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they tried killing me there. It took 4 years since I've been back..to realize that they didn't just try.but they did kill me in some way...not in the usual way but in a very unusual way...they ripped my mind apart...it was all set up..and ready to go before I even moved to Los Angeleswas lured back their ..some talk about me writing some children's book and trying to adapt to film...a decent apartment in Sherman oaks,, Pay back from over a decade before.when I refused  suck old men off in the industry..lie in a shit hotel and just snort crank and Be there...for them. Supposedly I was literally born to be a prostitute. Who didn't mind being beat up..the movie industry is connected to all kinds of agencies..so you have to brought up a certain way to even fuck ..with these types of men who were agency types..of a different kind.. scary guys who didn't expect you to talk about or think of them as pigs..you see I didn't know I was brought up the way I was..just for this ..just to be some whore who snorted coke and let guys shove anything into me..for my country..yeah..for the greater good.and s there would be ready made pliable trash around for important people who could act like pigs..they knew the "guys" were safe..wouldn't talk...cause we were raised on fear..but I jst couldn't do it right ..suck an old guys dick right ..I had my own ideas..to draw ..to do something but that all was taken as me being 'too good for "it"..they hated me in such away than..when I couldn't Be this THING supposedly a lot of hard work went into making me a scumbag with no nothing in me..t say stop.get off me..i want out..i did get out with out realizing who I had gotten away from an that these were people you don't ask to get away from..the mighthave acted like pigs in bed but once they put ontheir suits they were the men in suits..who could do things to you..if they wanted to hurt you...how fr they'd go..and what kind of weird stuff they had at their disposal was news to me..until thy used it on me..i was only 23 the first time..i never expected there to be a second time..the first time ..it was just sound ..the second time..it was under my skin ..in my eyes







Paul Banks,32 was pronounced dead at 3 a.m yesterday morning .He jumped from the 27th floor of the ***Hotel.According to his wife he had begun hallucinating after a Culmlative Training Seminar at the Gary Rainy ranch in Riverside California.
In his hotel room were several notebooks and disks concerning his final Dactology Training Course.


the jist is the test
the test is the simulation.
the point is that Proxy convinces people there is a protocol for everlasting life in the form of gadgetry.
chips and sound and light
a living re assimilated hologram of themselves created .from going through a series of endless seemingly embarrassing questions and intrusions,done with inter neural interface.
while inter neural has indeed been created.the living hologram has not and probably will never be
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the QUIETED MIND
the supposition that the blank slate  will than be re augmented with PURE EUPHORIC neuron function, is the is the promise of the equivalent of the ubiquitous 7 virgins .and falls somewhere in the current scientific legend between cryogenics and human possession
 living forever.splendidly and relatively intact is the Promise made
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with  their reliance on certain illegal hallucinatory drugs.which change consciousness profoundly it is not difficult to persuade even the most steadfast person to in fact belief this and almost anything in this regard is possible.

there is also a threat once the idea of life ever last is presented that if the person does not comply.(or if the member mentions any of the above) this fake scam of  integrated conscious holography can be twisted into a very frightening equation

something unbelievable is presented
  interneural interface.
when the subject does in fact see and know that this is indeed possible it is not a far reach for the subject to accept all varieties of futuristic once unimaginable technologies
once the  fear and acceptance of Inter neural is somehow dealt with(if one survives)the individual is presented with even more subjugating  techniques  of control such as the KRI Beam that can activate nerves in the face and arms .furthermore these techniques are exploited and used to induce fear and intimidation.as  well as the manipulation of various  key nerve center and the 8 point  pressure point schematics
as difficult as it is to believe that a man can be virtually turned into a puppet by these technologies is.several other unificated sytems such as the moonies have begun acquiring similar devices and wires to manipulate groups and individuals with similar techniques
once the individual is given this demonstration of such terrors of being literally manipulated by science techniques to unreal to be believed ,for instance internueral interface and automatic nerve response(facial and  ancient pressure point nerve centers) it is not that long a leap for the 'believer' to believe that life ever lasting in the form of holography etc is next.
hence giving licence to the processor to collect as many private thoughts and dreams as they wish
as well as the essential money this much data collection both interneural and other wise costs.
everything
god forbid the technology ever does exist for life everlasting .in terms of a reassimilated cortex in wave and light ,and quantum form and is controlled by the "wrong" agency"
for there will indeed come a time when there is indeed a Matrix of living ,thinking
"entities"that there is yet no name for.