dominick should encourage his mentee to find a certain dignity in self rectification as The New Way had indeed tried to cure him and should not also have to go through the expense and messiness of a Killing


*“Chatter Box” or “Brain Box” is a  new class of computers with the basis of biological principles allowing  them to perform very complex functions like those achieved by the human brain.


“The Brain Box computer (with the administration of undetectable filaments(nano bots)on the subject/detainee..some less than the size of a string of hair  uses simple microprocessors that are designed to interact like the networks of neurons in the brain allowing it to replicate sophisticated functions such as speech,” said Furber.
“Our aim is to use the computer to understand better how the brain works at the level of spike patterns with the aim of modelling large numbers of neurons in real time and to track patterns of neural spikes as they occur in the brain,then be used to develop a model of normal human language adept to reading, comprehending, speaking, naming, and repeating basic words in English.

Interview by Angie Valetutto
from Quickest Flipest Issue #2 
Jim Bloom, an artist currently living in Philadelphia, is a prolific painter who is currently focusing on writing.
Given the standard inquiry into Jim’s life, these are a few details that have been published:
Bloom attended Temple University in 1988 intending to study film, but left after his introductory year. From childhood on, Bloom has been making visual art that is directly related to his own experiences, as well as his interests in film, story-telling, and the visual languages of his culture. Influences include artists Jean-Michel Basquiat, Julian Schnabel, and Red Grooms, who Bloom says impacted him early on with a sense freedom and boldness of expression which he extends to his own vision and work. -Outsider Folk Art Gallery
Bloom…documents an all too common sense of personal and occasionally not so pleasant interaction among people that work, live or deal with each other under normal circumstances. Utilizing somewhat impoverished materials, his paintings and collages are choice mixtures of cardboard, house paint, discarded movie posters, crayons and charcoal. -Ron Schira / Jim Bloom: stories of wit and irony, Raw Vision Magazine, #75
Bloom says he wants to make artistic images that function like television; to capture the eye and quickly convey a message or feeling that will leave a lasting impact on the viewer. -Outsider Folk Art Gallery

But if you look for information about Jim on his website  you will find that his bio only states, “Jim Bloom was born in Allentown, Pennsylvania in 1968.” In the “About Me” section of his blog, Jim shares that his occupation is: “time traveler, translator, inventor”. Jim is rather elusive about sharing details about himself. When I inquired with Jim about the interview, he shared with me:
for the time being I live in Philadelphia Pa. after a "run in" with the "powers that be" in Los Angeles involving what i refer to as "the New Way"...but soon hope to trek back to Ca when I feel I am "more protected" or at least more funded..currently I am working with a forensic psychiatrist as well as several legislators  including 
Missouri's State Representative James Guest involved in the regulation of human experimentation as the new technologies concern intrusive "inception" neural attainment,the ubiquitous "go chip" of the future has been around and "going" since 1992….
for the past months I have been focused writing….
which might be better than an interview.as in many ways it’s all right there.
it’s jimbloomsmalllifevideoandwallhangings
I encourage all readers to read Jim’s blog, as well as search out his artwork. Jim, as a painter, has a keen insight into the oddities of our daily human interactions. He incorporates his observations into figurative paintings that often incorporate text. Jim blends his desires as a writer into his paintings. When talking about his writings, which are his current artistic focus, Jim says this:
while it is not really art.
it is about ..
what might happen to an artist considered a liability
or.
a “degerate artist”
I take these fears very very seriously
.the “story” concerns corrections of such people
by mentors
using New Ways of communication.

Jim weaves a curious tale through his blog that is, according to him, somewhat autobiographic. His writings are as intriguing as his paintings. Jim captures his unique perspective equally well from paint and cardboard, to words and even video. Fascinated by his mysteriousness, I wanted to delve into the world of inquiry about him, his work, and his process. Jim shared with me that:
i would be very interested what a writer and performers thinks of it.truly
since the topics covered in “the blog”
are so very much on my mind.
what I have written there.
has more to do with anything I would say in an interview.
I hope i am not being or sounding too…uh…out there. or difficult.but it was written to somehow be a warning.
in this regard I am invested in it being read.
With that, I dove head first into Jim’s blog. In a search for experiencing Jim’s view of life, clues into his art and to discover his warning, I fell quickly and deeply into his world. Here are a few selections:

Saturday, September 15, 2012

it was like an AA meeting.

but in someone’s swanky home.

Valerie was near the piano ,she spoke like she was on a stage ,like she was used to talking like she was on a stage,”
selective scanning and Extremely Low frequency Transmission.
it sounds scary doesn’t it” she asked the group,most of whom were either in development or were members of The New Way”

,she stood perfectly straight ,and serious like there should have been a microphone in front of her.
According to Valerie words like microwave and frequency turned people off especially when it concerned their brains and nervous systems,People in the room giggled.

Tuesday, September 11, 2012

Words don’t really matter. Someone made them all up. the more we think in words the less we can
tune into vibrations, That’s why Gary Rainy took the time to record his neurals. so we can all go where he has. all feel what he has.
When a Proxy does well ,when you think for the team.when you aren’t introspect your mentor rewards you with a brain computer interface of Gary Rainey’s Top key.IF you were introspect or disrespectful to your elders and mentors you get a down key of Gary Rainey’s neurals.A down key makes you feel sad and agitated but it makes you regard your own key you are putting into the Enway and graphing towards your mentors. Mostly I am on a mid key, just Rainy’s workaday neural patterns”
“And this works for you?”I asked, “ being on someone else’s
Key? someone else’s frequency?”
“Isn’t that what people pray for. to feel Jesus in their brain and soul?” or look at it this way, how is it any different than taking Prozac or Xanex?”
“Well i can tell you one thing Gary Rainy isn’t Jesus. And I doubt very much Jesus would have downloaded his karmic “wave’ directly into someone’s brain”
He poured syrup on his pancakes and I swear he held my hand .and said
“But wouldn’t it have been amazing if he had?”
My exploration into the world of jimbloomsmalllifevideoandwallhangings lead me to reach out again to Jim, expressing my interest in his writings and a curiousness for which pieces tell the tale of his life most directly. Jim responded to me:
I was a bit afraid my reply seemed a bit tinfoil hattish.
the problem is people who write about
things such as.
intraneura interface.or more specifically “voice to skull” techno.or fMRI that can read neural configurations
has been backshelved to “loony”
they are not just trying this stuff out on mice or monkeys.
in fact much of the ‘protocal” is based on schizophrenia.
as some of the intent of this innovation is to drive a person mad.in a non lethal way of course.(some of the “volunteers/subjects are referred to as targeted individuals..Guinea pigs) there are too many.
there lives are inevitably destroyed.
many kill themselves.or are institutionalized.as they are in fact hearing voices.
the targeted individuals are also intimidated …
Jim continued on in his response to explain his purpose behind his blog as:
as for the blog.
i think i wrote it not so much for entertainment
as a safe way to present and represent these themes
and also
as some kind of visible safety…..protection
for as the fictional Valerie Prentis would say
“a trillion dollar industry means bizness”
and if your bad for business
u might become the business of people you might prefer you never meet”

He further explained a few of the details that are regularly discussed in his blog, such as, what Jim refers to as “New Way” or “New Stuff”:
and that since one’s mind is now shared.
(the movie Brainstorm 1980 SUMS this well)
and stored
one can easily be manipulated
as a gang stalking mentally would purposely use
one’s thoughts memories and personal biography to trigger reactions
for instance if your grandmother always wore a polka dot dress.
suddenly the “theme” of the day
would be polka dots
strangely on several outings you see women who REMIND you of grandma. in this same dress,
or perhaps
more triggering a perfume.
I would like to conclude this unorthodox interview of Jim Bloom by sharing one final piece of Jim’s writing, an excerpt from January 7, 2012:
I have been told I will be monitored like this the rest of my life.
it’s part of my release.
if I had known
I would have just done my time
they often work in pairs or 3s
there are shifts
.
bet they even thought this would be a pretty far out job
working with inmates at first i thought they were doing it
to make upright citizens
no.just information on like how some brain parts work.
how one reacts to things like startle response
degradation
confusion
hopeless situations
and simulated insanity
…
i see the shrink
he knows I’m part of “the process”
but on my chart says in deep red letters I’m schizophrenic.
funny I wasn’t before the procedure.
I had to sign a waiver.
to participate in a new therapy.study
and my sentence would be reduced 2/3s
“i need some pills I said”
“why do you feel you need some pills he asked”
“because “the process” is driving me fucking crazy.

church windows

Genipulation-the augmentation of genetic code through nano directed intrusive embedded "enhancements" or 'reductives"

Neurogate

neurogate-noun. -the deliberate excavation and procurement of another's mind and thought process through mircowave,fMRI,nano or other technological means 

the effect of "manna rays' on man in the moon miscreants

 The development of nano technology..
that can all but ""take over" a persons 5 senses..including the capability of said inserts to literally see what a patron of such device

sees...

in addition to the painstaking encoding of tandem reading the host's

thoughts

including memories and suppositions
has been of keen interest
to scientists and other change agencies
since the mid 1940's

Moreso  after WW2 when a new "species" of scientist procured
from both Germany and Japan enveloping and sealing the wax of sight and sound dynamics that was and is Project Paperclip
which upon bandying with several corporate sponsors in the mid 50's rather purposely
disseminated rather quietly into more"playful" design....
 spread out amongst several "industries of innovation"
including the entertainment industry

gaming industry

medical industry
etc..

 In as much as this "only exists in the movies"

or in "the loonies"
on which much of this New Way of communicating(steering) is "practiced" for the simple reason that an established "mental patient"
crying "mind control"

likewise
 a  drug addict saying he's seeing and hearing things
or a prostitute crying "stop" or rape
All 3
"degenerate types" perfect  fodder/hosts  for such "breakthrough"apllications of "the new kind"
 All 3 types
of individual
i.e human garbage  their own "self created "  ace in the hole concerning  reliable sources
hence perfect "hosts" for
brandishments
as theses types  seem almost made for participation
for  sport in these new "war games"
and their unreliable narrator status perfect for
corporate and sponsor cover up
also there is an indication (real or re imagined)that

"brainstorming" one so afflicted might be helpful therapeutically if said "neurotransmutation" is discovered..

when one thinks of an inserted device

one might think of some

cumbersome rather detectable "chip" rather than a swarm of elastic pinhole sized systematics  that can be delivered via insect bite or "skin to skin" or skin to virus" (cloth,mattress,toilet seat)contact with said "infection"that takes at most 3 to 5 days to settle and than by pass the brain blood barrier..

except one does not become Spiderman with said inserts rather one becomes in essence a host for one's mentor/patron to "drive"

White Slavery via nanobot
and

since these revolutionary New apps

are also of so much interest to "protection"

there is an understanding much in the same way during times of strife an official of some kind can commandeer a person's car or home.

In times of strife and suspicion one's own body can also be allocated

and driven for the "greater good"

all night Cole worked witha ruler.
Than without a ruler.
Than with a circle.
Than without a circle
To form the perfect
or less than perfect
Black Triangle.
A symbol Linda N
tolm him
could be applied to rust proof high gloss pins.
at 20 cents on the dollar Linda saw the Black Triangles as a mini gold mine
and a way to peruse
just who might purchase a pin such as this
that represented "crazy"
just as the Pink Trinagle "optioned" by "the gays"
made a small mint for ***
Linda figured if Cole could sell 30,000 Black Triangle pins ot $4.50
next would come coffee mugs
T-shirts
..
perhaps a sportswear line...
although Linda  wonder if "so -called crazy people" exercised

he snapped his fingers at a waiter and rolled his eyes
.
"man i haven't gone to the gym for 2 days,"he said
touching his fore arm.
"I just get so depressed when I don't work out."he said,than louder smiling and looking around again"At the gym"
i met Grant because he was pretty sure a friend of his was Domed.this friend who had ended up in a mental hospital because of it.
it was just odd,this guy talking about the unbelievableness of bad waiter service,his friend who was Domed and intraneural interface all with the exact same amount of concern.
I asked him a bit about his friend
he took me through the usual ....zombieway 2 ways shit.and every hypothesis on line and in crazy speak
than got to the heart on the matter...so and so was found in a coffee house crying or....complaining of some kind of turmoil"
he circled his finger around his ear.
..and finally they subdued him in a  mental hospital...
"he's not supposed to speak to me anymore.

I pulled my chair away from the table
"sorry I must go"I said "if your friend doesnt wish to speak to you neither do I."

I left a book of Enways on the table.

 

 

i .
didnt trust here after all
she was the one
who.......******
but one never knwos.

i spent the day reading the Wentworths.
2005,a great beach read.

why she would ask me to give it a go..after the"beauty" fiasco..is beyond me..

she wasn't with The New Way..she didn't have "the Look"
but..
it all seems
to go together..
..
a drumming feeling
or healing?
of who cares .
who cares is taking over my

...
convictions..

 

 

 

"see what you can do with it" she texted...some explanation with blah blah blah about how *** pulled out..and since  I seem to like writing so much...

..I think I can find you a nice place in North Hollywood..a sublet.."

 

it didnt suprise Oliver Moriarity that Dome had tagged his son Peter.Oliver happened to be a software developer at Honeywel and was all too familiar with intra cerebral testing sweeps done in and around Hollywood and North Hollywood for "mules"It was just like Pete to be taken for a "non person" drifter.It sometimes seemed as if Pete went out of his way to look and assume the posture of street trash when in fact he lived in one of the better neighborhoods of Encino.So when Pete who had previously had a problem with drugs came home clasping his hands over his ears it talking of hearing voices it was all Oliver could do to refrain from saying,"I told you so"
Pete informed him that "all he had done" was smoke some crack that previous evening in a hotel with an older couple who "spoke weird"
Oliver asked him what speaking "weird" meant
"i can't explain it,"said a panicked Pete moving in frenzied circles around the living room .,"it was as if they were playing with me,suggesting things I don't know ,I don't know!It's not as if it's coming from my ears.it's fro somewhere inside"
"inside what?" Oliver asked,already coming to conclusions aside from the "all we had done was smoke crack"."do you think you can get through the night Pete?"Oliver asked .

the next morning Oliver asked some of the "security officers" "did we do a sweep and seed in North Hollywood last night?next asking if he could borrow a sensing wand to see if an RFD chip in his cat was still viable after a skin infection.At home that evening he did off rake of Pete's hairline and other places lice- like hot tips might settle in,not surprisingly the "chip" wand calibrated like a christmas tree.Mostly around Petes pate and mid skull.
The  illegality of human testing in his chosen field required some diplomacy.What some might consider abhorrent Oliver considered standard practice ,certainly nothing to make the fuss his wayward son was making about "a few little bugs"probably for some schematic integrated design department at one of the universities.Oliver took Pete ,still with hands over his ears ,which Oliver found odd as this type of spacing of nano was more indicative of voice to skull loops than traditional
comb embeds.Hmmm,he'd have to ask Pete about the pulse rhythms ,When Pete's hysterics passed.
Oliver placed a call to a private physician who was familiar with delicate matters.
It was all Oliver could do to not slap his half sobbing half screaming son during the long trip to Banning.
"see what happens when you lay down with fleas?Oliver said,"one sometimes gets bugs"
in less than twenty minutes the filaments were removed and "the voices' stopped.The removed micro placed neatly in a small plasticine bag
the next morning a smiling  Pete told his father he had called a lawyer to "find , destroy and restitute"
himself ."i may never have to work again"
Oliver reminded Pete he hadnt worked a day in his life and focused on the  paper.
"
Oliver imagined the dollar signs Pete saw in "this case"or the press,as if he would want to "get famous" being tagged like some street bum.
" I want those bugs.or whatever you call them"
"what bugs?"Oliver asked
"the bugs we drove all the way to banning to get taken out of me"
".It's not something one pursues.It's something one forgets.Besides .There's a very good chance that the entire situation was drug induced."
"you scanned me with a wand Dad...well,with or without I will get to the bottom of this,Or my lawyer will."
Oliver stood up and cracked the now folded paper on the kitchen table.
"Leave my house.Pack your bags.And go.Now.I will not have a crazy person in my house.I will not have a crazy person talking about bugs and chips in my house.

 

I read Cole's forms.

I paced my responses accordingly

I smiled in sympathetic understanding

and refilled his prescription

He is coming along

he is salling behind

he makes me sick

.................................................................................................................................but it is worth it

to make him well

or had better be


Evan is not pleased.

But there is hope..

and it was funny

watching him pin the black triangle on his coat

like I really meant it..

in a few years we will laugh about it.

if he makes it

 

that far





 

Cole >week 36

Keep it to yourself.

(I would have)

But not “in the future”

Where/when

It will not be possible

Will I discuss publicly

That as a child for instance

I compulsively

Masturbated

Rubbing up against this and that

Before I even knew

What I was doing

Or

What the term masturbation referred to

I guess I did it to simply feel “good”

Or to not feel bad.

?

 

There was a shame to it ..

Strange there was a shame before

Before even I knew

It was

Wrong.

 

Much like the shame  of doing drugs

Like I do now

To feel good

Or to not feel bad

 

I pounded my head  with my fist

 A habit

I now even did in the streets

 

I am not a particularly good person

My sickness aside

 

I don’t know why

I care if I exist

 

I believe in god

 ..

I didn’t before.

Before this

 

I didn’t need to.

I sort of agree with The New Way’s “no pathology”

“no excuses”

I DON”T THINK

OR

FEEL RIGHT

 

I never did

I am aggressive

I am Mean

 I am cold

 I am careless

 I have tics

These tics are also in my mind

I can’t explain …

But Going against my Mentors

 I do not believe that what one thinks

“goodness”  or Has much to do with a person’s

“personhood”

..

As in

Being one

With the world

And wishing no ill will toward It

Or my fellowmen

I am not even hateful towards my mentors

Who have tried their best

Thank goodness Lisa had left the plates unwashed
and there was something to occupy my mind beside
Cole's endless "reverie"

 

 

my doctor said.
i could leave the house and walk around freely
as long
as I wore
a tag
informing
the general public I was
"not right"

 

did i have a choice?

Oh you have a choice alright?
Dig it

or die

 

have we got that whole.,
concentration

camp
I am owned

by
...
such and such out of our system?

Can
we please just get on with it?

 

Evan Graphed

David waited in his car

 

 

behind a Laundromat
The inserts were never meant for private use.

David hated explaining the technology
but alot of the clients needed some kind of scientific mindfuck of information or they didnt feel they were getting their money's worth


audio can be sent to the auditory cortex of the subject's brain (bypassing the ears) and images can be sent into the visual cortex.

The inserts can alter a subject's perceptions, moods and motor control.

Dome allows for a complete audiovisual brain-to-computer link.

The EMF emission from the brain can be decoded into the current thoughts, images and sounds in the subject's brain.

 

coded and pulsed    
electromagnetic signal  trigger evoked potentials (events) in the brain,
 thereby forming sound and visual images in the brains' neural circuits. EMF Brain Stimulation can also change a person's brain-states and affect motor control.

 

Two-way electronic Brain-Link or Graphing is done by
remotely
monitoring neural audiovisual information while transmitting sound

bypassing the ears and transmitting faint images to the visual cortex bypassing the optic nerves and eyes

 

 The  man he would meet in the laundry
 wanted to Loony up his wife


 

it's ingenious actually how on target these guys are.
in terms
of pushing buttons

for instance
i
and several gay men
I know
have a "fear"
and almost

embedded
shiver
...
spasm
roll over
regression

(something to that reguard)
let me explain
I am
almost finished...
my mind is
going
...
i am being reduced.
..i will soon be removed..

but the sound and vision.continues
almost pulse for pulse.
as I am on ritalin


i hate the stuff.
but I want to really BE HERE
for The End