1/7/12
"Some thoughts are inherently bad .And yes, some thoughts are indeed degenerate
it is not fashionable to use that term when describing a "type"
...-*Ventura County -****** (memo Cross Population Survey ),1991." concerning -sampling"-Inways Magazine- G. Rainy
it is not fashionable to use that term when describing a "type"
...-*Ventura County -****** (memo Cross Population Survey ),1991." concerning -sampling"-Inways Magazine- G. Rainy
*...":A Grey Zone: must be applied to notions of "rightness" in the field of Mind Augment and Immersive Reality Cybernetic Research:(***** -**** ,1996) for this frontier is exploratory in it's very nature and for reasons of scientific integrity the less an individual "co-opted" into the study knows ,the better..One may
think of this "Grey Zone" as a "back tax", as charity is the only reason so many of this "degenerate"type" have survived for so long "****** ,1998 .. As for those unfortunates, including those with hereditary mental disease and “those suffering marked departures from normal mentality” their situation can only be improved by participation in this Mind Augment endeavor ...also for security reasons, the state indeed has not only the right but the responsibility to look at "all methods ' of "civic moderation.It is high time that people stop hiding in any so called ideology not based on science and hence science -ideology"-Gary Rainy
one cannot block one's mind.I had tried
in the beginning
it cannot be done
i had tried counting 1-2-3-4-5-6-
1-2-3-4-5-6-
or singing songs in my head.old pop songs..anything rudimentary
until I found that that in itself could drive one mad
you'd be surprised how many things one thinks in a day
in an hour
in a second
and how embarrassing some thoughts are
or nasty
how much one feels the need to explain
to reiterate.
or check themselves.
or apologize to one's" mentors "
for especially crude or "unsightly"visualizations.
there is not peace
just"a loop"
and luckily a trance like state if only because one is so worn out
the only thing close to happiness or peace I have left
in the beginning
when I volunteered
It felt NEAT
FUTURISTIC
I felt I was part of something important or something
now
I wonder what i would do if I was in a room with these "mentors" face to face.
it's dangerous to truly remember what these people have actually put me through
in another world
if I were to bring it to court
i would easily be paid millions
and likely THEY would be sentenced to prison
not me
I get out soon I am aware of my one million yard stare
a look that police LOOK at at.
I have been told I will be monitored like this the rest of my life.
it's part of my release.
I would have just done my time
they often work in pairs or 3s
there are shifts
.
bet they even thought this would be a pretty far out job
workin with inmates at first i thought they were doing it
to make upright citzens
no.just information on like how some brain parts work.
how one reacts to things like startle response
degredation
confusion
hopeless situations
and simulated insanity
each "shift"
has his or her own "technique"
or critique concerning my thought process
this is the part where they get personal.
this is truely the part that rips you apart.
in spite of oneself.and self respect.
the NEED to be Liked by one's Processors/captors
i used to feel like i should be entertaining them.
telling them jokes or something
the guards all know about it
and joke
sometimes bringing me extra food
"for Harvey"
i see the shrink
he knows I'm part of "the process"
but on my chart says in deep red letters I'm schizophrenic.
funny I wasn't before the procedure.
I had to sign a waiver.
to participate in a new therapy.study
and my sentence would be reduced 2/3s
"i need some pills I said"
"why do you feel you need some pills he asked"
"because "the process" is driving me fucking crazy.The sound tests .cyberwhatever shit.the experiemnt.The Voices"
"do you think you're hearing voices Mark?
"so we CAN talk about the voices?'I said relieved.
so long as you realize that you're hearing voices and not people's voices "
"but you know what it is.you were here when they explained it to me"
"I SEE ALOT OF PEOPLe mARK.I find it interesting ,on a clinical level that you find your case so interesting that i might remember it "
he said" Now,If you tell me that you're hearing voices and know they're not real we can talk about them.But if you speak about them as if real people are voicing things to you.I'm afraid we can't discuss it"
"you know about Dome though.you know it's NOT just some bullshit"
"he said the only thing he knew was that i was enrolled in some sort of mentoring Program that practiced The process.He knew a woman visited me once every two weeks and discussed
cognitive emoting techniques..I was also told not to give you medicine if you DID complain of voices because there would be a very good chance you were malingering..
needless to say I left the shrinks office feeling crazier than I went in
7/12/12
They have decided that my state is now at least safe enough that true rehabilitation can take place
less pain on the top of my head
and arm .
I am ready to Progress to level 2
which supposedly is based on much of the teaching of the Jesuits
will i now be monitored
by actual priests?
is it right in any way or for any reason for a priest to use interneural headgear?
a thought like that never lasts long
not during the process
where
moods and
concentration
always disintegrate into sound
and now
light.
just a flicker.
but every now and than..
he
I
them
us
was beginning to see
things
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Marcus thought to himself
or tried to
pretended to
in that cell
a part of him liked the concept.
to be in a flock
one of many in the fold.
and it might be possible he thought for instance if he were a plant .
literally able to photosynthesize food
but as directed he looked around his cell
and although it was meager he did notice and appreciate his bed.and the fact that food would be served in the dining hall.
and orange as they were.clothes were on his back
he would soon be paroled and able to seek a job and greater freedom
except of course from monitoring and correction
if he looked at it correctly Janice said
in time it would become as subtle as a cricket
not the ear splitting roar of a thousand locusts
one day just a cricket
a chirp of guidance
for by that time only a chirp would be necessary to remind him to remain always
upstanding in his mind,body and enway
there must be something Marcus thought
something in him
that was bad
something that recoiled from this guidance
and refusal to "get with the program" and follow higher paths who were learned and more evolved and less ill than him
2 steps up and one step back Janice would say
after reviewing a particular bad set of Neural Reading
who was this Janice
why did she volunteer to work with
"unresolvables"
he had been told not to "peruse" the established ways
of his mentors
told that this caused animosity towards his neuralists
(this type of thinking ,this type of thinking "at" his clinicians was seen as not only reactive but aggressive)
in turn causing his Neuralist audits to veer more to Downstanding Corrective behavior
essentially negating any "wins" he had collected
At the National Institutes of Health, Dr. Maitland Baldwin, under CIA supervision, bombarded the brains of lobotomised monkeys with radio waves. According to researcher Alex Constantine, "His CIA monitors noted weird excesses: in one experiment, Baldwin decapitated a monkey and transplanted its head to the body of another, then attempted to restore it to life with radar saturation." In 1964, CIA Director Richard Helms sent a memo to the Warren Commission, mentioning "biological radio communication.". He said, "Cybernetics [or computer theory] can be used in the molding of a child's character, the inculcation of knowledge and techniques, the amassing of experience, the establishment of social behavior patterns all functions which can be summarized as control of the growth processes of the individual." In 1977 Dr. Sam Koslov, was briefed on extremely low frequency electromagnetic radiation and ELF waves being used for electromagnetic testing to alter consciousness and effect crowd control. One of the strangest - and most ominous - episodes in the history of electromagnetic irradiation research is the construction of the network of Ground Wave Emergency Network (GWEN) towers, in the 1980s. The GWEN towers are almost 300 feet tall, and a 330-foot web of copper wiring extends out from them, broadcasting bursts of very low frequency (VLF) messages at 20 minute intervals or, from another source, hour intervals. These towers are spaced 200 miles apart from each other and describe a straight line across America. At this time there are 54 operational towers, although at least 29 more are scheduled to be constructed. Robert O. Becker, M.D., in Crosscurrents: The Perils of Electro-pollution, says of GWEN: "GWEN is a superb system, in combination with cyclotron resonance, for producing behavioral alterations in the civilian population. The spacing of GWEN transmitters 200 miles apart across the United States would allow such specific frequencies to be 'tailored' to the geomagnetic-field strength in each GWEN area." "With a general ignorance through arrogance of most public population in the U.S. erection of large cellular towers being carried out OTHER transmitters that resemble cell towers are going completely unnoticed. Public populations would be wise to educate themselves in the construction of these seemingly innocent towers in large population areas. The cellular 800 MHZ waves are a constant wave. Due to the great proliferation of towers in key population areas, they will have a devastating effect concerning Radio Hypnotic Intracerebral Control-Electronic Dissolution of Memory,." The first mention of RHIC-EDOM was in the 1969 book by the pseudonymous Lincoln Lawrence. Lawrence describes RHIS-EDOM in this manner: "It is the ultra-sophisticated application of post-hypnotic suggestion triggered at will by radio transmission. It is a recurring hypnotic state, reinduced automatically at intervals by the same radio control. An individual is brought under hypnosis. This can be done either with his knowledge - or without it by use of narco-hypnosis, which can be brought into play under many guises. He can therefor be subdued or excited to maintain certain attitudes upon contact with unseen radio signal."
An oft-heard all"Radio Hypnotic Intracerebral Control-Electronic Dissolution of Memory," and refers to the ability to induce a hypnotic state from remote locations, impart hypnotic like effects upon the nervous system and thus mind,This technology allegedly includes electromagnetic broadcasting as well as intramuscular implants. The erasure of memory is reportedly accomplished by the electromagnetic stimulation of the chemical acetylcholine in the brain. The only other mention of RHIC-EDOM claiming insider knowledge of the technology is an article by James L. Moore, in a 1975 issue of Modern People magazine. In that article, Moore claimed that he possessed a 350-page manual originating from CIA sources on RHIC-EDOM. Another statement was made by J.F. Schapitz who, working with the Department of Defense in 1974, filed the following research proposal: "In this investigation it will be shown that the spoken word of the hypnotist may be conveyed by modulated electro-magnetic energy directly into the subconscious parts of the human grain - i.e., without employing any technical devices for receiving or transcoding the messages and without the person exposed to such influence having a chance to control the information input consciously." Schapitz proposed an experiment wherein a subject would be subconsciously told to leave the laboratory, the command triggered by a word or action from the researcher. Schapitz was certain that the subject would rationalize the otherwise irrational desire to leave the lab.A specific Russian mind control technology was out-ed by the American Defense News in 1993, termed "acoustic psycho-correction." According to the magazine, "The Russian capability, demonstrated in a series of laboratory experiments dating back to the mid-1970s, could be used to suppress riots, control dissidents, demoralize or disable opposing forces and enhance the performance of friendly special operations teams, sources say. "Pioneered by the government-funded Department of Psycho-Correction at the Moscow Medical Academy, acoustic psycho-correction involves the transmission of specific commands via static or white noise bands into the human subconscious without upsetting other intellectual functions. Experts said that laboratory demonstrations have shown encouraging results after exposure of less than one minute." Janet Morris, research director of the U.S. Global Strategy Council, a Washington, D.C. think tank, is one the leading lights in the field of non-lethal weaponry which in practice is a nice euphemism that includes techniques of mind control. According to Tactical Technology magazine, "Morris envisions this technology will be miniaturized into a hand-held device. Also reported on were Soviet capabilities: "Sounds and possibly even words which appear to be originating intercranially can be induced by signal modulations at very low power densities." Dr. Robert O. Becker, in The Body Electric, commented on the technology: "Such a device has obvious applications in covert operations designed to drive a target crazy with 'voices' or deliver undetected instructions to a programmed assassin." As with many other instances of claimed mind control, separating subjects experiencing hallucinatory voices from those broadcast electronically is a difficult task. One possible solution is suggested by Judy Wall, in her article "Synthetic Telepathy.", published in 1996. Wall proposed that the effect of microwave voices could be detected with an electroencephalograph (EEG) machine. The main drawback - this technique is that if whatever agency was broadcasting the messages was aware of the use of monitoring equipment, the messages would undoubtedly stop. As Wall states, "While it is not a perfect solution, it is hopefully a start towards monitoring, validating, and correcting the problem of involuntary mind control experimentation and harassment of innocent victims.
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