unbelievable if one doesnt follow "the Industry" yes.
or is not inside inside enuf to know
what the next big thing is.
and how exciting it will be ....
maybe it will be.in the right hands.
athough my experience has been a war crime
maybe down the line it will only be fun

My death .has been assured.by trying to "fight"them
with even the slightest indication of their crimes....TOO FAR OUT to really convey......
they have stuck a pin in me like an insect on display that ..they chart and label in a box
.they watch me buzz and screech.and now they are watching me die.
how cruel it would be to take them with me.
to jump 3 or four nano seconds ahead of them
so they too could actually feel the smash on the curb?
talk about a cybernetic quantification.




patents
as if i give a damn about corperations
as if i give a fuck about protecting the company image
god knows they havent protected mine
in fact the sooner i am "out of here" the better

dont worry Evan.i won't be writing much more.

you"re right
the more i write the worse it gets for me
we both know what will soon happen next
..


maybe it will work on someone else.
maybe i did help get the logistics figured out
if it were up to me
this technology would be halted
and there might be criminal offenses against anyone anywhere tinkering or using it down the line
no
it won't happen
it's here.
and worth a fortune
it is so dangerous
it is like a living god.without a soul
it is a soul stealer.
you wont shut it off cuz maybe you dont want to see what is left of someone
After


once it begins its something that has t0o go on and on.
suspicion





i am better off to them
as anonymous.a loser.
a mouse
but than they want some display of I don't know what you call it..wholesomeness?
                  
one never knows when a mid western wife type with a 2 share is wearing the head set
checking the merchandise.

my god.what they wont give for a smooth read.
the problem is .it isnt working.


used to be more about fixing me
now it's turned all shhhh shhhh shhh
now it's about money and patents


it was the patents that caused other innovations.at other companies.
and so many mechanisms.,methods of action.who'd have thought there'd be so many ways to do the same thing.waves
.lasers,satellites
to get inside one's "senses"
supposedly Lockheed martin has even developed a way to use obsolete UHF and VHF band spectrum to "pick up" electro magnetic such and whats




intraneural interface is not like speaking on the phone .or computer.

perhaps as Evan has said
the best way to describe it is indeed schizophrenia.or at least the way a layperson might perceive of such an affliction
yes schizophrenia most properly establishes the "flux" of one's state
during cerebral communications between 2 (or more) parties
I can assure you such interaction is not best described in terms of any known form of telecommunications
I am a bit at loss describing to anyone who has not "partaken"in this proximation of telepathy
it is not easy
nor at this time is it legal
nor perhaps should it ever be.
the side effects can be...quite mind blowing.in fact I believe it can cause such a recoil of both the limbic system and thalamus that one's cortex adjusts by actually re equating itself in ways shareholders never imagined.the brain tossed such an unatural blow.literally overcomes the intrusion by going genuinely telepathic...to escape
(Gary Rainy some believe knew of this in advance)
think for a moment
how you think
on a telephone or computer.or when one speaks outloud
one presumably regulates ,screens what one says.
not so easy.virtually impossible .to do this with intraneural interface
let me give an example
suppose i see a person who has a wandering eye or a pimple on their nose
in direct conversation i certainly might choose t not say anything about it,so as not to offend or embarrass them
but if i were using direct neural interface
with either a headset or Proxy i could not(not without years of training ,medication or a buffer) hide my observation of said pimple on their nose

i don't know Dumbo
maybe if the said idiot,who was told not to write this anymore ....



do not bite the hand that can dream you
dream you into pieces.and madness quite beyond a simulation of such


fuck it.if no body understand what i write about
 but them
it amuses them, i am sure.
watching the squirm and bad spelling.....the ever decreasing benefit of writing at all.only they know the true fear .i feel writing this this way and that...and that although to the typical reader this reads like so much "wanna be"or something only Dome knows the risk i have taken even attempting to write it  at all.for truth is since i have begun writing this blog and the "book of elroy blog...it is only being done..
.for my epitaph...and years from now when bits of the truth are revealed.about THE FUTURE and THE NEW WAY.and THE ABSOLUTELY AMAZING TECHNOLOGY on the horizon .A Whole New World.






i have a constant puzzled look   on my face these days.
taking deep breaths .composing and recomposing myself...
it's part of "the process'.the less YOU know the better.the MORE WE KNOW the better