it's ingenious actually how on target these guys are.
in terms
of pushing buttons

for instance
i
and several gay men
I know
have a "fear"
and almost

embedded
shiver
...
spasm
roll over
regression

(something to that reguard)
let me explain
I am
almost finished...
my mind is
going
...
i am being reduced.
..i will soon be removed..

but the sound and vision.continues
almost pulse for pulse.
as I am on ritalin


i hate the stuff.
but I want to really BE HERE
for The End