jimbloom small life video and wallhangings

so many people feeling no control
of themselves,of their lives
makes you wonder if more and more people are going to soon want someone
pulling the strings


evan was chattering away and i guess it showed in my gaze
"uh.you Ok"
yeah yeah
"you gotta get better at that"
"who cares anymore?I don't"
tommorow is a new day"
yeah .thats the problem

keep talkin like that and I;m gonna have tro hug you or something he smiled
I had to smile
see.see aint nothing to shoot up a mall over

I hope this was a stress test
who can tell anymore

 

 

…what is interesting is that by the failure of the first tests

At age 4
age 8
11,
13 faggit

Not a single test that followed meant anything
they had already lost

and where do these jellyjunk thoughts fit into infinite nitetimes

It was as if some New God had
found the child in the basket wonton and without
in all aspects of personality ,morality dexterity and …

intellectualkaggittybrickybrack

And this New God
turned against the child to make him feel his wrath

people tell me I'm the life of the party cuz i tell a joke or two

the link only still there .because that was the set up

A disgust grew early between the child and the "mentor".

left the child /man so out of the loop of normal Papa Rainy
that each subsequent test was of course failed.

The never put the equation together.

unnatural nature of being watched
of the people around him being SET UP


or if they were not.MY GOD PAUL
wasnt it the TYPE
always the SAME
the son of a bitch was borderline autistic

the worlds first guinie pig .made him rather not a man at all.

In science

if somethings are watched

Its very nature changes

the god who usually watches everything

in this one case

!

He made quite quite sure not to look or intervene what so ever.

For because he was a product not of HIM
but TheM

It would be almost exactly the same time that the product
the “manmade” man

Figured out .

That

it was all true

That they would stop watching
say it ain't so JOE sayitaintsojoe.may i have a brainsalad and a Mars bar to
go chip
.that god would than say

 stay out of california

or this time we'll kill you

When you “turned the lights” on AGAIN..

Someone else was taking note .

there is no god

but there was
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and Paul hoped all his rage .
all his hate oh.he wanted .he wanted.THEM to know
from all that had happened and was happening still someHOW
would not cause something
he was disturbed now
he knew it
and they played with it
as they had                                                                                               
..
what had he done really he felt like a child hoping
who was this something awful
he thought of where he could go. would happen
how much more he could take
what this had cost him in years

point is to accumulate a person in bits and pieces,Paul explains
"by asking seemingly endless automatic thoughts
the person's body and shape also broken down basically turned into atoms each individual atom,cell etc recorded
for a time a peron's each individual thought is also recorded
and reassimilated,
everything is seperated and than put back together
your individuality is saved.
stored
after of course it has been processed
the intrusiveness of said "mind reading" in this regard is worth the end result.
for the readings also make rather clear what you want to leave behind and what you also want to keep.
everything is recorded viz wave transmissions ,that are heat and ion sensative
basically atomic structure at a cellular level is duplicated as well as "filmed"
so that every inner calibration(the way one's nervous system interacts with one's brain as well as with one;s environment
as well as other sytems
neuro muscular
pulmonary...all are studied,graphed and charted
since the process is essentially the equivalent of ripping a person apart it can be rather bothersome"
"a rather disgusting process but I do suppose one gets used to anything,I concur

"high stress levels and reptilian parts of the brain are activated within the so called force field,the waves ,the tension of them,,essentially triggers something.something responsible for the key phase of evolution.The sheer fear and fight or flight of "the break down"stimulate certain glands and neurons previously thought of as "asleep" or prehistoric.Once awakened new senses and abilities once thought dormant or fantastic comingle with the technological calibration and measuremnt dynamics"