ADAM all together... the future the past all at once and all together.. the mist spoke of television and Enways
of technology tinkering with Tones false gods and Pharaohs right about now but do not worry all sociopaths secretly dream of empathetic love and all saints secretly wish some pathology of spirit. they will talk in riddles and confab all at once all together right about now as they precipitate & block the release of SENSO all at once too much
....unexpected results from higher things greater things and scary things they will never believe in but soon will
NONSENSE and MORE NONSENSE TRIGGER NONSENSE FROM MY OWN MIND Adam thoughtoh .you had better believe in something bigger and greater than this Sir graphedI do
perhaps it is one in the same it is not and it should never be
ithas already happened it has just begun your days are numbered thank god an escape. from this skull cap of paradise you can be had we have played that round
i am not so easily maneuvered if you only knew how easily I know enough. perhaps too much you seek only your comfort it is the opposite of faith the fearful seek comfort and ease the fearless are ill at ease. this way of thought is unnatural supernatural technological it has been presented as such not this year. and maybe not the next. but soon with or without me . and the rest of "The Chosen "you lock up or toss away people will know they already do and your neurals concede you are a pig among men a Guinea Pig among chess pieces sounds like someone might need another hospital or jail this time I think because I balk at false gods because you talk of false gods i will never quite know yet again neither will you. i will summon them beyond you the real thing you had better hope so i know so i have seen the burning bush and tossed water on it a RUINER YOU are the enemy
Rick"the Ruiner" Reinhart was supposed to go mad. not kill his maid A few at Dome knew Valerie was doing interface with Rick and the few that knew also knew that "things" like this just happened some time s but still Valerie thought she felt a chill at the last morning meeting .there was an inference that she was not only a "bad driver" but also reckless in her emitted neuralities ,(it is understood that one's Proxy is merely a mirror of oneself)in that the last thing an off the map operation needed was indiscretion
Valerie had asked a few associates at the prison if it might be possible to bunk with Rick . The analytic approach seeks to reduce a system to its basic elements in order to study in detail and understand the types of interaction that exist between them. with a member of Dome's New Way criminal reform /drug reform program preferably someone who was Rick's type. which according to Valerie's neural tapes of Rick's mastabatory fantasies was a white 5'10,blue eyed with a swimmer's build and sandy hair age 23-25 except for the sandy hair Kevin might have been born for the part (one day,valerie thought),one day)Kevin who agreed to the insert monitor program had been charged with a distribution charge but had made it to level 3 of The Process
Valerie asked Kevin's mentors to "proxy" him in the most provocative style possible And asked some of the guards to take away Kevin's clothes .insinuating that Kevin might hide drugs in a jumpsuit.
Valerie wanted Rick to feel the full brunt of missing and longing the way Valerie felt when Rick turned on her and The New Way
Rick Reinhart
who had moved on after the Umber fiasco
to become "the " screenwriter of the 90's" By modifying one variable at a time, it tries to conclude general laws that will enable one to predict the properties of a system under very different conditions.
after a slump in 00's he made an unprecedented comeback
and was the go to guy for literary adaptions and original stories
he had turned against The New Way
claiming he didn't really know what Alliance Pictures was doing with symbiotics
and codifiers in their scripts and cinematography
when it was Rick who had dreamed up a good 80% of "the System"
Valerie had recently run into Rick at an opening and watched him dash to the bathroom when he saw her face.
she wondered what new ideas were stirring through Rick's Ruiner mind.
and asked a few associates of David's
to make it such that she could have a look inside
To make this forecast possible, the laws of the additivity of elementary properties must be invoked. This is the case in homogeneous systems, those composed of analogous elements and having weak interactions among them
it was different intraneuralling an older person
so many memories
fixed habits
and a tiredness she rarely felt among her boys and girls
his mind was slow.
his day made up of trivialities all based on rather pathetic languid self affirmation
Valerie wondered if most men his age could accolade themselves for 7 minutes for eating a grapefruit instead of a bagel
it was morning grapefruit for the rest of the day.
a 20 minute rowing exercise would be followed by another 20 minutes of you re doing good Rick .you re doing better.everything will be alright. Through simulation one can "animate" a system and observe in real time the effects of the different kinds of relations among its elements. The study of this behavior leads in time to the determination of rules that can modify the system or design other systems.
Valerie didnt bother reading him long enough to ever find out what was so wrong in his life that he needed to constantly tell himself it would be alright.
this man definitely needed some medicine...
twice she fell asleep listening to Rick's intraneurals with a lit cigarette in her hand
the only time Rick was in anyway interesting was when was writing .
from 2pm to 6pm Tuesday through Friday.like a clockwork Grapefruit.
Line for line Valerie transposed his Comedy drama about Southern teenagers coming of age working summers at an Old Folks Home
Valerie found the story to be drivel
but figured it would be worth it
to see how Rick would respond to seeing his yet unfinished script already in production
word for word at Parasol Productions
during a random sweep of Rick's EMF pre REM hz Valerie found aspirations of a second film script dealing with The New Way and how Safey in Umber was just the tip of the ice burg in terms of "the process"Mutinous thoughts and notions mixed in with grapefruit self referentials and pool boy crushes it was all Valerie could not to snap her head set in half....
Rick was enough out of the loop
to not know that Doming was 'the latest thing" in Entertainment savie for Intraneural television
and even when he did put it together
that someone had taken his screenplay
he could always claim the maid sold it
and even if he did put the blame on neurals
he sure didn't want the Alliance Pictures scandal getting press again as it surely would if he went running
to some Private Investigator
to claiming someone had been reading his thoughts.
But just in case Valerie decided to give old Rick
a thorazine shuffle down the long green corridor
bringing in one of her best neuralists to give Rick
some old fashioned Safety in Umber symboitics
in both his sleeping and waking dreams.
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Prior to his numerous hospitalizations and before .......the killing Rick would make sure he was seen. UNITED STATES DISTRICT COURT/EASTERN DISTRICT OF NEW YORK - CASE NO: CV-93-3681, CASE NO: APPEAL NO: 936370, CASE NO: CV 984435 Brief Synopsis - this case is regarding electromagnetic assaults, gang stalkingand out of his house. he wanted to let people know. he felt like Kevin McCarthy at the end of Invasion of the Body SnatchersUNITED STATES DISTRICT COURT/CENTRAL DISTRICT OF CALIFORNIA - CASE NO: CV-09-01296 JAMES WALBERT'S COURT CASE DISTRICT COURT OF SEDGWICK COUNTY, KANSAS - CASE NO: 08-DM8647 Brief Synopsis - this case is regarding electromagnetic assaults and gang stalkingand by that 3rd week he must have looked like him too JESUS MENDOZA COURT CASE-CASE NO: (S.D. Tex) M03-38, U.S. S. CT. CASE NO: 04-9908, U.S. COURT OF APPEAL FOR THE FIFTH CIRCUIT CASE NO: 04-40095, CASE NO: 06-0155, U.S. COURT OF APPEALS FOR THE DISTRICT OF COLUMBIA CIRCUIT CASE NO: 06-5108 Brief Synopsis - electromagnetic assaults and gang stalking, including assaulting his childrenhe would sometimes literally bang his head with his hand. quite aware that he looked nuts but still having the assumption that someone someone in the crowd KNEW CONNIE MARSHALL - U.S. COURT OF FEDERAL CLAIMS CASE NO: 09-733C Brief Synopsis - this case is regarding electomagnetic assaults, gang stalking, destruction of propertyhe sought empathy and explanation and an end to it JOHN ST CLAIR AKWEI - CIVIL ACTION 92-0449 Brief Synopsis: This lawsuit reveals a frightening array of technologies and programs designed to keep tabs on individuals to draw attention to this situation he began fashioning an antenna to his baseball hat. to draw attention to this DONALD M. FRIEDMAN - CASE NO: 06-CV-2125 UNITED STATES DISTRICT COURT FOR THE DISTRICT OF COLUMBIA, FEDERAL DISTRICT Brief Synopsis - this case is regarding directed energy and microwave technologysituation he began fashioning an antenna to his baseball hat. he began talking to his "voices" outloud. OHN FINCH - REF: OTP-CR-70/07 & EM_T01_OTP-CR-00122_07 & EM_Ack_OTP-CR-742_09 THE INTERNATIONAL CRIMINAL COURT (ICC) Brief Synopsis - Electromagnetic Torture and Abuse it struck him as so odd and so frightening that there was no visibility LAMBROS VS. FAULKNER, ET AL - CIVIL CASE NO. 98-1621 (dsd/jmm) UNITED STATES DISTRICT COURT OF MINNESOTAnot even chips were neccesary just a beam from the sky GERAL W. SOSBEE - WRIT OF CERTIORARI NO. 01-182 SUPREME COURT OF THE UNITED STATES Brief Synopsis: Electromagnetic Torturefrom a public company he began talking to his "voices" outloud. THE INTERNATIONAL COMMITTEE ON MICROWAVE TECHNOLOGY(ICOMW) - HARLAN GIRARD U.S. DISTRICT COURT FOR THE DISTRICT OF COLUMBIA NO. (?) Brief Synopsis: Class Action Lawsuit regarding Offensive Microwave Technologyany attempt he made to demonstrate his predicament simply added more to his being discreditted. there was no choice but "make nice with" them and it occured to him .no this would,never be for the whole world JONES VS. AULT CITE 67 F.R.D. 124 (1974) CASE NO. CV474 - 279 AND CASE NO. 474 - 293 U. S. DISTRICT COURT FOR THE SOUTH DISTRICT OF GEORGIA, SAVANNAH DISTRICT Parabolic Sound. Surveillance System . it would always be hidden there would be name New Communications or Video games or Intraneural television everything was in fact at stake that nobody ever know. JAMES GEE - REFERENCE NO: EM_ACK_OTP-CR-742_09 INTERNATIONAL CRIMINAL COURT Head of the Information and Evidence Unit - Office of the Prosecutor - P.O. Box 19519 2500 CM the Hague, The Netherlandshe would go to his death considered a mad man
. who might Dome chose to conduct this type of hit or miss.lets start over lets begin again auditing techniques? what "trained Professional" used to being underpaid. used to an organizational hierarchy they seem to follow quite blindly where might one find such well trained sources of " self help"expert especially in southern California? and who could have slipped the technology of Intraneural Interface
Valerie was concerned.She met with David
"he 's talking too crazy ,too much
and to a lawyer."
David explained"..Maybe you shouldnt have gone all Cabin in the Woods in his skull Val.People blame you.also 3 other employees used Rick's maid.She was one of the few non live ins that knew and didn't refuse to clean pool filters.But don't worry about Ruiner Rick,not one person who has ever filed suit in such cases has ever won .This technology as far as the courts are concerned .it doesnt exist."
"Nor perhaps should Rick Reinhart."Valerie said
============================================== his rat like ways with Valerie thought trying to turn people from The New Way she felt absolutely nothing when poor Old Rick slipped or something in the prison shower. breaking his Ruiner head all over the grid of tile
Saturday, September 8, 2012
hung over or not
the sense of being in two places at once with the Visage Holo App
could be a bit disorienting
and leave it to Bernardo to instinctively make it even more jarring
"wouldn't a broom stick have been more apropos"He said to her Projection,her Visage which Valerie neuralled toward a chair
"funny " Valerie graphed.watching her likeness adjust her skirt
she had to give Bernardo credit for financing an intraneural mini series about Gary Rainy.For all the wrong reasons of course
.Because Rainy was "in"
yet Valerie couldnt really trust Bernardo.
he didn't have a Proxy.
nor would he use the Dome Headset
using Visage Holo App without the other person doing Interneural Interface
was
just so much
sound and
image...
Visage technology didn't really "have eyes", or really much of a point without Bernardo intraneuraling as well .There was no real perspective of sight. So Valerie had to further break the illusion by having to ask
Bernardo to reposition the camera on his laptop so it at least captured the meeting as a two shot.
not that she wanted to particularly get into Bernardo's mind
but still.
it was his job as well as hers to" play" with the new equipment
to at least try to understand what intraneural interface .Intraneural television was about
Bernardo however chose to understand it as some kind of 3 d television
he found it "skeevy" to imagine getting into someone else's head.
or linking his mind to a computer.
A Jew thing,Valerie surmised.,he said the very thoguht of it made him sea sick
A potential ruiner.
if one presumed Bernardo had the gumption to "ruin" or fight for or against anything
So Valerie watched her Visage and Bernardo the Old Way
on the laptop .
At least she could stay in bed,Valerie thought ,yawning.eating toast.
Her Visage already preprogrammed toward courteous pleasantries,she thought of not using her headset at all,she doubted he would notice or quite possibly care if he realized he was speaking to the equivalent of a dial tone
It amused her that Bern couldnt see the scowl on her "real time ' face
god,she hated having to think or use words like "real life " or "real time"as touchstones as if one reality was somehow more authentic
or wholesome than the other.
Valerie thanked god she hadn't bothered driving to Century City
as Bernardo was barely worth a holo app transmission
.
The limits were all some people saw
or all some people chose to see
like
Bernardo
who really"real time" thought that intraneural television was what financed this clusterfuck that was
Dome.
Still
her Visage smiled . In listening mode
Based on real life measured neural tandems.
Subtle facial movements and reactions recorded and recalibrated from facial scans when she was speaking and listening to more interesting people than "this suit and tie" who didn't know The New Way from a Enway
aside from the smoke and incidental music upon entering a room
Visage with a bore like Bernardo
was just another telephone call.
Yet Valerie supposed one had to genuinely like people for this interacton of manners and artiface so common amongst Ruiners and Semi People
Valerie agreed with Gary Rainy that
spoken thoughts
spoken words
served absolutely no purpose.
not really.
almost everything a person said had little to do with what one thought
and what a typical person thought
was little more than
SELF SPEAK
which was unnatural
he first introduced The Process.
and The New Way as reteaching people
HOW NOT TO THINK
Bernardo didn't of course notice that Valerie's thoughts were elsewhere
he was speaking to Valerie's Visage Persona
which had been programmed to be relatively neutral
Valerie picked up her copy of Enways
and made a point of indicating her projection to nod her head more
Valerie corrected her Visage to seem more "there"
It was difficult technology.One didn't know what to do with one's hands.
She really couldn't imagine this being done strictly computer interface.with prerecorded neurals.
where was the fun.
and what was the point unless one was a porn piece
or a dead rap star in Coachella
still it was nice watching herself .
even if it was With Bernardo
she brightened her Projection's smile and adjusted her luminance in recognition of how "most people' had to conduct themselves with "others"
and Bern was definitely an "other"
She didn't quite imagine him a Ruiner.
more of a
impasse
or what Gary Rainy called a SEMI PERSON INEVITABILITY
a semi person who could perhaps be resolved
Dealing with semi people day after day
was taking it's toll on Valerie who had to hold onto her RECLAMATIONS more and more.
Even Holo projection Bernardo was soul sapping
To test a theory that most Semi Persons were so automated and closed off from their TRUE COGNITIONS
already ,after only twenty minutes he had altogether forgotten that he was speaking to thin air
offering her coffee twice.
to see if Bernardo might notice.Valerie decided to alter her projection's hair style
a full 3 inches longer.while Bernardo droned about some boat trip he was planning
Valerie interfaced her Holo to a loop of
"attentive" mode
and got into the shower.Bernardo wouldn't mind.Bernardo wouldn't notice.
in the shower
she set her mind to the Enway
to free herself of the clinging EnRot of Bernardo's semi personhood
to a forest a jungle to a forest in a jungle
.she appealed to her mind
as she taught by Gary Rainy himself
POUNCING THOUGHT TECHNIQUES always helped her wit meetings with Semi people
pretend you are a cat
pretend you see a mouse what does your natural THRIVE INSTINCT say
BITE IT
now pretend you see a world pretend you see a crest
RIDE IT
RECLAMATION of NATURAL INSTINCTS TECHNIQUES
Visualize a line of hungry men
they are in ripped clothing .they stink.
WHAT VALERIE is your natural instinct ? Her Mentor had asked
to cuddle them or
(" ", Valerie thought, but was afraid to say it out loud.)
all her mentor had was a modified fMRI scanning wand but her mentor knew without knowing she was One of Them
a wave a pulse a feeling came up from her neck to the base of her skull. a seizure a pain a pleasure a window of minds her mentor held her. her body shook other people seeing hearing KNOWING The physical change came around and laid their hands on her. it might have been the first time she felt anything like love
one of them explained
we belong around a fire. in caves. in groups not this. not Now
Gary Rainy had a vision that something went wrong with evolution and not right that made us weak and people came along and said weak is kind and someone came along and said kind is good and someone came along and said good is right
all that matters is true nature if you see someone and want to punch that person it is because THAT person probably DID something to you in another life or will in a future one or is sending something out in the enway and who knows. because it is natural for you to want to punch that person maybe it is what THAT person needs.
to begin breaking the cycle of FALSE BEING TECHNIQUES COURSE 3 and 4 and 5 a mentor herself
ANIMAL KINGDOM VISUALIZATIONS and ANIMAL KINGDOM EXERCISES making lion noises and tiger leaps in the room with 20 others. not feeling a bit ashamed. If it were allowed she have have bitten someone
they knew when to draw the line
but now the line wasn't so defined intraneural was non lethal and showed no marks. predators and the preyed upon the true way of the world
and the special breed.
our right our technology our natural instincts no calling except to our own
the Visage app came in handy.
on days like this.
DMT Senso wasn't always a beauty enhancer.
a meeting with Bernardo in Century City
a new intraneural mini series based on Gary Rainy's early days at Stanford
she put on her headset and projected a 5'6 image of herself.
than decided to add a couple of inches.Valerie always envied the statuesque.
she wondered if she should just skip the Reality of True Appearance
and just
project her
Sensibilities as what other's had told her
or thought her
who she reminded them of
she had heard fired someone for thinking she remind them of Jessica Lange in American Horror Story
the poor temp had no idea she'd been apped with
Mind Reading Apps.
"Valerie did not know what to make of the observations ...
she had been told she reminded people of many actresses...
Perhaps she should
send Bernie
a Visage of her as Faye Dunaway as Diana Christensen in "Network"
talk about an "LA REFERENTIAL"
what a mean town this could
be.
she thought about the silly temo
last seen "working the blvd" as some Mandler had decided he wanted to take the girl on his direct neural wing...
Valeire smiled,wishing she had a headset to thin the temp ,"How's that for an American Horror Story"
as she filed through her Brain Interface Schematics , lingering on a neural "photo" of herself age 20 take at Lake Tahoe
it was one of her favorite images of herself.
not only because she was so much younger but also because she was so much happier.It read.
In her "mind's eye"which linked her to her private Dome interface account she graphed her password
and opened her mind
to both the Visage and Reflections interface
and set about modeling her Tele-mass for business casual
still focused on the Tahoe visual
she manually dialed Bernardo's number and let him know she would be over "in a jiff"
through her headset
she adjusted her hairstyle to the times.
and added 20
years to the Pro Photo
, the Self-ness.
but decided instead on only adding 15
one day she assumed it wouldn't be thought of as vain or silly to project oneself at any age one wanted to be
but everything was so serious in this still fledgling venture that she didn't want to give anyone the impression she was flighty
never mind that her thought waves and Tele-massi-c projections were quite literally flying through the ionosphere
and purchased a rendering from a new designer in Santa Barbara
pricey but still one fifth of an actually fitted wearable
she knew some Visage Emoters pirated their costumes from memories or Visual Scans
but Valerie
could always tell the difference between a knock off and a Avatari-al Original
she considered also purchasing some theme music for her entrance in Bernardo's office
Everyone.(everyone,meaning the 6 dozen or si licensed to interface with the "Wing It "satellite) was using "I Dream of Jeanie" and the pink smoke thing.
and Valerie didn't want to be accused of "trying too hard"
In fact before "take off"she aged her Tahoe photo another 5 years to demonstrate her lack there of.
been workin out drinkin coconut water.
even yoga.
memorized my lines on mark.
first day shooting
everything like better than best
and i hear this laughing coming from the boom operator
i see a reflection real quick
in one of cameras.
a little pig face
right where my mug should have been
guess in the old days they could do it makin someone wear a sign
or a star.
or a scarlet letter and shit .
but now.
just fuckin
beam it down scotty huh
you see it sometimes.
on some obvious Ruiners in the street
sometimes its just these trails.
like the dude is pixelated.
which means Dome has decided the guy doesn't even rate as a solvable.
just a tv show for some intraneural freak show.
i mean you know they Domed the guy
and were basically makin baby food out of the dude's grey matter all the while projectin his Ruiner life and thoughts to like half of LA county.
I always thought these detractors deserved it
.
seen a guy seem to age both backward and in forward on an Amtrak once.
I knew some of the scientists ya see.back in the day
who helped invent this shit.
when i lived with Buzz in Palo Alto.
he explained that like from primal times and stuff.
there's this primal fear of disfigurement
that is like real deep.
so they do wild shit with faces to the enemies and shit.
they got even more advanced ...
with nano.
so like instead of just some scrim
they can like move around this teeny tiny bots and shit
that some dink who probably don't even knows he has
well they can like move these tiny things
under the skin
to either improve or horror show someone's looks
can make the dink look like a fucking monster or a movie star
...by like remote and shit.
also they can like do this zip zip zap shit to someones facial nerves and shit ..and like contort them to make em look all spazz and shit
I tell you that apartment complex was like Jeff Dahmer meets Vincent Price meets like Cult of the Damned
one day a rent boy would be being bought a vespa the next day
like he'd been run over by one
Buzz's ex. houseboy Tim like used to be like Prom King suntan commercial hot but he was caught cheatin with some drummer and now dude looks like Quasimodo and we aint talkin no Disney version either
and when the bubble burst in the late 90's and "the pool boys' all got a bit "roamy "and their true colors showed.Place just got pretty fugly fast.
that's when I took up acting,if only to move away
Buzz was a sweet guy but put a remote and some bots in his hand guy got a bit app crazy
know what i mean
an hour long dra-medy on TNT
and they transpose a god damn pig face on my mug.
ha ha ha
the fuckin Boom operator takin fuckin pictures of it.like I'm some kinda instant youtube
dont know how they do it..
but I got an idea
least Buzz does
some satelite a bunch of actors and Dome lauched in 90's
to like zooom in on like natural gas or some shit.
ha ha ha
...
holoram
just swoop down
and like
be so sliver thin
...like tv floating in the air
.
like how they gonna film me with james spader with a pigface face holoram flickin about !
and how am i gonna hit my mark or concentrate knowing somethin like that is goin on.
i had seen them transpose rat faces once on some Ruiners
thought it was pretty funny.
cuz THEY were Ruiners!
all cause i didnt want to do some " feed work" back east.
..playin what this time?
they really expect me to wait tables. and chumby up to some douchebag.
like I'm some dope who just got off a greyhound bus
I studied under Miriam Hume at the fucking Actor's studio for 3 years.
all cuz they want me to do some turnover job
on some guy named Cole
who some hotshot has invested in
supposedly this Cole aint even queer.
his neurals just indicate he
can just be lead that way
nobody of course at Dome or anywhere gives a good god damn if I finally got a real fucking acting job!
besides .according to them
nobody GETS anything without THEM anyway
On the freeway heading toward studio city, an older Mexican woman looked at me and put her hands to her mouth and shoved what looked like rosary beads against the window.Wonder what format my face took o on Ventura Blvd
One either laughs about such things or blows one's head off.
I graphed my Sir and and asked what plane I was to take east
Friday, September 7, 2012
now I want you to stretch out your hand as you did yesterday and imagine the empty space between your eyes and your hand filled with millions of thin layers of film. this time try not to picture Mylar. that was just to get us started. picture instead the thin clear membrane of a house plant. for instance the thin veneer on might get under one's fingernail if one were to scratch say a maple leaf. picture a film made of such gummy clear surface. now picture millions of such thin membranes as you previously had the Mylar. Sir interfaced a cellulose breathing fractaled organic system of a microscopic kaleidoscope of photosynthetic process. While inserting a previously recorded instructive neural emission into Marcus's lower brain RLK genes play roles ranging from growth regulation to defense response, and the dramatic expansion of this family has been postulated to be crucial for plant-specific adaptations. . These RLK/Pelle proteins are involved in host defense against a range of pathogens and are also key regulators of many developmental processes in both plants and animals Plant LRR-RLKs are in -volved in many developmental processes and in host responses to biotic and abiotic stresses
at the same time Sir guided an Beta electromagnetic frequency of 7 hz toward the very center of Marcus's pleasure center.
Marcus's interpretation of the million sheets of clear living membrane configured itself almost simultaneously into/onto Sir's pons and occipital base.
Marcus's interpretation of a fractaled organic system was in gear with a 7th grader's poster presentation for extra credit for some remedial Biology course.
Sir switched the resonance of Marcus's Alpha wave which gently stimulated the crest of Marcus's pineal gland and cerebellum overlaying a presupposed 3rd year undergraduate's retention skills and cursory knowledge into Marcus.Immediately the nature of Marcus's spacial relationships shifted so the subsequent visualization of a million sheets of organic living clear "film" presented itself in a more complex and coherent manner in both Marcus's and Sir's partial lobe.Sir signaled his assistance to continue with the exercise
good good Marcus now with these films why look there must be millions of them between your eyes and your hand I want you to do very much the same thing as you did yesterday with the Mylar
in an instant Marcus pictured a large black marker. than surprisingly he thought for a moment if the ink of the marker would somehow "hurt" the living film and quickly visualized some type of non toxic alternative to marking in doing so Sir noticed on his monitor a sudden isophereic frequency change in Marcus's cell.
Moving on ,Marcus began dividing the thin film with his imagine non toxic marker into smaller and smaller boxes once again reproducing a grid pattern going so far as placing a red sphere in the center of the pattern
sir shook his head and rolled his eyes and his assistant changed the timber of his intraneural to a rather too pleasant graph of no Marcus we're not doing that today. The red ball disappeared from the computer monitors and the shared visual construct of Sir and Marcus Sir graphed that the note of condescension in his assistant's tone had sent Marcus's Beta wave down 1 hz and Sir could not decide whether to emit a mico-wave of subtle but pointed pain to Marcus's left arm or raise the frequency in Marcus's pleasure center. He did neither instead Sir switched gears and slid his chair over to the computer screen that monitored Marcus's MRI indexed Emotiv Response to see how long this assumed "personal affront' to his "borrowed" intelligence flatten itself or erupt in the familiar burgundy and purple rhythms that were "so Marcus" Instead Marcus soothed both his pituitary and causative biology seeming because he was interested in the learning.
How would you like us to fill up your cell with plants of all varieties Marcus. On the condition that you think of these plants. as we have taught you. and will continue teaching you
good. very Good Mark.
I would like you to now visualize the color green and to think of the color green as composed of 27 moving dots within the smallest of the boxes of the grid of the thin veneer of a living plant that one might get under one's finger nail if it scratched it's surface
The thought Marcus had sent Sir literally reeling back in his chair. as the feeling of a hundred thousand angels swept through Sir's entire nervous system
Thursday, September 6, 2012
--------------------------------------------------------THURSDAY------------------------------------------------ put your hand in front of you . as if you were looking at a hand held mirror.good Marcus.good now this distance between your eyes and your hand -this empty space. imagine that someone were to fill in that distance with a million very thin clear pieces of Mylar. i want you to imagine a giant marker splitting Mylar in two pieces. horizontally now I want you to imagine the marker splitting the sheets of Mylar vertically. the marker keeps making lines vertically and horizontally the Mylar broken smaller and smaller boxes. what do you see Marcus? you see a lattice forming now I want you to picture a small ball somewhere in the middle of the millions of pieces of this Mylar grid Sir wondered if he should help Marcus's perception by interweaving an optic of a red sphere into Marcus's retina but reconsidered not wanting his assistant's "class" to be interrupted by Marcus remembering his previous optic weave which had been a displaced version of his mirrored face...
over laid on his visual plane to help speed up his shaving time and rather annoying primping ritual.it was not easy seeing Marcus's face in one's own visual construct as it through off Sir's sense of identity especially when he was hungover.The mirror breaking and subsequent tantrum cost the entire crew 3 days of established neural patterning.Not to mention a rap on the knuckles by Dome Ethics Managers(Ethics managers,Sir had laughed Marcus and the rest of the prisoners in "The Process"were human pin cushions) for being "mean"
notice the sphere is forcing the pieces of Mylar the superimposed boxes both towards your palm and towards your eyes. let us now remove the sphere we have pictured keeping the vertical and horizontals drapings very good Marcus now picture a small rendering of a horse on the first sheet of Mylar.now the second now the third.and so on think of the million sheets of Mylar as a flip book,like the ones you made in school now picture that horse drawn on million pieces of Mylar moving from left to right like a flipbook good Marcus.good you are picturing it well
Sir intensified the baromic ionization inside Marcus's room.
and with his headset accessed Marcus's neural absorption of this
"introduction to Quantum Physics for Dummies"bullshit that his assistant had written the previous day.
It didn't particularly matter that it made no sense in so much it was more about introducing Marcus to "The New Way" of seeing.
As the New Way of hearing had given the poor fellow a minor psychotic break.
I bet if we did away with the Mylar now and kept at least in our imagination the grid. we might still see the horse . but it's not longer on Mylar film. it is light but it is not. it is much heavier than light. it has somehow retained some of it's Mylar beginnings.
after a few nip and tucks to the ionic magnetic sway inside Marcus's cell Sir
"lit up"the now less than metaphorical grid depicted in his assistant's juvenile applied Physic's lesson
through his headset.and into Sir's visual cortex the Marcus's rendering of the Mylar horse was now
on the tip of Sir's frontal lobe.
"ask him to re visualize the horse.....ask him to imagine the horse moving" he said into his assistant's ear piece.and headset.
Using Marcus's Neural vision
Sir began
changing the horse's texture and foreshortening in his basil ganglia next steeping his corneal cone where the visualization of "horse" sat on the tip of Sir's frontal lobe .Processors within his headset interfaced with his computer which next projected a 3inch by 10 inch yellow golden Palomino onto the seat of the chair In Marcus's cell.
"would you like a tiny horse like that to keep you company.".His assistant graphed to Marcus who had heard the first winnie of his new cell mate He could be a little friend for you.A tiny horse would be nice. wouldn't it Marcus.Give you someone to talk to...good good."
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Adam had a small rash for 3 days
he assumed he had been stung or bitten by something or other at his father's picnic birthday party
or had he "picked up" something at the hospital.where he had begun his residency program months before.
he and the rest of the med students had been warned to always wash and scrub.
.Hot ,hot water.3 minutes
up to the elbows.
no joke
the chief resident said
After a few days the blistering stopped.
No need for creams or antibiotics
Besides whatever small virus that Adam had contracted had now dissimulated, it's function served .
in transporting
The 20 million nano bots and the NECA compound to trick the adenosine receptors to open wide Adam's blood brain barrier .for the next 18 hours
Monday, September 3, 2012
I'd vaguely remembered a half dream I had had the night before my hearing.
a different Voice than usual.
A higher pitched one ,almost cartoonish but frightening as well
A very distinct feeling of my body being pinned down.
A tingling sensation .
I had tried to stay awake.
but it was as if I was forced into a dream state
I was on a cliff. overlooking a city the sky was lit up things were in the sky everywhere a light. a man a being of some kind was suddenly beside me suddenly more appeared. they didn't speak it was as if the skies themselves had opened up communication and I was the only one could hear them or relate to them they seemed as if there were glad to find me They seemed to be waiting for my commands there was an insistence a sense that i had no choice but to open up to them to participate in what would come next I remember looking at all the activity in the skies now filed with even more vessels and light and energy
...we come in peace but we also wanna do some real damage we come in peace but want to do some real damage we come in peace but want to do some real damage want to do some strange magic
repeating repeating the voices trailing off like balloon voices helium voices scaring me forcing me to think for them
who is good and who is bad who is good and who is bad who is good and who is bad we need some kinda identifier. we need some kinda identifier we need some kinda identifier .some kinda sign.on who needs a bit of a "blast"
My mind suddenly felt lighter the pressure on my body was less. less tingling. less pulsing I realized I was in a dream The tone changed I pictures the aliens. a different way now with sunglasses.with sodas .wearing sandals they looked now like the posters and figurines of aliens I had when I was a child but there was still an insistence a begging question from all of those things in the air
who is good
and who is bad
we need some kinda identifier some kinda sign. who needs a bit of a "blast"
identifiers ?
I'd start with cars cars and logos ..look at the cars...and maybe look at the really large homes,especially one's with gates and walls around them
again he feeling changed the feeling of being pinned down was worse. I sensed the things in the skies were ready to act to do whatever they came to do I vaguely remember being forced to give them names of certain brands and logos I assume it was brands or logos beyond my means. even in fantasy or dreams than it was cars. what type of cars
this reading doesn't look good at all My Lawyer said
they edited out my telling g THEM that all people are good and nobody needs a "blast" I recalled thinking that . or maybe it was just fear in the dream, I couldn't remember. all i remembered was being very scared .than not so scared .than even more scared.
My lawyer put on a headset.
goggles as well
in his had he held a hand sized device.
he pushed the buttons this way and that
asif he were trying to very precisely locate
something
I hoped it was something to help my case
he roomed the headset. and goggles.
THEY found that response to not be automatic. but what you THOUGHT they might want to hear.
Your visualization your dream unfortunately ended with disk shaped objects beaming people in expensive cars. and people you thought looked "uppity" why didnt you wake up. why dint you take responsibility when your REM indicated a Beta wave fluctuation distinctly that you could have run with Marcus. A GOOD man would have instinctively switched neuralities
it was a fucking visualization. you're the ones who asked the question you SET UP the dream
We Established a Context for Neural Automatic Response to quantify Your essential nature all that mattered was the last Beta wave fluctuation
we are very disappointed. and quite frankly alarmed
"Some thoughts are inherently bad .And yes, some thoughts are indeed degenerate it is not fashionable to use that term when describing a "type" ...-*Ventura County -****** (memo Cross Population Survey ),1991." concerning -sampling"-Inways Magazine- G. Rainy
*...":A Grey Zone: must be applied to notions of "rightness" in the field of Mind Augment and Immersive Reality Cybernetic Research:(***** -**** ,1996) for this frontier is exploratory in it's very nature and for reasons of scientific integrity the less an individual "co-opted" into the study knows ,the better..One may
think of this "Grey Zone" as a "back tax", as charity is the only reason so many of this "degenerate"type" have survived for so long "****** ,1998 .. As for those unfortunates, including those with hereditary mental disease and “those suffering marked departures from normal mentality” their situation can only be improved by participation in this Mind Augment endeavor ...also for security reasons, the state indeed has not only the right but the responsibility to look at "all methods ' of "civic moderation.It is high time that people stop hiding in any so called ideology not based on science and hence science -ideology"-Gary Rainy
1993-Human Brain Computer Interface Tests basis... Preventative public health measure (****,p. ).
one cannot block one's mind.
I had tried in the beginning it cannot be done i had tried counting 1-2-3-4-5-6- 1-2-3-4-5-6- or singing songs in my head.old pop songs.. anything rudimentary until I found that that in itself could drive one mad you'd be surprised how many things one thinks in a day in an hour in a second and how embarrassing some thoughts are or nasty how much one feels the need to explain to reiterate. or check themselves. or apologize to one's" mentors " for especially crude or "unsightly"visualizations. there is not peace just"a loop" and luckily a trance like state if only because one is so worn out the only thing close to happiness or peace I have left in the beginning when I volunteered It felt NEAT FUTURISTIC I felt I was part of something important or something
now
I wonder what i would do if I was in a room with these "mentors" face to face.
it's dangerous to truly remember what these people have actually put me through
in another world if I were to bring it to court i would easily be paid millions and likely THEY would be sentenced to prison not me
I get out soon I am aware of my one million yard stare a look that police LOOK at at. I have been told I will be monitored like this the rest of my life.
it's part of my release.
if I had known I would have just done my time they often work in pairs or 3s there are shifts . bet they even thought this would be a pretty far out job workin with inmates at first i thought they were doing it to make upright citzens no.just information on like how some brain parts work. how one reacts to things like startle response degredation confusion hopeless situations and simulated insanity
each "shift" has his or her own "technique" or critique concerning my thought process this is the part where they get personal. this is truely the part that rips you apart. in spite of oneself.and self respect.
the NEED to be Liked by one's Processors/captors
i used to feel like i should be entertaining them. telling them jokes or something
the guards all know about it and joke sometimes bringing me extra food "for Harvey" i see the shrink he knows I'm part of "the process" but on my chart says in deep red letters I'm schizophrenic. funny I wasn't before the procedure.
I had to sign a waiver. to participate in a new therapy.study and my sentence would be reduced 2/3s
"i need some pills I said" "why do you feel you need some pills he asked" "because "the process" is driving me fucking crazy.The sound tests .cyberwhatever shit.the experiemnt.The Voices" "do you think you're hearing voices Mark? "so we CAN talk about the voices?'I said relieved. so long as you realize that you're hearing voices and not people's voices " "but you know what it is.you were here when they explained it to me" "I SEE ALOT OF PEOPLe mARK.I find it interesting ,on a clinical level that you find your case so interesting that i might remember it " he said" Now,If you tell me that you're hearing voices and know they're not real we can talk about them.But if you speak about them as if real people are voicing things to you.I'm afraid we can't discuss it" "you know about Dome though.you know it's NOT just some bullshit" "he said the only thing he knew was that i was enrolled in some sort of mentoring Program that practiced The process.He knew a woman visited me once every two weeks and discussed cognitive emoting techniques..I was also told not to give you medicine if you DID complain of voices because there would be a very good chance you were malingering.. needless to say I left the shrinks office feeling crazier than I went in
7/12/12
They have decided that my state is now at least safe enough that true rehabilitation can take place less pain on the top of my head and arm . I am ready to Progress to level 2 which supposedly is based on much of the teaching of the Jesuits will i now be monitored by actual priests? is it right in any way or for any reason for a priest to use interneural headgear? a thought like that never lasts long not during the process where moods and concentration always disintegrate into sound and now light. just a flicker. but every now and than.. he I them us was beginning to see
things
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Marcus thought to himself
or tried to
pretended to
in that cell
(in both cells really for he now pictured his brain encassed in a cell as well.HIS MIND ,only in concept .theoretically it was his.He stopped himself.realizing this type of thinking never got him anywhere but to a point of picturing himself as a true schizophrenic who must spend half their days wrestling the same type of imaginary demons.only he knew his werent imaginary.but really what was the difference.except they were allowed to medicate themselves for "the occasion" and he could not.For The Process demanded clear and clean "discourse"..and medications hid a reacting mind not only towards one's mentors but towards one self.Presumably one day he would be able to think outwardly and autuistically,empathetically thinking not of his petty regrets or daily neeeds(food,water,comfort,passion,sex,)but towards affinity and collective action and assimilation.Finding and not balking at his position in the seemingly preset "wave" of things.
a part of him liked the concept.
to be in a flock
one of many in the fold.
and it might be possible he thought for instance if he were a plant .
literally able to photosynthesize food
but as directed he looked around his cell
and although it was meager he did notice and appreciate his bed.and the fact that food would be served in the dining hall.
and orange as they were.clothes were on his back
he would soon be paroled and able to seek a job and greater freedom
except of course from monitoring and correction
if he looked at it correctly Janice said
in time it would become as subtle as a cricket
not the ear splitting roar of a thousand locusts
one day just a cricket
a chirp of guidance
for by that time only a chirp would be necessary to remind him to remain always
upstanding in his mind,body and enway
there must be something Marcus thought
something in him
that was bad
something that recoiled from this guidance
and refusal to "get with the program" and follow higher paths who were learned and more evolved and less ill than him
2 steps up and one step back Janice would say
after reviewing a particular bad set of Neural Reading
who was this Janice
why did she volunteer to work with
"unresolvables"
he had been told not to "peruse" the established ways
of his mentors
told that this caused animosity towards his neuralists
(this type of thinking ,this type of thinking "at" his clinicians was seen as not only reactive but aggressive)
in turn causing his Neuralist audits to veer more to Downstanding Corrective behavior
essentially negating any "wins" he had collected
At the National Institutes of Health, Dr. Maitland Baldwin, under CIA supervision, bombarded the brains of lobotomised monkeys with radio waves. According to researcher Alex Constantine, "His CIA monitors noted weird excesses: in one experiment, Baldwin decapitated a monkey and transplanted its head to the body of another, then attempted to restore it to life with radar saturation." In 1964, CIA Director Richard Helms sent a memo to the Warren Commission, mentioning "biological radio communication.". He said, "Cybernetics [or computer theory] can be used in the molding of a child's character, the inculcation of knowledge and techniques, the amassing of experience, the establishment of social behavior patterns all functions which can be summarized as control of the growth processes of the individual." In 1977 Dr. Sam Koslov, was briefed on extremely low frequency electromagnetic radiation and ELF waves being used for electromagnetic testing to alter consciousness and effect crowd control. One of the strangest - and most ominous - episodes in the history of electromagnetic irradiation research is the construction of the network of Ground Wave Emergency Network (GWEN) towers, in the 1980s. The GWEN towers are almost 300 feet tall, and a 330-foot web of copper wiring extends out from them, broadcasting bursts of very low frequency (VLF) messages at 20 minute intervals or, from another source, hour intervals. These towers are spaced 200 miles apart from each other and describe a straight line across America. At this time there are 54 operational towers, although at least 29 more are scheduled to be constructed. Robert O. Becker, M.D., in Crosscurrents: The Perils of Electro-pollution, says of GWEN: "GWEN is a superb system, in combination with cyclotron resonance, for producing behavioral alterations in the civilian population. The spacing of GWEN transmitters 200 miles apart across the United States would allow such specific frequencies to be 'tailored' to the geomagnetic-field strength in each GWEN area." "With a general ignorance through arrogance of most public population in the U.S. erection of large cellular towers being carried out OTHER transmitters that resemble cell towers are going completely unnoticed. Public populations would be wise to educate themselves in the construction of these seemingly innocent towers in large population areas. The cellular 800 MHZ waves are a constant wave. Due to the great proliferation of towers in key population areas, they will have a devastating effect concerning Radio Hypnotic Intracerebral Control-Electronic Dissolution of Memory,." The first mention of RHIC-EDOM was in the 1969 book by the pseudonymous Lincoln Lawrence. Lawrence describes RHIS-EDOM in this manner: "It is the ultra-sophisticated application of post-hypnotic suggestion triggered at will by radio transmission. It is a recurring hypnotic state, reinduced automatically at intervals by the same radio control. An individual is brought under hypnosis. This can be done either with his knowledge - or without it by use of narco-hypnosis, which can be brought into play under many guises. He can therefor be subdued or excited to maintain certain attitudes upon contact with unseen radio signal."
An oft-heard all"Radio Hypnotic Intracerebral Control-Electronic Dissolution of Memory," and refers to the ability to induce a hypnotic state from remote locations, impart hypnotic like effects upon the nervous system and thus mind,This technology allegedly includes electromagnetic broadcasting as well as intramuscular implants. The erasure of memory is reportedly accomplished by the electromagnetic stimulation of the chemical acetylcholine in the brain. The only other mention of RHIC-EDOM claiming insider knowledge of the technology is an article by James L. Moore, in a 1975 issue of Modern People magazine. In that article, Moore claimed that he possessed a 350-page manual originating from CIA sources on RHIC-EDOM. Another statement was made by J.F. Schapitz who, working with the Department of Defense in 1974, filed the following research proposal: "In this investigation it will be shown that the spoken word of the hypnotist may be conveyed by modulated electro-magnetic energy directly into the subconscious parts of the human grain - i.e., without employing any technical devices for receiving or transcoding the messages and without the person exposed to such influence having a chance to control the information input consciously." Schapitz proposed an experiment wherein a subject would be subconsciously told to leave the laboratory, the command triggered by a word or action from the researcher. Schapitz was certain that the subject would rationalize the otherwise irrational desire to leave the lab.A specific Russian mind control technology was out-ed by the American Defense News in 1993, termed "acoustic psycho-correction." According to the magazine, "The Russian capability, demonstrated in a series of laboratory experiments dating back to the mid-1970s, could be used to suppress riots, control dissidents, demoralize or disable opposing forces and enhance the performance of friendly special operations teams, sources say. "Pioneered by the government-funded Department of Psycho-Correction at the Moscow Medical Academy, acoustic psycho-correction involves the transmission of specific commands via static or white noise bands into the human subconscious without upsetting other intellectual functions. Experts said that laboratory demonstrations have shown encouraging results after exposure of less than one minute." Janet Morris, research director of the U.S. Global Strategy Council, a Washington, D.C. think tank, is one the leading lights in the field of non-lethal weaponry which in practice is a nice euphemism that includes techniques of mind control. According to Tactical Technology magazine, "Morris envisions this technology will be miniaturized into a hand-held device. Also reported on were Soviet capabilities: "Sounds and possibly even words which appear to be originating intercranially can be induced by signal modulations at very low power densities." Dr. Robert O. Becker, in The Body Electric, commented on the technology: "Such a device has obvious applications in covert operations designed to drive a target crazy with 'voices' or deliver undetected instructions to a programmed assassin." As with many other instances of claimed mind control, separating subjects experiencing hallucinatory voices from those broadcast electronically is a difficult task. One possible solution is suggested by Judy Wall, in her article "Synthetic Telepathy.", published in 1996. Wall proposed that the effect of microwave voices could be detected with an electroencephalograph (EEG) machine. The main drawback - this technique is that if whatever agency was broadcasting the messages was aware of the use of monitoring equipment, the messages would undoubtedly stop. As Wall states, "While it is not a perfect solution, it is hopefully a start towards monitoring, validating, and correcting the problem of involuntary mind control experimentation and harassment of innocent victims.
