Saturday, January 12, 2013

patterning (little triggers)

 
 

1973 Trauma based abuse-The Implications of "Spontaneous Evolution"and Second Sight after Amygdala Overload Syndrome

 
in our house there was no typical playdate as such.
nothing could be typical.
as every color
every home furnishing
every stitch of clothing
meant something.
not in terms of decor
but in terms
of imprint.
for early on in the Processing
it was discovered that visuals made a more lasting impression than the aurals that played subliminally as we slept.
linguistical patterning was part and parcel of the Patterning required for the
Formatted Families
chosen or who chose to be part of the Great Experiment
Mainly criminals
who could either serve jail time for a plethora of crimes
or marry a chosen Host
with the further promise of starting a family
and raising said children
according to a regimented sequential system.
It was in essense The Truman Show without the humour ,heart or good will.
For if you could imagine the types of parenting styles
enacted
by those who chose to propagate rather than serve their sentence
You might have a very good notion of the coldness
in such homes.
this coldness was necessary
and expected
as the very lack of love or warmth provided just the right setting for the
albeit low tech sound and vision allotments
that would mark said children
for future
easement into further imprints either via televised sound and image

Families of such type often lived close enough to each other
to form chains of equivocal comparison
imprint
and since many of the same themes would necessarily be repeated
infinitum
Although chilly friendships and loose bonding often
served as adhesive to both the Mothers and Fathers
amongst those in a similar bind
of Family
thus making it easier for the trustees
to introduce Sequentials and Codifiers
such as the Tiger Parties of 1973

following the rules
we children of the Tagged
were not given toys
or teddy bears or anything of that sort
so there was a rather unworldly sensation when each of the 15 families 5 year old males received a stuffed Tiger on April 7th

a certain pathology
was indeed expected as the biological parents were specially chosen
to heir- A Type

a Type
due to their genetic make up
and structured environment   that would be especially receptive to
cues
and input
from technological substitutes 
 rather than establishing more traditional bonds with parental types
as  the key to this hyper-receptivity to non tradition influence  was the inherent inability of those  to love
 as Love ,warmth or tenderness would have made the children

less adept at forming less traditional bonds with linguistic and telegenic surrogate bonds

needed the new language of Symbiotics and mind to mind interface

 

 

 


2011

Sheriff: 56 exotic animals escaped from farm near Zanesville; 49 killed by authorities


ZANESVILLE, Ohio —Authorities say that in all, 56 exotic animals escaped from a farm in Muskingum County last night, and one could still be missing this afternoon.
Of those animals, 49 were killed. Six animals -- a grizzly bear, three leopards and two monkeys -- were captured alive and taken to the Columbus Zoo and Aquarium, and a monkey and a grey wolf were at large. The animals that were killed included 18 tigers, nine male lions, eight female lions, six black bears, three mountain lions, two grizzly bears, one baboon and two wolves, Sheriff Matt Lutz said. The escaped monkey poses a danger because it is infected with herpes, the sheriff said.
The sheriff said it is possible that the missing monkey was eaten by a large cat.
The owner of the farm, Terry Thompson, was found dead last night on his property. Authorities say Thompson opened the cage doors and cut the wires on the cages, then killed himself. He died from a gunshot wound. Lutz said Thompson's body was "bothered" by the animals




(2)

Ethical and Social Challenges of Brain-Computer Interfaces

Brain-computer interface technology presents a number of ethical and social challenges for physicians.

Paul R. Wolpe, PhD

In cases like Matthew Nagel's (whose BrainGate device has since been removed), the computer that translates his brain waves into signals "learns"; it does increasingly well in understanding what Nagel is trying to do and translating it into action. But this computer is hard-wired into Nagel's brain. As it learns, its relation to Nagel's intentions changes. In other words, this extension of Nagel's brain is itself a developing intelligence of a sort, now integrated into Nagel's own brain processes.
we have been  developing the interfaces between computer and brain to a degree where the information flows in both directions; the brain sends out information to the computer, and it also receives impulses from the computer, which learns and develops.Research is being done on brain prosthetics. Theodore Berger and his colleagues at the University of Southern California have designed a brain chip that  over rides parts of the brain attributed to sight and sound perception." Psychopharmaceuticals are being developed now to try to control cognitive and affective traits, and it is likely that BCIs will be able to have similar effects. For the first time, fundamental neural processes in the central nervous system is part organic, part synthetic. A whole field of cyborgology has developed to try to understand the social, political and ethical implications .. the complicated devices that are interacting with the human brain have  an unprecedented amount of control over people's "minds."



Bourne Yesterday

always back to them..
the research I did gave me really no cause to think of THOSE PLAYERS
in the "games"(and I do worry lately that "the ideas"fostered upon me during exchange..could not have been without true belief in New Changes that would go hand in hand with The New Way provided the discrete use of said application went unregulated
however even though I found sufficient evidence that so cohorts of this sketchy Group/this religion of Mind Games and Mind Foresight
was indeed renditioned to participate in aspects of neuro prospect
I also came to the conclusion during my stay in Cathedral City,CA in April 2011 that this group was as used I was as both cover and a rather crafty way of gathering private information of this entities Standard Practice..
anything really to "lay off" the primary"beneficiaries of this new influence,the television and motion picture industry
which hides quite nicely behind the gauze of "shiny happy people"until one realizes that the so called "goon squad"attributed to various  -tologies has nothing on the bite of an MGM lion--

for this reason I too will sheild myself
with
cover

                          thing is master david and sir shelly
           we have reached a point in our "story"
      to reveal
why WE (and I refer of course to the rather obvious point "of what's a nice jewish boi like you doing hustling on Santa Monica blvd all dem years ago ..hmmm why Being that un bridled honesty is the point to "the New ways" points and procedurals must confess that a certain agency other than thy own .planted me there for pick up by your own planted "johns"...)
sort a'
in da" same way
u gave a certain actor some "change em up" meds
to reel him round again..
remember bossman?
everyone is planting something wild these days as u and yer gal pal try to inch and scratch thy way
and The New Way
into Film and Television.

it's sort of as sneaky as how WE let you all have access to Intraneural Interface
for OUR benefit in testing
as there was no way we could sufficiently simulate
"brain games" so magnificently abhorrent without
 such a sick pack such as yourselves.

ask yourself Davey
what other reason would we let a sick bunch such as yourselves
create scenarios
of future usage of this delicate equipment if we didn't want a scoop ("Hannibal" style) of what circumvention you all had in mind




so...read these scrawlings again  hmmm and maybe look at the artwork with a finer eye Davey..cause it took an awful lot of work to create such a portfolio of deliberately undeliberate degeneracy equal parts sexual,"sicko" and pseudo-political to be welcomed "back into the fold" in 2011

when a Body catch a Bodie

He took a hundred pounds of clay
And then He said "Hey, listen"
"I'm gonna fix this-a world today"
"Because I know what's missin' "
Then He rolled his big sleeves up
And a brand-new world began
He created a woman and-a lots of lovin' for a man
Whoa-oh-oh, yes he did

With just a hundred pounds of clay
He made my life worth livin'
And I will thank Him every day
For every kiss you're givin'
And I'll thank Him every night
For the arms that are holdin' me tight
And He did it all with just a hundred pounds of clay
Yes he did, whoa-oh, yes He did

Now can'tcha just see Him a-walkin' 'round and 'round
Pickin' the clay uppa off the ground?
Doin' just what He should do
To make a livin' dream like you

He rolled His big sleeves up
And a brand-new world began
He created a woman and-a lots of lovin' for a man
Whoa-oh-oh, yes he did
With just a hundred pounds of clay

we talked for several hours me
and this Bodie
Bodie what an interesting name
sounds like body
and that's all Dome cares about .I mean really.
Although they don't like us to refer to protege"s as Husks anymore but clients
much in the same way I used to get angry when the Sci -Guys would jokingly refer to us Procures as Igors
if it wasn't for us procures
they'd have jack shit to alter..I mean develop
so many words lately we can't use.
not even experiemtn anymore.for we must convince the Proxy,the husks
especially during the initial coupla of months of "pumpkining them up"getting them used to their guides and being guided
as the apps ,the pumped up kicks
kick in and kick down their oh so tiredsome resistance to being tethered to the various patrons who
pay slay and game for New recruits
Urban astronauts.indeed

I had Bodie sized for merchandise testing
or maybe the new NeuroApps that NBC was testing to make television more encompassing
I heard they got some of the bugs out of the bugs they put in
and no longer did the I am A Camera /cyborific aspects of emmersive Impart Technolgy(voice to skull/voice "of god technology")peacock the testers into near hebaphrenic st elsewhere stupors.
as the New Gods of channel 3 and 6 and heaven have softened the initiation process
to less fearsome Hz Equilization
still it shows
although fewer Urban Astronauts must be commited(as much of the so called brain boarding operation are over and now the networks and moneyshakers are under no obligation but selling )to hide the Eye and Ear Bandy under prognosis of thought disorders
i can still spot a Prox
and have been known to  stronghold "Squeakers" into "snap out of it"lock gazes so common amongst those we Dome by not sop subtly referencing up close and personal their Blade Runner- esque(hide it or buy it bullet style)rung on the totem that is Dome




Report: Nonlethal Weapons Could Target Brain, Mimic Schizophrenia Sharon Weinberger


Mind_control Of all the crazy, bizarre less-lethal methods that have been proposed, the use of microwaves to target the human mind remains the most disturbing.,,, a newly declassified Pentagon report, Bioeffects of Selected Non-Lethal "Methods" , obtained by a private citizen under the Freedom of Information Act, provides some fascinating tidbits on a variety of exotic "method" ideas.
Among those discussed are weapons that could disrupt the brain, as well as my longtime obsession, the "Voice of God" device, which creates voices in people’s heads. As the report notes, "Application of the microwave hearing technology could facilitate a private message transmission. It may be useful to provide a disruptive condition to a person not aware of the technology. Not only might it be disruptive to the sense of hearing, it could be psychologically devastating if one suddenly heard ‘voices within one’s head.’"
Voices in your head  is disturbingconsidering it’s something most people associate with schizophrenia. . According to the report, it’s not only possible, it’s already been demonstrated in crude form:
...the frequency of the sound heard is dependent on the pulse characteristics of the RF energy, words can be transmitted to be heard like the spoken word, except hat it is only be heard within a person’s head. ..as"speech modulated" microwave energy has successfully demonstrated. Microphones next to the person experiencing the voice could not pick up the sound. Additional development of this opens up a wide range of possibilities.
….
This technology requires no extrapolation to estimate its usefulness. Microwave energy can be applied at a distance, and the appropriate technology can be adapted from existing radar units. Aiming devices likewise are available t for special circumstances which require extreme specificity, there may be a need for additional development.

, the report also goes on to theorize about a microwave weapon that could use electromagnetic pulses to disrupt the brain’s functioning. It would work through "a rhythmic-activity synchronization of brain neurons that disrupts normal cortical control of the corticospinal and corticobulbar pathways that disrupts normal functioning of the spinal motor neurons which control muscle and body movements."
This concept is still very theoretical, the report notes:
Application of electromagnetic pulses is also a conceptual nonlethal technology that uses electromagnetic energy to induce neural synchrony and disruption of voluntary muscle control. The effectiveness of this concept has not been demonstrated. However, from past work in evaluating the potential for electromagnetic pulse generator to affect humans, it is estimated that sufficiently strong internal fields can be generated within the brain to trigger neurons.
this report  is dated 1998

Bodie

Bodie had moved to Los Angeles with an MFA and 3 years of Film School
thinking as many 24 year old Film School Scoffabouts do that the city of angles and angels
would somehow part Red Sea style for
his arrival
he was fit and consider a high 7 or 8 on the hipster /hot guy scale by most at the mid sized university and 17 block radius of mid range hipster/hot guy clubs and cubicles that surrounded Him Him Him
the ah shucks self realized genius of Cinema Studies that was and would be Bodie  gift to the
world  that would begin or end for him
California or bust style
if the 12 thousand  dollars in save pave
ran out before United Artists or New Regency or even Paramount
didn't Gangasta Turner him into the fold Schwab's Drugstore style

soon
soon  soooon
Bodie thought now down to 3 thousand
2 thousand
500 hundred dollars

evicted
poor Bodie
a 6 or so hipsta/hotguy wise '
on the LA weeder meter
nursing a 12 dollar cranberry mixer in a dark corner of Domus Bar on sunset
.
I look in dark corners
I've been trained to see better in the night and blackness
for such fodder
I straightened my tie and touched my 8 face and graphed Linda N a please please me to give me an 8 and a half Telegenic


for my "what's a Nice guy like you"intro


Face the Face

i wake up
my mind always foggy
but still a little clearer than it was during my last attempt to disengage..
i fear that this "story" is getting closer to the truth of the situation
and i fear during my last binge,my last dime ,on slowing down myy mind with stimulants of the smoked kind this time ruined some brain cells
or am I just tired of trying to write this as fiction..
my jaw is tight
my eyes ,my face still swollen
from the flood of nano bots that Dome,my mentors saw fit to recalibrate
so when I dare look in the mirror I can see and not only sense and read their disheartening summation of my being
Last night I had said too much.
I am the man who knows too much
I am the whistler I know things for I walk and glean and investigate by night
reading the  beyond the redacted transcripts and unclassified documents on the great experiment that was the true space race of the early 1960's
parceled out to franchised ,almost amauture start up groups .Groups and Cloisters also invested in this bizarre obsession to get to the bottom and front and side to side of the mind
(a venture grown more and more profitable and justified at the end of the 20th century as pre cognition of intent through pupil reads and skin flushing temperate measuring proved as unsatisfactory as it was meant to)
anything goes in a world of suspiscion
as it was meant to.
Anything to somehow make The Readings more easy to swallow .just in case .just in case the Leaks somehow flood the accessable means of Old School non neural evasive Communication
communication that  is self regulated(and thought of as somehow UNTRUE in this regard)through speech and text.
One's Automatic thought tempered through what one is Supposed To Say
Opposed to What One Is Really Thinking

But that explains The Reading .The fMRI,EGG and Embeeded Sensory Preceps so integral for Mind Reading,Monitoring and Augment but it in no way begins to explain
Impart Technology that puts data ,directive and suggestives IN.
Nor does it explain the reighns of submission and capsulation of "say Uncle"(uncle who sir?) physical scramble of the small "bots' and bevy they saw fit to induct me with for alteration of appearance
(their explanation of this subderal revolution in jigsaw,reversable cosmetic "mergery" explained once as a neccesity in camoflage..and a presumption made by a fellow travelor in New Way Techtronics as a feature for future  Ticians of all kinds (including actors for aren't they Roloticians of The New Times of Tru(and TruGenic )Persuation most of all?To be All Things to All People.To Morph themselves into any Role quite literally to establish The Company Line
I understand that initially the Fuglying Up or Beautification as Reward by the swarm of micro(no bigger than a white blood cell now.and how Low Can We Grow.Small is the New Large in NanoNeuro..so small ,so hidden the swarm of billions of NeuroLancers can be introduced as gel.In a tube of sunscreen
"hey Good lookin,let me rub some lotion on your shoulders.so there is no damage"
            (nanobots the size of white blood cells pivot spire blood brain barrier)

I went along
I Domed Brandon.
I suspected He was the one who Inducted me into the program and I knowingly introduced TruGenics and DomeMachinations into his porous portal.
In the next 7 days,headset on I began the agonizing Process of Neural Understanding.Collecting data and a sense of identity and Key Notes from his Mind.
I know his favorite color
I know the style of Actor he "communes "with as some kind of telegenic "soul mate"in his fantasy life.
In the Next 15 days ,after the cagey cross over through blood brain barrier I watched engineers "reimagine "Brandon's facial design.
I saw hand made sketches of His Punishing Visage
the temporary disfiguring apllication and redistribution of millions of small micro dots whose only purpose was to alter and adjust.And imbue a sense of property on Brandon.That he 'd truely been tagged(it's as plain as that look on your face,you are just not seeing or hearing things,nor are you any mainstream cinematic version of a Cybernetic puppet ,Brandon Mmemetic,?sort of but these people mean bizness and if they wanted they could Keanu Reeves into mutton..

On the 23rd day Brandon took his life.
A better man than me.
A man who wouldn't be owned
will not be a thing one sees much
In the New Way or world

Friday, January 11, 2013

"the secret sharer"

....they "found"me on the street.
they still think of me as some druggie prostitute scumbag they "reuptaked" at the Gilbert Hotel
never mind that in the intervening years I somehow sorta got it together to stop doing half the stuff I did and manage to teach myself to draw at least well enough i didn't have to suck off old men for combo meal..Supposedly one of the reasons I was "invited" back to LA in 2011 was because THEY felt the art was a little to "brutal" and or "sick"(with a K)to in any way be (in the future)associated with "The Process"in fact I was asked in no in certain terms face to face to "PG-13 it up" a bit...
This Is What Matters To THEM
not my finances
not my circumstances
including the fact  that i fucked up my back and nervous sytem (dystonia,a movement disorder)in a car crash in terms of any kind of ..I don't know mercy or something in this quagmire of will that has become my experience with Intraneural "mentoring.
especially since HE took over 8 months ago
in Palm Springs
when one night
as in 1994
all shit hit the fan when I partaked
in a certain drug that another agency decided to slip into my "partake"
everybody (in California)whose anyone in ""the biz"of the next big App knows who is who in this sorta secret undertaking
that everybody pretends NOT to know is probably the most illegal thing one can do to another person
you see they convince the Proxy (the proxeteers,or "urban astronauts')through both threats and this pandering bullshit of how proud we should be to "be part of this"
of course they next day one sees  hears how a jacket."sort of like the one yer wearing now jim"was found in the desert outside of Banning  with some sneakers"sort of like the one's yer wearing ,,jim"
the various drugs they give you ..i mean that they swivel into your usual brew
are without description
as there is a Jacob's Ladder type sideline to this Proxyshit that one participates in about every 3 years..
I might not be the urbane urban astronaut in these proceedings but i do have a sense that The New way isn't the only agency,or group involved in these "missions to madness"
nor am I quite bitter enough or shortsighted enough to believe that although "the boat ,the car ,the proxeteer"is sinking  that This was supposed to be some kind of Game of Will
i cannot really overstate just how personal mind to mind communication can get
nor how dangerous.
There is no Time to Change
either one's mind
or
state of affairs.
nor one's memeories either of the past or one's past conflict and unresolved feuds with HIM especially
HIM
who claims
HE is the only Handler/Steerer amongst them who can in any way DEAL with me.
come out come out whereever you are bossman
let this trial end
and the
other begin?
did someone say restitution Bossman?

cuz if someone ain't sayin it now
someone 's gonna be saying it sometime

whether
I am here or not

and I haven't even begun
to tell the real story

a ruiner is a ruiner

i suppose it is in no small part  having been reclassified ,reduced and found  redundant  and Unresolvable in my pre distined part in The Great Overlap that you,who were not raised Rainy will never see coming that i can speak freely about Controlled Access Technology,that contains me now not for any purpose but to punish me for not Being properly either Wholesome or Moldsome enough to Be one of them .

My neural monitoring was first introduced for purpose and productivity in The New Way Organization but my so called Minimal brain Function and proclivity to wack off to hardcore homosexual pornography during intraneural exchange with my mentors(I am not quite sure if it is the wacking or some kind  personal affront to Them in terms of my  "tuning in" to the regulated psychotronic recriminations concerning my character or lack their of that instigated The New Gods of Psycho-tronic Neural Augmentation to intensify their efforts to punish One Such as I,as my wacking off during  so called "hands  off"interrogation and interneural "brain  boarding "was often induced by such intrusive tactics as it was my trying to GET TWO things done at the same time. "Brainstorm"  Internment  is 24/7 especially for a so called Ruiner such as I who,minimal brain function aside has chosen to turn away from The Wonderment  of the technological marvel of real time mind reading /neural exchange  via  filament but have further  chosen to type  about The Group who have taken it upon themselves torender me Useful in some way ,But since my enslavement and subsequent detainment , I mean readjustment(s) with the New Way the only time I feel  like a Free man with an UnFree Mind is when I write of my supposedly unbelievable predicament with said Group who have all but convinced me that my only purpose in being born was to take part in this Glorious Adventure and the sooner I "clean up my act,my thoughts and sexual peculiarities(my faggotry)the sooner I will see less caustic visualizations or fearsome sound ,for this technology little brother bypasses both the eyes and ears .In fact all of my  5 senses have become  rather superfluous except the sense that it is worth it to keep exposing The Cybernetic Future that is The New Way

Wednesday, January 9, 2013

uh ,that's the point Cracker,Evan graphed
what doesn't drive you crazy makes you wavey
  git it" Dumbo?
     Now if you could
direct
that
energy
away from your
    Brothers' in California
           and perhaps direct it a bit to....

"jiminy" mmemetic/ project pinochio /su-su-su-sudio

in your face/in your eyes/in your ears
yer in my heart your in my soul...
but in The End
so meaningless.
as meaningless as a pop song from  "so 5 years ago"
and as unretainable
as
the ghost of it
once (and again and again SO ViSCAURAL)
But YOU to THEM
are Realer ( a REaL LIVe Boi)
                                                             for THEY do IN FACT ( in FaCt and neural reads and  outakes ,data disk and fMRI spkes)KnoW yOu inside and out

in a way
that you yourself even
never cared about
or remember
nor did you
will you ever have ReaSon to EXploRe
there however
this growing belief
that this technology will
in The End
be of NO USE
or WANT
economically or OthErwiSe
to anyone
that you or the other 30,000 (or so)
saddled NO gifted
with
we urban astronauts will and should be the last! of this kind
for as yet there is no
Buffer
No Way for Them
or I
to segment or sequence unhampered,undampered Open Thought Communication
that is not entangled with Ch-ch-ch-Chia
or itchy elbow
or thoughts of hunger or that plane
            reminds me of Florida when I was 8 for no reason.and for no reason
       but Ownership
   and revenue and procure and strategy and winning
                                                                               do they listen
                          always aware
       headset on..
                  especially at night
                  how could I not want
                  to ooze tv jingles and contrivance
                  to my keepers.my handlers
                  soul snappers
                  I mean Brothers

                  My Killers


i am smoking too much,eating and drinking too much i feel unclean but showering too long(shit,shave and shower in 3 minutes.Remembr B-B-BossMan?
showering toolong
whenthecurtainhasbeenslashedbybraincomputerinterfaceistoosteamyandtoocoldatthesametime

 But I must not think of that sense
                                                                            
smell


 the most dangerous sense of all (so you think so you think.never mind never YOU MIND THE 6th sense
that is a cyberpath's best friend

when
he
has
played
bwain gwames too long
int-w-w-aneuraLEE
LIE
 low.blow.sew.sew  
/sō/
Verb
  1. Join, fasten, or repair (something) by making stitches with a needle and thread or a sewing machine: "she sewed the seams".
  2. Attach (something) to something else by sewing: "she could sew the veil on properly in the morning".
Synonyms
stitch - needle - tailor - seam
so.
su-Su-Sudio
member dat song Captain?
tangier
tangerine
tangerine dream
ring a bell bossman?
15 going on 16
"life begins at the Hop"
a penny saved
a penny for your thoughts
pennywisedaylatedollarshortpennyante
  shut up shutting up

face the music and dance O O O Pioneer

O Scienteer

                 a plane again and for no reason I remember being 8 in florida

Cabin In the Woods/Cabin in The Sky(a prayer for Sean)

 



..(.from."the Book of "Kitt")
 
"Someone's in the kitchen with Dinah"


BECAUSE it's their junk in you and it's patent pending THEY have cause to monitor you see.No not you.YOU couldn't imagine.
And no although it might make a nice metaphor for my predicament I am not schizophrenic.A schizophrenic ,whose symptoms are indeed quite similar is enveloped in a dream state from which one cannot deliniate or appreciate the universal reality that surrounds them...
I appreciate and covet the universal reality my present state of "man being manned "cybernetic servitude all but preclude me from.
I am apped .
I am mapped.
Baby I'm Yours.
Until the sun falls from the sky..I-I-eye////

They were done months ago...went ring around the "blue beeeem"all over your sorry ass...
played all your channels.
Nothing ON
Nothing really on about YOU/Me Anymore is there?
Just
almost
anyway
You?I
can
One remains alive perhaps for the sole reason of boring THEM to tears
Disgusting Them with thoughts that seem only intended for Such Reason
as if a Co-Oped mind at a point
recoiles and puffs like a Blowfish
reacting to the intrusion by spewing inky discharge
in automatic response to predatory
swipes,scan and service to
perhaps the inky discharge of genuine insanity the last remnents of MY selfhood,
all but lost to "the Project"
not even ashamed anymore that I am trancelike,zombified but still swayed and enticed by YOUR endless meandering "conversation" to nowhere and
nothing.
One begins to sleep with one's clothes on.
One doesn't pretend anymore that there is a future.
THEY have eaten my past.
THEY use it
THEY hewn it..

The last part of YOU(?)
that for whatever reason cared about holding it together has gone,no longer even responsive to sight gags and whatever  once seemed to bypass this experiment in AI,BCI and TI
God?
and not the New Gods of IBM,Honeywell,Goldwyn-Mayer

YOU
I
One no longer smiles like some "if you knew what I knew "mental patient sharing some kind of in-joke
with what-another self?when an ad for Invasion of The Body Snatchers or somesuch
lights the boxed screen.
my eyes are a box screen
YOU are the In Joke.

The hate one feels toward The Source of this Game of Psychotronic Madness
and Maintenance
cannot be the same for those Outside
"The Cabin In The Woods"

 For whatever your power
YOU will always be disembodied and remote

Even My Knowing "it's All True"
But always on This End of "the line"
You will only be so much sound and vision



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Biomedical Targeted Individual dies suddenly

"Our friend and TI (targeted individual), Sean Stinn, who was a victim of electronic harassment has passed," advised Kim Smith in a  notice Saturday.
Stinn, 45, died unexpectedly on Sept. 5, reportedly of a heart attack.
Known as a bioengineer technical genius among the Targeted Individual community, Stinn fought to have evidence regarding electronic harassment used in court.
His father, had also been targeted, according to Stinn.
Stinn's roommate, Steve Wilson, also active in the Targeted Individual advocacy groups, advised on Wednesday about Sean's sudden death.
"Sean Stinn, my friend since we went to summer camp at chase park in the 197Os and my recent roomate, passed away in his room inside my apartment," Wilson stated.
"He accomplished an incredible feat of aquiring a bachelors degree in biomedical engineering and traveled to Europe to make a video regarding human rights abuses of  this technology while being remotely monitored. He was brave intelligent and a friend."
Stinn was in the process of acquiring Ph.D. in physics and was studying for the GRE exam.
"We were exchanging scientific papers and ideas," Wilson explained. "Sean was a crusader in the fight against government sponsored torture and abuse."
In June, Stinn was interviewed by Swedish/German lawyer Henning Witte on WhiteTV about what targets call organized stalking and electronic harassment, which was subsequently was removed from the web. So was the well-maintained professional website managed by human rights defenders, www.targetedindividuals.com that Deborah Dupré has referred to in previous articles.
Magnus Bill Olsen, another noted Targeted Individual advocate, wrote, "Humanity will never forget these covert crimes,,, makes me more determined to work harder to expose,,, You will be dearly missed Sean. God bless."
"Makes me more determined to make sure the people doing this in my local area are caught and punished. The cause of death is unknown.
Last week, Stinn had signed a European-based petition, Stop the psychotronic experimentation, the electronic harassment, surveillance and neural intrusive" technological advancement" -
The petition provides a definition of psychotronic (psycho-physical)  means (techno-genic, suggestive, pharmacological,  and others) of hidden, influences on the psyche of a person for the purpose of modifying one's consciousness, behavior and health for what is desired in the way of influencing aspects of control or thinking…"
"This is not only dangerous, this is deadly!" the petition states.

Tuesday, January 8, 2013

####:For someone so commandeered as you say you were given quite alot of reign to do what you liked ..
****:Under the circumstances there was quite little I could do in terms of a normal life
####:Do you think what you were doing before this project was in any way a so called normal life?Prostitution,taking drugs,drinking all day ?
****:It was my life at the time.I was in my 20's I would have in time gotten it together
####:So you say.So you speculate.I also speculate that what you refer to either as your mentors or your "handlers"often grew hasty in their interface because in fact they were trying the best they could to indeed foster in you a sense of normal life ..they in fact ,in the beginning were more Jiminy Cricket than "The Possession of Joel Delaney" in their metaphorical interactions
****:I do recall the time they portrayed themselves as insects,amongst other things..including aliens and god himself if I recall
####:There were rather strict orders as to what and what THEY could and could not do during simulated events .I would be quite careful with your recall as records show that it was you in fact scaring your mentors with every possible scenario under the sun as to intraneural exchange...in fact many of your initial mentors excused themselves early on from the exercises because you went "Scanners' on them ,some say quite deliberately..***** H. says he felt as if he was dealing with the character in the movie "The Cell",there was that much aggression on your part.And whether you acknowledge it or not you did in fact play a part in the intensity of all interaction
****:They could turn it off!They used headsets.THEY didn't have fucking implants.Me taking any blame whatsoever is beyond belief.
####:Yes.But when you got past beyond belief and KNEW that THIS was simply THE WAY THINGS WERE now did it never cross your mind to somehow alter your cerebral output so it in some way more user friendly?wasn't that YOUR responsibility in this project Mr ****?
****:

One of Your Fans

####(CONT).....:Besides having a fan on all the time  when you were fully aware the hum or cadence of a  fan or air conditioning either altered or negated neural linguistics  you also refused to alter other such debasements of your neuralities  once you were over your "gee this is really happening" novelty of it all phase of uncoerced compliance by refusing to curtail your nicotine intake ,alcohol or drug use.In fact for 3 years straight you entirely negated your responsibilities to the project by taking benzodiazapine,completely wasting your mentors time,efforts and money.
****:I never actually volunteered to be part of this project
####:When you took the ----- at the hotel in 94" you all but agreed to participate
****:I did not at the time no "the job offer" and the ----- were connected
####:You knew enough.
****:How could I have possibly known this was even possible?How could anyone
####:You knew Mr ****
You were informed albeit in a manner that might not have been completely straightforward for there were patents and a certain necessary discretion involved in this undertaking....
****:You weren't there.You don't know what they did ...or how scary the initial "turn on" was
####:You couldn't handle it.You appeared on the outside as if you could.Clearly this demonstration of either some kind of integrity or sense of play was some kind of act and truly had nothing to do with your inner self.
****:As I have stated at the time I had no knowledge there was any drug or any technology whatsoever that could incorporate or in any way "gather" or construe my inner self,in fact my lack of knowledge was part of this sense of play you talk about
####:Regardless ,you were ill equipped for reasons THEY now know to open yourself up to a New Way.
*****:That is true.Nor do I think anyone should be -so opened minded
####:That is your opinion Mr ****

Don't Say "Wild Palms",Don't say "Charly",Don't Say A Word

####:You provoked them on every occasion possible.You were told early on not to mention "the Wild Palms" or  "Flowers for Algernon" or "Charly" or think of this agency either .On how many occasions have you gratified various cities with words "Wild Palms" or purposely paraded hand-made T-shirts purporting yourself as being "owned" by such a group or institution

****:At the time it seemed the only recourse I had,the only connection to what was happening I could find.As this began in 1994 as my various hospitalizations prove

####:You couldn't handle The Process initially and The Group saw fit to segue you gently into your new circumstances.

****:Segue myself into my new circumstances,are you fucking kidding me?They wanted to cover it up.
####:You are aware that by bringing suit against this very new communication system that you forfeit the right to privacy of your intraneural sessions
****:My auditting.my so called Process.Yes I am aware.And nor do I care..Nobody was supposed to be there to begin with .Nor should this technology ever be developed more that it will become standard practice
####:In your opinion Mr ****.And as They have gathered that is CLEARLY the ONLY opinion you care about
****:If you are suggesting that I do not care to be indoctrinated by other's opinion of what is either morally RIGHT or WRONG intraneurally or otherwise you are quite right
####:In 1994 may I ask what you were doing on Santa Monica Blvd when ----- approached you about accepting a job with them
****:I guess I was hustling.
####:Like you are hustling THEM now Mr **** because you are tired of it and no longer want to play but see fit now to BE PAID for a private ,very personal project that has granted reached a sort of impass of will
**** :That's a very polite way of putting it.
####: (CONT.):One might also say that prior to you filing suit you had a field day with these new "apps" as you call them and as you have stated the only thing you were NOT supposed to do is tell anyone about them

****:Nor did I until the relations with my so called mentors /steerers broke down to such a point

####:That they wanted to kill you,you have stated ..or have you exit "the program" on your own esteem.Because you made no concessions whatsoever to your rather enviable position

****:I would not call it enviable.You have been misinformed.

####:Who would not like to be what they call an urban astronaut.To be one of the first.To be coddled and taught and shown things.

*****:I assure you I was not coddled by them

####:But you must admit you GOT OFF on it.That you played with IT with them for as long as YOU chose to and as I have stated made absolutely no concessions to "the program".In so far as you have filed suit against them you have in essence betrayed a certain trust

****:There was no trust,there were no rules

####:Clearly you had a mind of your own to do whatever you liked during the cybernetic process as youy saw fit to write about something you were not even supposed to speak about to close family members as some kind of free for all art project or something all the while may I remind the court essentially online with his Mentors whom he saw fit to cast as villians and hatemongers..

****:In my defense I tried my best to add just enough fiction to the mix to protect everyone involved

####:Do you recall an entry you made about what you refer to as The New Way on June 18th Mr ****placing historical contect to The New Way that in no way exists?

June 18 2012