re-edt.

feed me and buy me things.
for some reason i want to exist.
why
i dont know
to buy more things?
i am crazy... i am bad.unfortunately even the bad need food and shelter and there is never enuf
the very bad need and need
 they need

cuz they get nothing immaterial and spiritual like  what SOLVABLES get
for some reason i want to exist
why
i don't know.
One who was a Ruiner but was saved with Brain Computer Mentorship is on the stage
the RESOLVABLE finishes her poem and leaves stage right-.the lights dim.a spot comes up on Macy, linda and Evan.I am upstage  when a Blue Bean hits me .I put my hand up to block it.Macy copies my movement  and suddenly the light dims


"UNSOLVABLES love the dark they hate the day ",Macy says
I am sitting
on a stage
behind me is a huge screen
various pages of things i have written and drawn are projected on it

there is another screen which has my other thoughts
my interneural thoughts. What I am thinking in Real Time .Right Now on the stage..
sometimes the 2 are shown at once


.I was smiling,I was in my suit,the suit I got that i wore alot since my Reduction.that has helped me  think
in a reduced manner 
 smaller portions.

"He,"Evan Rainy says to the audience <"was asked NOT to write  BUT HE kept writing and writing...."
(he kept writng,he kept going,I hear her say
I Have been dimmed for the presentation

"when do i get a snack"
i hear the audience laughing
i laugh too.
i look at macy who points to the screen
when do i get a snack  it says in big letters

"Snacks.so he wants snacks,"Macy ,one of my Mentors says shrugging smiling".nothing wrong with snacks,,"she pauses and becomes serious..ok so the old brown mare  she ain't what she used to be ,'she comes up behind me and puts her hands on me "  Nothing wrong with snacks and smiles ....in a year or so he will moved to a better apartment and might be able to care for a pet"

Paintings and drawings and things i wrote are projected behind me
Evan takes the stage.
"i monitored much of who we will refer only as "Dumbos: PROCESS
"Usually Internals transcripts are kept utterly private ,don't you worry" Evan  said"All you future consumers of our brand of Brain Link...,this is a one time deal,"he laughs and the audience laughs back
Dumbo gave us permission...he signed a waiver..be "app-ed' with Merge bio tech of serve time for intent to distribute illegal substances..
I am smiling,I turn around to see if my thoughts are on the screen
i dont know if i gave anyone permission,but there is nothing on the screen but angry paintings and words and words
 Believe me i know all too well how  UNSOLVABLES think,"he laughs,putting a hankerchief to his forehead.I know how they eat ,sleep and ruminate
Evan  comes up behind me and puts his hands on my shoulders and shouts to the audience",My father,
Gary Rainy believed that one man's bad thoughts wipes away the actions and thoughts of 100,000 good men and believed they should be removed from existance.he believed that even after their death that their Emanations  would still stream through the Enway..the "Enway" is what Neuronautic's call the Neural Highway
,the electromagnetic spectrum...
People's thoughts Emanate electromagnetism..2 hz.when they sleep..
4 hz when they wake.
11Hz or so when the Hate ..


"know why you rememebr only bad things Dumbo! "he screamed
"because you made all the bad things happen!.Because you are bad and people and the plants and the Earth's electromagnetism - responded in kind  to your badness!because your EMINATIONS  were and are  SO Intense and So AGAINST  The ENWAY! that every LITTLE element and Molecule reacted to your EMINATIONS ...so powerful was your sickness of spirit that it was contagious...WHY does an ARTIST paint such UGLY DEPRAVITY if not to attempt to corrupt another's senses...like their own.. "
Macy saw I was scared and held up a cookie
seeing this Evan stopped yelling and came up behind me.smiling
"we went through alot ,didnt we Dumbo....before ...we realized that there was no hope ..except Psychotronic Reduction Surgery


pictures of my destroyed apartment flickered on the screen
and next a broken window


Evan's Interneural "stories" made me get very mad sometimes


there was a sound from the audience
I turned around and saw the screen filled with what i had just thought
evan's interneural stories made me get very mad sometimes

a projectorist or something quickly overlaid it with a "horrible" painting i had done of a crowd at a bus stop"
I felt a tiny twitch through the back of my head and knew that i had better just think of cookies
but Macy mouthed "they turned it off," she said circling her head with her finger,she smiled.







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• necessary for the Proxeteer to be told something despicable about "the reason"

a subject was chosen for the program

• a crime
• preferably sexual in nature, should be introduced.at first casually. It is unfortunate that some Mentors moral compass however veers more toward crimes such as theft,or betrayal..in which case.one might lead the subject into such hot spots of ambiguity. Much more difficult than sexual misappropriations
• it is relatively easy to overload

a Proxy's subconscious "loop" toward such correlations

• (especially in the first 8 weeks of intrusion ,so that memories of childhood.and sexuality may seem to concur in such a way that a future Mentor may  be introduced to the subject in such a way that subject is implied and implicated as a sexual predator.

• one has a rather wide berth to introduce such themes.
• especially if one is prudent in seeking specific identifiers.
• (which can often can be done if one focuses on visual correlations during "quiet reads" during television)

• ....used to provide the Mentor enough wherewithal and emotion fortitude to begin the initial "dent"

• and subsequent psychotic break for participants who were randomly chosen,who did not sign waivers.)
• ------------------------
• the volunteers.
• 120 days max
• with pay
• the most important part of establishing Intraneural with the unknowing participants
• would be to immediately establish an incongruous
• correspondence
• which would also guarantee ..... the right to experiment on human subjects would be to provide ample evidence of required monitoring over riding the 120 day ....
• as the subjects not signing waivers were "in the grey zone"of the law.....
• concerning psychological non lethal....fair play
• important early on
• to make the subject.... either incapacitated and institutionalized
• as the very nature of future conditioning for type b. testing would and should be mind "without limits"
• and in such regard these tests under guidelines and for the public's safety be "played out" in facilities
• such as jails or hospitals

I went back to some of gary rainy's True Sci-Fi Guides for young boys
he predicted "the dots" in 1965