the book of elroy
Saturday, March 16, 2013
Friday, March 15, 2013
That Thing You Do
"Parasol Pictures is about letting Go"
"Valerie Prentis graphs,"and letting someone else take the reigns.Look how your dressed ,the style of your hair,the way you speak...all television ,all mimicry...
we're just taking it to the next level,there is no fight
only flight
you think we read your thoughts for monitoring you idiot!
it is imperative that the parietal lobes be read so one’s Immersive Television experience is both self actualized and self realized
and to create a sense of New Reality based on YOUR reality and as for Impart Technology being some kind of Mind Control
TV is and always has been a mutually agreed upon type of mind control
that's what Entertainment is DUMBO!
it's overwhelming to you because it's supposed to be visceral
most people would find it exciting
and be thankful for the FREE RIDE
and since you're suddenly mr science guy,mr research guy,mr jimmy olsen guy
the temporal lobe and sections of the hippocampus responsible sight, sound, touch, smell, taste must be completely given over to the experience
or it won't work!Look that Up and write about it ,why dotcha"RUINER!
trying to wreck the whole damn thing before it even begins
and you wonder why Evan gives you "those dreams"
keep it up
keep doing what you're doing
and
you will be seeing things ,hearing things and dreaming things even your demented little mind can't imagine.
Do you understand Dumbo!
"Valerie Prentis graphs,"and letting someone else take the reigns.Look how your dressed ,the style of your hair,the way you speak...all television ,all mimicry...
we're just taking it to the next level,there is no fight
only flight
you think we read your thoughts for monitoring you idiot!
and to create a sense of New Reality based on YOUR reality and as for Impart Technology being some kind of Mind Control
TV is and always has been a mutually agreed upon type of mind control
that's what Entertainment is DUMBO!
it's overwhelming to you because it's supposed to be visceral
most people would find it exciting
and be thankful for the FREE RIDE
and since you're suddenly mr science guy,mr research guy,mr jimmy olsen guy
the temporal lobe and sections of the hippocampus responsible sight, sound, touch, smell, taste must be completely given over to the experience
or it won't work!Look that Up and write about it ,why dotcha"RUINER!
trying to wreck the whole damn thing before it even begins
and you wonder why Evan gives you "those dreams"
keep it up
keep doing what you're doing
and
you will be seeing things ,hearing things and dreaming things even your demented little mind can't imagine.
Do you understand Dumbo!
Nikola 99
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Report: Nonlethals... Target Brain, Synthesized Schizophrenia
a newly declassified Pentagon report, Bioeffects of Selected Non-Lethal Weapons , obtained under the Freedom of Information Act, "Voice of God" device, which creates voices in people’s heads.a private message transmission....
Report: Nonlethals... Target Brain, Synthesized Schizophrenia
a newly
declassified Pentagon report, Bioeffects
of Selected Non-Lethal Weapons , obtained under the Freedom of
Information Act, "Voice of
God" device, which creates voices in people’s heads.a private message
transmission....
- one would think it might be "cool"
and one would be wrong.
one might think that those torturing another remotely with psychotronic devices might have a sense of humour,after all they are close to their goal
of making me want to die..
.instead they share the misery of my life . - .a life they helped shape and create.
- .first in 1994
again in 2011 when i tried to change my life by moving and starting over - it's too embarrassing to write about this as it truly is and was
i would go into a rage
if i really thought what they have done.are doing to me. - i walk around entrnaced .in another world.
- gone.
perhaps they know why they are doing this
perhaps they feel justified.
perhaps they feel they are doing something useful or important.
perhaps i know that they will pay
perhaps not how I have but in one form or another.
I cannot help but wish it.
and they cannot help but "hear" my wishes.
it is they who chose to listen
I cannot turn them off.
i will eventually I suppose take my own life because of this- what type of man would not
- it eats you up.
- it takes you
- and gives you nothing but fear
- and a sense of itself being bigger,stronger than you
- it controls your days
- your nights
- your dreams
- .
because of "them"
and it will be assumed i was/am schizophrenicam not
one day it will all come out.
THEY in a sense would like that too.for they have THINGS on me.what a sick person i am .
never taking into account that one grows mad from the monitoring itself.
from another having the ability and seemingly the authority to have absolute control over another
Parasol Pictures' External Devices
..Linda N preferred the headset for sensitive matters she did not want traced ,overheard or encoded.
Mandy watched the blue light blink on and off,afraid to place the headset on her temple and "think" towards her boss
Mandy shook her head to and fro,as if this might clear her mind enough to "graph" graciously and artfully ,as the last time she had used the device she was over whelmed with an almost Touretts's like barrage of bad thoughts that had been the main reason for her relocation and demotion .
Mandy had a difficult enough time censoring herself face to face and found mind to mind communications an almost impossible feat
The first thought Linda gleaned from Mandy intraneurally was not "hello "but a visual of a hangnail Mandy had been manicuring ,on company time no less,Linda did not not have to imagine the bottle of nail polish Mandy would next apply ,as Mandy inadvertently visualized a bottle of Maybelline Illuminati Red directly into Linda's visual cortex
followed ,of course ,by an infantile torrent of "sorry sorry sorry" sung right into Linda's temporal lobe..
Linda had a good mind to junk some nano into this moron's brain permanently to teach her not only some respect for the workplace but how to"graph" responsibly.All Linda needed was Mandy's hangnail in her mind ,during her lunch date.It was all she could do to try to remember why she had interfaced to begin with..
What was so difficult about mind reading technology ,except when one was doing and thinking all the wrong things..Finally ,after some deep breathing,Mandy slowed her thoughts down to the simple "yes Sir" "no Sir" format expected of her
"Mandy,"Linda graphed ,"why does this article keep finding it's way onto the web dear,do we not pay you enough?Or are your loyalties elsewhere.?"Linda Imparted ,to her one time assistant who had since been relocated to a "base camp" near Palo Alto,for Mandy was pretty enough to convince some of "the friends"who worked at certain online social media sites" in the vicinity "to do her favors in kind ..
such as making sure certain web sites and forums
about private groups and it's private methods written by Ruiners and UnResolvables were either redirected or erased entirely
Today any group that did something just "a little different" or expected perhaps "a little more" from it's members was seen as some kind of threat .Some kind of cult ,some kind of villain...
How To Pepper The 8th Floor Social Media to Make Human Experimentation Seem like Conspiracy Theory
"Cults" Use Technology To Mess With The Mind
"Cults" Use Technology To Mess With The Mind
Abuse Of Technology
August 4. 2008
Certain Hollywood groups (or what some might call cults) have been misusing mind reading technology to abuse innocent individuals they target for unsavory means and financial gain.But as yet nobody has dared mention The Motion Picture Industry's parasitic relation with these groups as they function as convenient cover for an "The Industry" that has a rather obvious stake in understanding individual and collective consciousness and has been known to "option" members of these groups that serve as "window dressing" for rather invasive experiments to helm "advances in cinema".One hand washes the other as members of these groups are given jobs within the studio for promises of "spreading the word" of Gary Rainy through "product". In return the studio asks for the same intimidation tactics notoriously practiced by these "societies" to also be used on procured "non person"types selected to test Direct Neural Television .*
How these " terrible questions about his deepest, darkest secrets ,the answers to which no "sane" man would normally reveal to another OR the public."were gathered* was presented to the press as well in metaphor and all manner of contrivance concerning even the most basic prosecutional "discovery"..when in fact "implants"have been seen in the last decade by certain member's of ******* as something of a status symbol,regardless the only information one "is allowed" to disclose is rudimentary at best and the psychotronics considered this "cutting edge" decades old
*A brain–computer interface (BCI), or direct neural interface or a brain–machine interface (BMI), is a direct communication pathway between the brain and an external device or person
**human experimentation | Targeted Individuals Europe
Thursday, March 14, 2013
A Fish Called Calev
at the Dr's.
i have to go.
i have no choice
he records things now.
on a tape recorder..and sometimes video tape.as if I am some kind of criminal all of sudden.
5/17/ 201*
he talks all gentle..all non threatening.all fake,like I had been told these Dr's are taught ,every little thing they do is calculated to make you trust them and just "say anything",their job is to make you feel some false sense of comfort.sometimes it works.
this time he gave me the tape.
he told me to listen to it
and see if I hear what he hears.
he says maybe I should try typing it
or writing it to get a "new perspective" on the "situation"instead of being "lead" like some dog on a collar this way and that by "mentors" who he insists seem to be leading and weaving "the semi fictional "story" for their own means and ends
and perhaps my own
This group you write about doesn't seem to like you very much do they?the Dr. says
They don't like me for good reason.They are trying to help me.
Help you with what?
Help me not be sick
And just how "are you sick?"
I think wrong.
For instance ,I think about my body too much.
And that's a specific problem for them.That's curious don't you think? I mean ,I think about my body.After all I must live in my body..
It's important not to think about it,it fucks things up
For them or for you.
Them telling me not to think about it made it into,like a complex,and than a complex becomes like an obsessional thinking,it was an obvious mistake on their part..
What else aren't you supposed to think about?
I'm not supposed to read or read labels or try to confuse them by having an Ipod or listening to songs or thinking about my past or future or self .Or money problems or problems in general.Nothing really that is not about Intention or Automatic Thoughts or Reactions to various stimuli around me in present time
And you can do that?
No,not very well,at all
So,it's like some extraterrestrial or something came down to earth to get a look around and uses your brain ,eyes and ears as a vehicle ..the way THEY are teaching you to think
Sort of,yes
And when you make the mistake ,for instance, of thinking about your own needs,you are interfering
with some kind of sight seeing tour
It's not working out ...They are trying to empty me out a little of interference,so i can be more Open Minded to the New Way
Sounds like THEY don't want you to have a mind at all,that your consciousness is getting in the way of The New Way.That "this New Way'"s agenda seems to be about making you into some kind of rag doll or puppet.What are you allowed to think? Or do ?
They don't mind my walking,so long as i don't concentrate on minutia or throw them off with reminiscence or unfocused observation,they don't mind also if I watch TV ,so long as I don't react to it in a self referential way but a universal way,like I can't or shouldn't compare my own life to the plot lines or characters..
I would like you to consider something for me.I'd like you to get a body scan.I 've already spoken to someone about it being pro bono,and this is quite an expensive test..I and some others need to SEE if there's something to this.Do you understand ?To see if these "inserts" you have mentioned are detectable.If there really is something "in you"
No way.Absolutely not.
So you like the feeling of being used and owned,I'm surprised ,very surprised.
I am not explaining it right.Obviously,I am being helped.I am being mentored,there's a certain trust that's been established...
What did they do when you tried killing yourslef to get away from them?when you popped 40 vicdin?Did your mentors say "no .Stop"
Neuronautics is about free will,not control
So when you began crushing up the pills and pouring them into grape juice nobody from this Mentorship program removed their headsets or "graphed" stop the game...or came banging on your door to "re-educate" you that this was not a good idea
seemed like a good idea at the time I do not blame mentor ship for my shortcomings
when you were homeless ,when you lost your apartment due to the stress and rage at the endless interfacing did THEY reimburse you? Or put money up for a new place?Or pay subsequent legal bills?
No
They just fuck with your head.Why you can't even watch television without these mentors using what you see and hear to use as another "rundown" or lesson ...
They are trying something new,do you think this is easy for them?For instance some of them don't like the "gay thing"
How sad for them
Some don't mind at all
Well isn't that good news,that some of the mentors that dosed you with illegal nano don't mind your sexual preference.
can I get a refilled on my script?
Not until you agree to a scan
I don't want to get them into trouble.Besides they have their people in those places.
Yes Neuronautics does seem to "get around" This group that is saving you and has begun allegedly putting cues in television programs and has a system of child rearing to correspond to these cues..Whose idea of social and spiritual progress is having mentors monitor or correct the Collective mind of it's captured,entranced "followers" whether they like it or not.A group that has supposedly interfaced several of it's devotees off bridges into subway trains and Christ knows what else...and that's who you're protecting.Do you hear yourself?Do you?
Don't question my beliefs and I won't question psychiatry.they were right about you guys.About this. I am at least open minded enough to appreciate the trouble my mentors are taking dealing with my case
Your case?
They work 24 hours a day monitoring my thoughts on their own dime,trying to make sure I don't regress into Old Way thinking.If i am failing it is my fault ,not theirs. it was my fault coming here. For Pussing out about getting my come uppence.You don't know my inner thoughts Dr. you neither have the equipment or expertise for it...You don't know what Enrot I am putting out not only towards my mentors headsets and minds but into the Enway itself..
you don't even know what seeing the Rhino means
you don't know anything
you are an unresolvable ruiner.
all psychiatrists are.all Drs. are.all teachers are.
and your day will come.
cuz our time is now.
a scan...
it's not about the technology idiot...it's aout not being afraid of being read.
it's about trusting one's mentors
and the process.
if one jumps in front of a trolley car to stop the process...that's a hell of alot more dignity and RESPECT than running off to some scanning center,I'll tell you that much
Fuck you very much Dr.and fuck your pills,hello, i must be going but you wouldn't know what THAT means would you,not what it REALLY means.Ever
body scanners deliver radiation dose 20 times higher than ...
i have to go.
i have no choice
he records things now.
on a tape recorder..and sometimes video tape.as if I am some kind of criminal all of sudden.
5/17/ 201*
he talks all gentle..all non threatening.all fake,like I had been told these Dr's are taught ,every little thing they do is calculated to make you trust them and just "say anything",their job is to make you feel some false sense of comfort.sometimes it works.
this time he gave me the tape.
he told me to listen to it
and see if I hear what he hears.
he says maybe I should try typing it
or writing it to get a "new perspective" on the "situation"instead of being "lead" like some dog on a collar this way and that by "mentors" who he insists seem to be leading and weaving "the semi fictional "story" for their own means and ends
and perhaps my own
This group you write about doesn't seem to like you very much do they?the Dr. says
They don't like me for good reason.They are trying to help me.
Help you with what?
Help me not be sick
And just how "are you sick?"
I think wrong.
For instance ,I think about my body too much.
And that's a specific problem for them.That's curious don't you think? I mean ,I think about my body.After all I must live in my body..
It's important not to think about it,it fucks things up
For them or for you.
Them telling me not to think about it made it into,like a complex,and than a complex becomes like an obsessional thinking,it was an obvious mistake on their part..
What else aren't you supposed to think about?
I'm not supposed to read or read labels or try to confuse them by having an Ipod or listening to songs or thinking about my past or future or self .Or money problems or problems in general.Nothing really that is not about Intention or Automatic Thoughts or Reactions to various stimuli around me in present time
And you can do that?
No,not very well,at all
So,it's like some extraterrestrial or something came down to earth to get a look around and uses your brain ,eyes and ears as a vehicle ..the way THEY are teaching you to think
Sort of,yes
And when you make the mistake ,for instance, of thinking about your own needs,you are interfering
with some kind of sight seeing tour
It's not working out ...They are trying to empty me out a little of interference,so i can be more Open Minded to the New Way
Sounds like THEY don't want you to have a mind at all,that your consciousness is getting in the way of The New Way.That "this New Way'"s agenda seems to be about making you into some kind of rag doll or puppet.What are you allowed to think? Or do ?
They don't mind my walking,so long as i don't concentrate on minutia or throw them off with reminiscence or unfocused observation,they don't mind also if I watch TV ,so long as I don't react to it in a self referential way but a universal way,like I can't or shouldn't compare my own life to the plot lines or characters..
I would like you to consider something for me.I'd like you to get a body scan.I 've already spoken to someone about it being pro bono,and this is quite an expensive test..I and some others need to SEE if there's something to this.Do you understand ?To see if these "inserts" you have mentioned are detectable.If there really is something "in you"
No way.Absolutely not.
So you like the feeling of being used and owned,I'm surprised ,very surprised.
I am not explaining it right.Obviously,I am being helped.I am being mentored,there's a certain trust that's been established...
What did they do when you tried killing yourslef to get away from them?when you popped 40 vicdin?Did your mentors say "no .Stop"
Neuronautics is about free will,not control
So when you began crushing up the pills and pouring them into grape juice nobody from this Mentorship program removed their headsets or "graphed" stop the game...or came banging on your door to "re-educate" you that this was not a good idea
seemed like a good idea at the time I do not blame mentor ship for my shortcomings
when you were homeless ,when you lost your apartment due to the stress and rage at the endless interfacing did THEY reimburse you? Or put money up for a new place?Or pay subsequent legal bills?
No
They just fuck with your head.Why you can't even watch television without these mentors using what you see and hear to use as another "rundown" or lesson ...
They are trying something new,do you think this is easy for them?For instance some of them don't like the "gay thing"
How sad for them
Some don't mind at all
Well isn't that good news,that some of the mentors that dosed you with illegal nano don't mind your sexual preference.
can I get a refilled on my script?
Not until you agree to a scan
I don't want to get them into trouble.Besides they have their people in those places.
Yes Neuronautics does seem to "get around" This group that is saving you and has begun allegedly putting cues in television programs and has a system of child rearing to correspond to these cues..Whose idea of social and spiritual progress is having mentors monitor or correct the Collective mind of it's captured,entranced "followers" whether they like it or not.A group that has supposedly interfaced several of it's devotees off bridges into subway trains and Christ knows what else...and that's who you're protecting.Do you hear yourself?Do you?
Don't question my beliefs and I won't question psychiatry.they were right about you guys.About this. I am at least open minded enough to appreciate the trouble my mentors are taking dealing with my case
Your case?
They work 24 hours a day monitoring my thoughts on their own dime,trying to make sure I don't regress into Old Way thinking.If i am failing it is my fault ,not theirs. it was my fault coming here. For Pussing out about getting my come uppence.You don't know my inner thoughts Dr. you neither have the equipment or expertise for it...You don't know what Enrot I am putting out not only towards my mentors headsets and minds but into the Enway itself..
you don't even know what seeing the Rhino means
you don't know anything
you are an unresolvable ruiner.
all psychiatrists are.all Drs. are.all teachers are.
and your day will come.
cuz our time is now.
a scan...
it's not about the technology idiot...it's aout not being afraid of being read.
it's about trusting one's mentors
and the process.
if one jumps in front of a trolley car to stop the process...that's a hell of alot more dignity and RESPECT than running off to some scanning center,I'll tell you that much
Fuck you very much Dr.and fuck your pills,hello, i must be going but you wouldn't know what THAT means would you,not what it REALLY means.Ever
body scanners deliver radiation dose 20 times higher than ...
body scanning equipment impose a greater skin cancer risk than previously believed...
a better ,more efficient "god"
The sandy haired man was a CEO at a Fortune 500 food additive company in Provo,Utah and was known within the Dome Family as Mormon McIntyre...
"you look a little concerned ," Evan said,hoping the killjoy wouldn't withdraw the 200 million his company had initially offered Dome to finance the Sublimation Transference trials scheduled for next July
Mormon McIntyre went noticeably white faced when a senior partner had tried summing up The Trials to ,in fact placate such "Holy Roller" investors...
...."Psyhcotronics are being developed for all sorts of reasons ..because really,as important as it is for you to understand your own wants,fears and intentions
it is more important that others in a position to policy,regulate and YES possibly fulfill your consumptive needs understand these thoughts
I am not saying there is no god but in today's world wouldn't even an all knowing entity find an individual"s prayers mired with confusion?
Wouldn't god be lost in one's interior thoughts peppered with trivia and sound and vision?The recall of a television program you watched last night ,or the tail end of some pop song you were playing in your car on the way to church?Could even an all knowing entity in the 21st century be able to decipher your mind like we can?
with so much media myth inside one's subconscious?Or by now is "this God" so filled with "I'm Lovin" It","pour Some Sugar On Me" and visualizations of 60 inch 1080 pixel tight shots of 6 pack abs you can get for just 3 installments of 19.95..."
Evan replicated a smile he had seen Adam Parker use to regain trust of a wife he had cheated on in a film he had made himself sit through just to glean such emotive contrivances for occasions such as these ,to gain further "entre nous" confidences he grazed the wrist of MormonMcIntyre's with his hand ,
"I want to give you something,"Evan said ,reaching into his briefcase,"it's a new Brain Computer Interface Program for those in The Family who don't appreciate ,I mean op for the real science of Neuronautics on which so much of our software is based but chose to placate,I m,ean BELIEVE in these sacred truths of Old Way testimonials..."wanting to get away as quickly as possible from this sandy haired man's ENROT he quickly explained that the new program had been created by various priests, rabbis and religious scholars.The Kabbalah and all that shit..pardon,I mean stuff.I understand the Vatican had some input ,there's some Joseph Smith crap too..goes right in the noggin,seamlessly.."walking towards the elevator,Evan cuffed his hand to his mouth,"Dome Proxy Cyber has thought of everything."
Wednesday, March 13, 2013
Pittsburgh 2009
The Mentor ,using Direct Neural Interface convinces" the potential convert" he or she has been possessed by "Entities" from another world and time.
Body" Creatins or The Dybeck ( amazing how similar some cults are both groups have been given permit to test "intervention apparatus")
well,of course HE OR SHE HAS indeed been possessed by these pesky "beings" because some "mentor" with psychotronic technology is pumping this jive right into your synapses..
there are 5 programs used
once the potential convert has been dosed
once one's mind is compatible
for transmission
"a mentor" can now practice direct neural interface via headset on the individual and begin "neural overlays"
..the person being fed the overlay has no idea what's happening to him or her.
It is terrifying
there is no longer a need for intravenous "input" as these mother*ckers are now so small they can be "transfered "to a "host" by skin to skin contact
(it takes 5 days for the nano to cross the blood brain barrier)and -walla- one becomes "owned"
well,where does one go to get rid of this Sound and Vision,after the mental hospital of course,after some inevitable regiment of dangerous pills,,
but ,get this? even with this synthasized "psychotic break" treated
wouldn't you know.
These "entities" are Still there!
what does one do next?
depending on one's beliefs go next to a priest.or rabbi who in all likelihood send them back to a shrink
well ,perhaps one hears there's a group that specializes in removal of these pests!
upwards of $ 100,000 to not only "be cured "of these entities
but also retaught
A New Way
of being
with the help of their OTs (Operating Tele-Presence /Mentors)
much less is known about Hollywood's "take" on Kabbalah, which in many ways is much more dangerous than a "church/movement " that shall remain un-named
to keep "one's demons "at bay
which of course only occurs after following the teachings of" Gary Rainy"
who(with a little help from his own Voice to Skull Mentors than the O.S.S?.) dreampt up between 1953 and 1966(?)before anyone even heard of Direct Neural Interface
Body" Creatins or The Dybeck ( amazing how similar some cults are both groups have been given permit to test "intervention apparatus")
well,of course HE OR SHE HAS indeed been possessed by these pesky "beings" because some "mentor" with psychotronic technology is pumping this jive right into your synapses..
there are 5 programs used
once the potential convert has been dosed
once one's mind is compatible
for transmission
"a mentor" can now practice direct neural interface via headset on the individual and begin "neural overlays"
..the person being fed the overlay has no idea what's happening to him or her.
It is terrifying
there is no longer a need for intravenous "input" as these mother*ckers are now so small they can be "transfered "to a "host" by skin to skin contact
(it takes 5 days for the nano to cross the blood brain barrier)and -walla- one becomes "owned"
well,where does one go to get rid of this Sound and Vision,after the mental hospital of course,after some inevitable regiment of dangerous pills,,
but ,get this? even with this synthasized "psychotic break" treated
wouldn't you know.
These "entities" are Still there!
what does one do next?
depending on one's beliefs go next to a priest.or rabbi who in all likelihood send them back to a shrink
well ,perhaps one hears there's a group that specializes in removal of these pests!
upwards of $ 100,000 to not only "be cured "of these entities
but also retaught
A New Way
of being
with the help of their OTs (Operating Tele-Presence /Mentors)
much less is known about Hollywood's "take" on Kabbalah, which in many ways is much more dangerous than a "church/movement " that shall remain un-named
to keep "one's demons "at bay
which of course only occurs after following the teachings of" Gary Rainy"
who(with a little help from his own Voice to Skull Mentors than the O.S.S?.) dreampt up between 1953 and 1966(?)before anyone even heard of Direct Neural Interface
a non person
they "domed " me
for the sole reason that to them i was considered what they call a "non-person"
or.
to
that way
A non person.
a term the police used in the 1950's when referring to homeless,drug addicts,homosexuals and mexicans..
just because it is not PC to use those terms today does not mean that
a segment of the population is not really considered "population" at all
and because of this ,certain rules are bent for industries who need human subjects to "try things out on"
a "clear" light
.of course.
different reasons
for different people.being as you call it "domed"
,Evan graphs
one of the other reasons this technology is so important
a certain type.
that doesnt even have the instinct to keep their degeneracy ^ to themselves
look for yourself
look at it now.in a clear light
what you were putting out there.
that you felt some need to present to the world.
you need monitoring
We Think So
We Know So
there is a sickness here.
the paintings seem to be a celebration of some kind of deviance
a celebration of sickness.
a cry for monitoring and guidance.
sick sicker sicko
what for instance does this mean? Evan Imparts
paranoia ,I graph back
I happened to be quite a stoner at the time
and this was NOT a good time to be a stoner
I certainly wasnt mocking anything or
joking about it....i couldnt deal with it.
nobody could
there was sense of not knowing what to do .how to feel.not even knowing if they should eat pizza or go to a movie.
I honestly did make construction paper flags.to put on the door.
i didnt know if it was for the right reason.either.
you wanted to sell it though.The painting
I guess.
i don't know
I don't really think about
why i do half of the things I do,I graph
that is why you are monitored.because it is obvious that you DON'T think
and do not know right from wrong
different reasons
for different people.being as you call it "domed"
,Evan graphs
one of the other reasons this technology is so important
that doesnt even have the instinct to keep their degeneracy ^ to themselves
look for yourself
look at it now.in a clear light
what you were putting out there.
that you felt some need to present to the world.
We Think So
We Know So
there is a sickness here.
the paintings seem to be a celebration of some kind of deviance
a celebration of sickness.
a cry for monitoring and guidance.
sick sicker sicko
***********************************************************************************
what for instance does this mean? Evan Imparts
paranoia ,I graph back
I happened to be quite a stoner at the time
and this was NOT a good time to be a stoner
I certainly wasnt mocking anything or
joking about it....i couldnt deal with it.
nobody could
there was sense of not knowing what to do .how to feel.not even knowing if they should eat pizza or go to a movie.
I honestly did make construction paper flags.to put on the door.
i didnt know if it was for the right reason.either.
you wanted to sell it though.The painting
I guess.
i don't know
I don't really think about
why i do half of the things I do,I graph
that is why you are monitored.because it is obvious that you DON'T think
and do not know right from wrong
venusnblugenes
where did that come from?A "Voice" out of nowhere "says"
it is difficult to concentrate on the envelope ,as my eyes are enticed by a pinkish red Mini Wheat Only I see dancing on the edge of my coffee cup.
"Must be time for breakfast huh Evan" I think,I graph
"fuck breakfast Ruiner! Is that a real letter? or some letter you made up for this "story"scumbag?"
I concentrate on the postmark,not up for trying to "hide" anything from my Mentor,in fact I sort of want him to ,for once "see what i see"
Nor am I quite up to counting backwards,or getting lost in a pop song to throw Brother Evan off.,but than again the mini wheat is making me hungry.
yum yum yum I say to myself until it becomes a sort of mantra chant.Evan hates this shit
in between "yums" I graph
that if he is is so curious maybe he just send one of The Team to break into my apartment.Again.
"I go to the kitchen,tiny, devil faces,RUINER visualizations ,dance around the cereal box.And Evan insists I return to the letter and stop playing games with him .Or It will be a day of tiny faces and a night
Of MY wildest dreams he imparts.
i return to my desk
and open the letter that venus had told me to notarize or send to my self back in The Old Ways
head amp : OPA2111 X 2
offset amp : TL064 X 2
filter IC : MAX 7480 X 2
C : 47 µF 16V X 6 ( this parts has polarity. + side goes to + power, - side goes to - power )
C : 105 X 2 ( C : 1 µF = 1,000,000 pF : low cut 0.16 Hz, use 0.1 µF is low cut 1.6 Hz)
--- f ( Hz ) = 1 / (2 π RC) : R = 1 M ohm : π = 3.14159
Zener Diode : RD5.6E X 2 ( others : 1N5232B-T 5.6 V 500 mW )
Trimer : 100 K ohm X 2 ( for gain adjust )
Trimer : 47 K ohm X 2 ( for offset adjust )
S-8135AG : X 1 ( 5V reference regulator, replace this to use Zener Diode 5 V is ok too )
TA48M05F : X 1 ( low voltage drop 5 V 500 mA output regulator )
ERA81 : X 1 ( low voltage drop diode. Schottky diode. others : 1N5817 )
555 : X 1 ( timer IC or other clock IC )
DC-DC : RZC12W20 X 2 ( DC-DC. +/- 12 V, 40 mA )
need to set two trimer, total gain and offset for AD input of Arduino.
need to set 200 micro V p-p input makes 5 V p-p to Arduino analog input. Total gain is 25,000.
also 2.5 V offset to Arduino analog input. output need to set 0 to 5 V.
setup with IBVA application.
30 Sep 2012:
put all together, Active head amp unit, filter unit + Arduino pro mini + Bluetooth, Battery unit. test Bluetooth connection with terminal application and IBVA application.....555 frequency is 3K Hz, mean 30Hz high cut filter, so no problem for 50 Hz to 60 Hz AC power noise. however too many noise will still get AC noise.
doing experience outside is so nice to eliminate this AC noise.
it is difficult to concentrate on the envelope ,as my eyes are enticed by a pinkish red Mini Wheat Only I see dancing on the edge of my coffee cup.
"Must be time for breakfast huh Evan" I think,I graph
"fuck breakfast Ruiner! Is that a real letter? or some letter you made up for this "story"scumbag?"
I concentrate on the postmark,not up for trying to "hide" anything from my Mentor,in fact I sort of want him to ,for once "see what i see"
Nor am I quite up to counting backwards,or getting lost in a pop song to throw Brother Evan off.,but than again the mini wheat is making me hungry.
yum yum yum I say to myself until it becomes a sort of mantra chant.Evan hates this shit
in between "yums" I graph
that if he is is so curious maybe he just send one of The Team to break into my apartment.Again.
"I go to the kitchen,tiny, devil faces,RUINER visualizations ,dance around the cereal box.And Evan insists I return to the letter and stop playing games with him .Or It will be a day of tiny faces and a night
Of MY wildest dreams he imparts.
i return to my desk
and open the letter that venus had told me to notarize or send to my self back in The Old Ways
head amp : OPA2111 X 2
offset amp : TL064 X 2
filter IC : MAX 7480 X 2
C : 47 µF 16V X 6 ( this parts has polarity. + side goes to + power, - side goes to - power )
C : 105 X 2 ( C : 1 µF = 1,000,000 pF : low cut 0.16 Hz, use 0.1 µF is low cut 1.6 Hz)
--- f ( Hz ) = 1 / (2 π RC) : R = 1 M ohm : π = 3.14159
Zener Diode : RD5.6E X 2 ( others : 1N5232B-T 5.6 V 500 mW )
Trimer : 100 K ohm X 2 ( for gain adjust )
Trimer : 47 K ohm X 2 ( for offset adjust )
S-8135AG : X 1 ( 5V reference regulator, replace this to use Zener Diode 5 V is ok too )
TA48M05F : X 1 ( low voltage drop 5 V 500 mA output regulator )
ERA81 : X 1 ( low voltage drop diode. Schottky diode. others : 1N5817 )
555 : X 1 ( timer IC or other clock IC )
DC-DC : RZC12W20 X 2 ( DC-DC. +/- 12 V, 40 mA )
need to set two trimer, total gain and offset for AD input of Arduino.
need to set 200 micro V p-p input makes 5 V p-p to Arduino analog input. Total gain is 25,000.
also 2.5 V offset to Arduino analog input. output need to set 0 to 5 V.
setup with IBVA application.
30 Sep 2012:
put all together, Active head amp unit, filter unit + Arduino pro mini + Bluetooth, Battery unit. test Bluetooth connection with terminal application and IBVA application.....555 frequency is 3K Hz, mean 30Hz high cut filter, so no problem for 50 Hz to 60 Hz AC power noise. however too many noise will still get AC noise.
doing experience outside is so nice to eliminate this AC noise.
While many in the entertainment .communications fields are working on” Interact” headsets and nano “inserts” only Parasol and Dome Proxy Cyber is now taking an altogether different route of broadcast,’ ,”Evan explained to the small congregation of stock holders
An electronic transmission field that can decipher private synaptic “language” and bypass frontal lobe function that does not need any tell tale “chip” whatsoever .
This new and improved methodology is now seen as more useful and profitable if we do not never introduce it publicly, as it’s invisibility will be it’s most commercial ,political and economic persuasive appeal..”
Valerie Prentis concluded the meeting by explaining ,” “The New TV” will involve engaging the 5 senses by over riding one’s auditory and contextual frontal lobe for an all encompassing “escapist” experience without anyone quite knowing what is going on, “insert free intraneural ” interface will either drive you crazy.Or set you free. We will be be the judge,.it will be a New World with the Older Gods of Greek Mythology .playing .selecting and collecting.”
An electronic transmission field that can decipher private synaptic “language” and bypass frontal lobe function that does not need any tell tale “chip” whatsoever .
This new and improved methodology is now seen as more useful and profitable if we do not never introduce it publicly, as it’s invisibility will be it’s most commercial ,political and economic persuasive appeal..”
Valerie Prentis concluded the meeting by explaining ,” “The New TV” will involve engaging the 5 senses by over riding one’s auditory and contextual frontal lobe for an all encompassing “escapist” experience without anyone quite knowing what is going on, “insert free intraneural ” interface will either drive you crazy.Or set you free. We will be be the judge,.it will be a New World with the Older Gods of Greek Mythology .playing .selecting and collecting.”
HUMAN EXPERIMENTATION FOR A BETTER TOMORROW
It turned out however .... that the “hacking” was actually done "in house", a preemptive move to divert
possible public attention away from evidence that the now out of date
inserts" had been given to various “fringe groups” such as the Leaders
of Legacy to both cover initial start up costs in the late 1980’s and elicit the help of "heavies" from such foundations to keep procured "subjects" from talking...
The Leaders of the Legacy
had to get rid of RFD chips they had recovered from 4 young men of the Jewish
persuasion ,and 2 homosexuals that had jumped from the highest bridge in the small
southern town
as a reporter had somehow gotten some “inside”
information that certain “hate groups” had hacked into Dome /Proxy Cyber to gain access to
early versions of intraneural interface technology that Dome had developed for Parasol Pictures and
Neuronautics in the early 1990’sMonday, March 11, 2013
Leaders of The Legacy (The Community Theater)
"National Socialism never died,it was modernized.. .Are you
" Ready to Seize The Power?" -The Community Theater,2007
" Ready to Seize The Power?" -The Community Theater,2007
***
"The Community Theater "
After that .There were No rules.
Just costs
(although there was a sliding scale for for participants who 'represented" openly "the movement"
as word of mouth brought other "players" into "the Game")
They called it "All In One" psychotronics ,as in a Concentration camp of The Mind.A holocaust "all in one Jew or Homosexual or any other huiman vermin The legacy wanted to "play a game with"
at first
Thursday, March 7, 2013
Field Trip to Dome Laboratory
Couldn't they just hand out pamphlets,Lind N. asked herself.She certainly was not going to ask anyone around her.
A field trip?
riding in a van ?
She was suprised Evan had not asked them to wear Dome logo T shirts .
Although the group around her was well dressed and manicured she considered the investors outsiders,not true loyalists.
after all the field trip was to convince them that the Lyme Disease problem concerning the use
of mosquitos as “change agents”to scalp future converts with electronic nanofiber .
compatible with Dome headsetswere behind them
,"as.thanks to Dome Mini ,....less than a micrometer in diameter and can be spread throughout the brain to monitor patterns of neurons..are now small enough to enter the host"s system by adding the nano to shampoo,they can also piggy back on viruses making it easier to add to edibles."Said the liason holding up a pair of the new headsets designed now by Stella Mccartney,presumably based the outline of a 1965 Ford Mustang and a seemingly empty hand filled with the unseeable Mini."
Now if you will follow me to ...the dream room
The "dreamroom" contained The Mythograph,a rather large component still in development which was being
Now if you will follow me to ...the dream room
The "dreamroom" contained The Mythograph,a rather large component still in development which was being
...Loaded with “The Dreams of Gary Rainy",.from direct downloads of Gary Rainy's fMRI neural reads.or those presumed by the disciples specially selected by Evan Rainy who had studied the texts ,videos and past films of Gary Rainy to help mold future Neuronauts toward of a collective moral integrity,based on New Way principals."
The liason went on ,and Linda N. did little to cover a yawn ,she knew all this,she just wondered why these outsiders around her had to know anything but who to write a check to,these outsiders who could care less about Neuronautics but wanted to slip ads into the overlays and dreams,
"Neuronautics mentors could aid in brain computer interface to not so much manipulate our dreams but to sort of be a “catcher in eye” if you will to keep The Team from falling into Old Way patterns fraught with UNRESOLVABLE ENROT
Rainy Day Children don't have to worry about getting lost in the Old Way, as out Muralists have organized Gary Rainy's teachings into a structure that seamlessly combines one's own individual consciousness and unconscious REM with Night Time Mentorship of Captain Gary .Now don't think for a moment that these dreams will be hinky dinky tutoring creating some type of cloned mind.A Team must comform to win The Game ,but individuality is what we are looking for .everyone cannot be a 1st basemen on a tema,we need pitchers,catchers,3rd basemen and always always those angels ,in the outfield.Now,in these dreams and in the overlays that will descend upon the group like pennies from heaven will be a buffet of wonderful addendums to our personalities that ,for a small price we can add to our conscious self,which is where The parasol Pictures calvacade of stars comes in handy...who doesn't want to add Adam Parker or Gloria Tandem's smile ,grace and sexual appeal to their “bag of tricks”?
Rainy Day Children don't have to worry about getting lost in the Old Way, as out Muralists have organized Gary Rainy's teachings into a structure that seamlessly combines one's own individual consciousness and unconscious REM with Night Time Mentorship of Captain Gary .Now don't think for a moment that these dreams will be hinky dinky tutoring creating some type of cloned mind.A Team must comform to win The Game ,but individuality is what we are looking for .everyone cannot be a 1st basemen on a tema,we need pitchers,catchers,3rd basemen and always always those angels ,in the outfield.Now,in these dreams and in the overlays that will descend upon the group like pennies from heaven will be a buffet of wonderful addendums to our personalities that ,for a small price we can add to our conscious self,which is where The parasol Pictures calvacade of stars comes in handy...who doesn't want to add Adam Parker or Gloria Tandem's smile ,grace and sexual appeal to their “bag of tricks”?
Tuesday, March 5, 2013
Nano Cosmetic "Mergery" (casting agents & cowboyz)
Evan sat on the edge of the desk.
It was an informal meeting.or had been set up to appear that way.
Only 150 people .
Trainees ,part of the Neuronautics family.or some would be.
Cameras were placed in obvious places around the room.
It was the only obvious recording device displayed
prior to the meeting of potential Neuronautic Representative Candidates,those that would present neuro insert devices,neural gathering headsets and Impart corrective neural output programs shore to shore to brand and non brand companies in and out of the public sector a new microwave technology that could both collect neural brain waves AND Impart such without any insertion devices whatsoever was being tested .This no-tell technology whose only drawback was that the person or persons being read and read to had to be within 4 miles of the portable transmission ,really a souped up fMRI machine that had recently become part of The New Way now that enough subjects had been cross referenced to help the high speed computers decode the mind's unique pulsation ,which over the past 4000 years had been trained to “think” in words .. as this was a candidacy program for selling methodology and patented equipment the computers were calibrated this afternoon to forego intellectual property and focus on intent and causation..for there were always a few “moles' from proxy cyber at these gatherings.
“Now suppose,”Evan said,”for a moment that there was a technology that could decode your thoughts.A technology that deciphers the private interior monologue ,that deciphers someone's hopes,dreams ,fears,triggers,and secrets.Look at the person next to you,look into their eyes..I've been told that the eyes are the windows to one;s soul...but tell me..what do you see,what soul do you see looking into that person next to you's eyes.Nothing.You see if they have blue eyes ,or almond colored eyes,or hazel eyes..unless we have a bona fide psychic here I doubt very much anyone is seeing any windows into someone's soul.
Evan stands up
and moves to the podium,he rubs his hands together,and pauses ..as if just now remembering the story he has told over 7 times this week.
“when I was in my early 20'S. I worked at a large company.
We sold window blinds.
My father ,maybe you've heard of him is gary rainy,the man who began the Neuronautics movement in the mid 1960's,
I was raised on Neuronautics and I will raise my children as such..
but my father didn't want me riding on his coat tails..he told me to “go forth “and make my own way
and than and only than decide if “The New way” was my way
so away I went
into the “real world”
and worked for a boss in window blind company .
The boss wore funny shoes.
Nurse's shoes.
I assume he had trouble with his feet and women;s nursing shoes were the only shoes he was comfortable in.
Every day one would hear something or other,some kind of joke or insinuation about The Boss's funny shoes
One day I had enough.And began keeping a small notebook on my person to begin keeping an account of all those people who spoke behind his back of his “funny shoes”
At the chrismas party I told the boss that I had a gift for him
I gave him the list of people who over the previous 5 months I had heard laughing at the man who paid their salries,kept food on their tables and a roof over their heads.
He thanked me for the gift by proptly firing all those on the list that very day.
And do you kn ow what
do you know what a pleasure it was to return to work the following week and not be around
such negative influence?
Maybe another man ,another boss would not have cared about my list.
Maybe another boss would have liked being a source of laughter for his employees and would have appreciated the false smiles and brown nose activities of these sources of betrayl.
Linda N observed the minute changes in brain wave activity of the 150 potential sales representatives to the word “betrayal.”
For a moment Linda's eyes locked on Evan's
she held up four fingers on here left hand as there appeared to be 4 individuals in the group whose neurals reacted in a diplaced manner 0.7 seconds after the word was uttered.
She would ask Nikoli to work the buffet table and make sure these 4 potential Ruiners were given “digestables”
The digestible nano traveled on a virus strand that would linger around the small intestines until imbedding itself securely into the Ruiner's frontal lobe, and in a week's time “a dent” could be put into the Mentor's task of decoding their thoughts.
Later she would decide if “the Face Dances” nano should be added to the read.
“Face Dances”nano apps brought in a lot of extra money for intraneural “watchers ” that liked to play “Pieces”
billions of pinhole sized nano filaments
that could swarm together to alter a Ruiner's appearance at the touch of a few buttons.
The Cosmetic surgery that came and went
was also what helped train or reign in those going through The Process like a bit does a horse
also looking in the mirror to often all but spoiled the illusion of being inside the mind and body of
both mentors and watchers during interface
and good looks
also served as a primal reward .
As bad looks served as punishment
“Face Dances” also served Linda thought as a delightful “prop” during Nikoli's Muralist's scenarios during week 53 of
“voice to skull “/”voice of god” re-education
Nikoli had begun eatiung too much candy and it reflected badly on Neuronautics
Nikoli had begun eatiung too much candy and it reflected badly on Neuronautics
so it was Figer's job to teach Nicky to show some respect
Figer was loaned a top screenwriter on loan from United Artist's for the Neural overlay which began with a sift
through Nikoli's previous scans
once rife with material for even an inexperienced Muralist
but by than
one had to sit through endless hours of “what's going on,what's happening to me "neural whining and passive fleeting resitance (thus Linda supposed the "candy problem), to find a gold mind in a stray thought or assumption that could be parlayed into a theme.. thank goodness for a loose thought during Face Dances where ,upon seeing his face "morph" tempoaraily in the mirror made Nikoli ponder that he was a projected hologram,not real anymore at all,with this thought ,this wonderful grain of an idea already in Nikoli's sometimes handsome head , it wasn't a stretch ,if one knew what one was doing to push the notion further..
“ YOU ARE A HOLOGRAM NIKOLI!.Figer Imparted directly into Nikoli's temporal lobe "WE SHALL KEEP YOU ALIVE FOREVER.WE ARE DEVELOPING PAIN THRESHOLD NEURALITIES THAT WILL MAKE YOUR CAPTURED SOUL FEEL PAIN AND THINK YOUR HOLOGRAPHIC BODY IS REAL
Linda was on headset and literally began ROFL
Oh what THEY fell for
it never ceased to amaze her.
But than again nobody had ever overridden her hippo campus with United Artist enhanced overlays of
of horror show intraneural
yet it did get Nicky to lay off the extra carbs
so many dates at the time
and after what they refered to as " Hologram Man" night
he lost "the little belly" that so dipleased "the patrons" at Parasol Pictures
and after what they refered to as " Hologram Man" night
he lost "the little belly" that so dipleased "the patrons" at Parasol Pictures
Oh poor Nikoli
running down the street ,holding his head like it was on fire ,screaming and screaming
telling the ER Dr.”no I didn't take any PCP.I was made into a hologram by Parasol Pictures"
"sure you were ,sure you were ,the Dr said
"sure you were ,sure you were ,the Dr said
right before they shoving his than puny arm up with enough Haldol to park a Blue Elephant.
the Gang had tried a similar intraneural "intervention" concerning holograms on a young coke head actor on a popular FX series but the poor lad had ended up killing his landlady and jumping from his rooftop
Why so serious indeed ..
linda still kept YOU ARE A HOLOGRAM Neural mix tape
and played it on the headset whenever she felt lonely for the" old days" when intraneural was geared more towards Fun than Money or Power
Gary rainy in his communions with a “Nigher Power” had learned that disfigurement was a Primal concern of early man
and more specifically “early man “management of The Neuronautic Family
Evan was just finishing his "now why did I just take my shirt off "routine ..and was now in a bare chested except for a dark blue suit vest,and in Linda's opinion could use a few hologram man dreams himself to lay off the late night snacks...
Those people I had put on my list ,the one's who laughed at the bosses "funny shoes"were not just mocking their employer,but they were mocking the neural atmosphere or as my father calls it ,The Enway itself.The Enway which was the very air arounnd me that breathe din ,that i took into my very being for that 14 monthes I worked at the window blind factory.Neuronautics teaches us that one puts their negative sensations ,their neural rot.their ENROTIC TENDANCIES into the actual atmosphere.Not metaphorically but literally.And becomes this ENROT goes into the ENWAY it matters not a hinky dinky if one compensates for their "badness" by presenting in such a fashioin that masks such dubious interiors.....
Evan was just finishing his "now why did I just take my shirt off "routine ..and was now in a bare chested except for a dark blue suit vest,and in Linda's opinion could use a few hologram man dreams himself to lay off the late night snacks...
Those people I had put on my list ,the one's who laughed at the bosses "funny shoes"were not just mocking their employer,but they were mocking the neural atmosphere or as my father calls it ,The Enway itself.The Enway which was the very air arounnd me that breathe din ,that i took into my very being for that 14 monthes I worked at the window blind factory.Neuronautics teaches us that one puts their negative sensations ,their neural rot.their ENROTIC TENDANCIES into the actual atmosphere.Not metaphorically but literally.And becomes this ENROT goes into the ENWAY it matters not a hinky dinky if one compensates for their "badness" by presenting in such a fashioin that masks such dubious interiors.....
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a life they helped shape and create..
i would go into a rage
if i really thought what they have done.are doing to me.
perhaps they know why they are doing this
perhaps they feel justified.
perhaps they feel they are doing something useful or important.
perhaps i know that they will pay
I cannot help but wish it.
and they cannot help but "hear" my wishes.
it is they who chose to listen
I cannot turn them off.
I will eventually take my own life because of this
because of "them"I will die
and it will be assumed i am schizophrenic,crazy..
one day it will all come out.that i was not
but one grows mad from the monitoring itself.
from another having the ability and seemingly the authority to have absolute control over another in this way