Of Rats and Men

In Scientific First, Researchers Link Two Rats' Brains via Computer

By Will Oremus

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 Feb. 28, 2013,

..

are these rats Urban Astronauts too?Evan?
or david  mismanage..or whatever you're callin ' yourself now.

odd how "in realtime"

my "story" isn't quite as difficult to believe as it was just 5 months ago..

scary too.

cuz my first thought aside from ewww rats

was how sickening it seemed ,how Bruce Dern "The man with 2 heads" ,,it seemed to think of 2 minds linked together ..with no buffer

..man,one day I'd like to tell the real story..

instead of glomming over the Horror show of it all with

"fiction"

don't these guys at Duke know

you have already done this shit with people?

this is like Flowers for Algernon in reverse.

what idiots they'd feel like thinking they were on to something

when you Masters of The Universe

have been there done that

guess mice don't need to be coerced though with endless threats and confounding myths about what's going on

and luckily these rats can't speak

or they'd be labeled schizophrenic huh EVAN

how it must get to you

that

you can't share

you're "breakthroughs"

how rats instead of humans

are introducing Intraneural interface

cuz it's still "the grey zone"legally to juice up people nano

Anders Sandberg, who studies the ethics of neurotechnologies at the Future of Humanity Institute at Oxford University, said the work was "very important" in helping to understand how brains encode information.

But the implications of the technology and its potential future uses are far broader, said Sandberg. '."

Very little is known about how thoughts are encoded
(getting a leg up HELPS though (see above)
 and how they might be transmitted into another person's brain

 

 – And much of what is in our minds is what Sandberg calls a "draft" of what we might do. "Often, we don't want to reveal those drafts, that would be embarrassing and confusing. And a lot of those drafts are changed before we act. Most of the time I think we'd be very thankful not to be in someone else's head."

It's not exactly rat telepathy. Let's call it a computer-mediated rat mind-meld.

The study, published Thursday morning in the open-access journal Scientific Reports,

my thoughts elsewhere.
a dreamy eyed look.my friends have gotten used to it.

it's funny.i was never a good listener.
perhaps this intraneural is the first time in my life
i have ever been
so entranced by another
never mind I am terrified by my unseen captor most of the time
for i know in spite of my familiarity with his methodology  I am always swept away
by his overlays

i have been with boyfriends in the past who were violent
for some reason thats the type i'd go for.
but EVAN is trying to get rid of
the boyfriend stuff
the homo stuff
by offering me a piece of his mind
"I have always had a thing for Jessica Lange"He had graphed
"I have always had a thing for blondes with chiseled features"
not just pretty women but handsome women..women you can imagine homesteading with,riding miles through snow and hardtimes in a covered wagon..

all last night he has tried to make me visualize myself with a 1983 jessica lange type
riding through some prarie.
I can't do it though
the prarie he has set before me is too open and boring
and to fill it I picture skyscrapers in the backround.
and I am younger in the dreams or whatever he calls these exercises in virtuosity
and jessica lange or whom his version of Jessica Lange seems both wooden and ...

OK .let's try someone else.
I can tell he is trying to be patient
and can tell I was at least trying
..he doesnt use Muralists anymore because
I can't help but share our  so called private "talks"when others are on headset.
he says i do it deliberately
and i have lost him billions

he says I know what i am doing
that if I tried I could focus my thoughts to the "subject" at hand.
this
atrocity they call Virtual Mindscaping Imagery

and this is the fun part.
he said he will spend the rest of his natural life

tormenting me withg transmissions

as

i had deliberately embarrassed him "in front" of "some moneybag" from Proctor and Gamble last summer
who came all the way out from Atlanta to see how Intraneural works
and to see if a specific redesigned logo "presented" without :looming"in the new language of Direct Neural
Proctor on one headset.
EVAN on the other
when EVAN is nervous ,I get nervous.and sometimes when i get nervous i can't stop talking.
it's the same with intraneural
so this flood.
of
"graphing"comes pouring out of me

 mainly EVAN's previous GRAPHS

the way i daydream about having a good steak or going on vacation
EVAN
dreams of  New Ways,and new laws
mainly Laws against "people " or "non people" like me ,who he knows thanks to Direct NeuraL iNTERFACE
 INSIDE and OUT

how I represent "the Welfare Sate"
and everything wrong with Empathy for Unfortunates
how in a Better World..people like me wouldn't have even been alive
that
Basic Eugenics...
which he renamed TruGenics
will be used in consort with intraneural interface
to make sure
THIS TIME nobody "hands out Free Lunches,which only lead to the wrong people propogating.."

like how the "Hot States"like California arizona nevada and shit will be for the wealthy
and "the shit states" like alabama will be for scum like me
until a Real Solution is not only found but Fostered By The New Times

soup(AI Suprsie)

i walk to the chinese restaurant.to get some egg drop soup.
 my mentors must be  aware I am not as angry as i was only ten minutes before
yet there is a feeling that ,as usual I have done wrong and betrayed certain trusts
usually i try my best to separate my own financial and personal problems from THEM  but this detoxing  is taking longer than the usual 5 days

 smoking stimulants calms my mind down more than benzos,neuroleptics or heroin but my slowed mind
sometimes make EVAN go wild , taking advantage of  my slowness by giving me a so called
"taste of my own medicine" or
"what i have coming to me"  for whatever i have "done" to him"the previous days ,hours or seconds

 whatever horrible images or thoughts i have parlayed to him
you see.
my thinking .
all of it
is not just thinking
it is Graphing
it is
communicating
and sometimes a guy just wants his thoughts to be his alone
so fuck me if I get hopped up and
intentionally or otherwise wish for
space aliens or some such force to put a stop to this rubbish
and wouldn't you sometimes think for,or pray for a rash of
meteors hitting satellites and transmitter towers
yet
i always try to settle these "ungodly" wishes..into
cartoonish meanderings
but
this isn't easy
cuz
YOU don't know how THEY can get
i have never met such serious people in my life.intraneurally or otherwise
.is it my fault my only
retort is "scanners"type graphing
for I need someone to "Watch Over They" "Who Watch Over Me"

and truthfully
 my missteps concerning partaking in other "mind augments"are really my business.
and often my only escape.
and a misdemeanor at that



yet my over indulgence of such
is also a  good time for EVAN to blow off steam
 with new scenarios
 scary visuals on my visual cortext in a haphazard fashion

(

THIS BETRAYAL on THEIR part
 makes me smoke all wrong ,often one bag after another..
and sloppily ,counter productively
either breathing in the copper scouring  or using the same pipe and breathing in heated residual glass or simply rolling tin foil and breathing in aluminum

i am always shocked that EVAN is more concerned about my come uppance than my procedurals concerning inhaling properly
proof if you ask me that he cares not a whit if i live or die.

but its been 6 days now of the stuff
and things are returning vaguely to the "new normal" of it all

but things are not fine between us
 he  thinks i am being  harsh
writing too much of the" between us:" type of stuff online
 and all but ignores me
during the cold walk to the Chinese restaurant
my mind races with boredom induced restlessness
it is not easy being a pedestrian walking and staring at familiar visuals when one has grown used to
playful bursts of imagery and amazement
but my mentor  sends only one or two  pedantic visualizations, barely graphing at all
 implyin thru emotional overlay that I can not have it both ways
in the restaurant I see a very cute guy
with pleasant south Philly easy going demeanor
and insinuate that perhaps he can
"use him" in one of my dreams
or maybe just combine some of his gesticulations and such
into my new love interest's baring

fuck you Jimbo is the sense I get..
more of this can't have it 2 ways shit..
he relents and i see bits of the guy and hear bytes of the guy on walk home
and assume he will make an entrance
or at least have a cameo
in a"Dome"dream

perhaps I can also add elements of "That Guy" to your personality or lack thereof  Evan Graphs
cause Christ knows you need
some readjustments concerning temperament

we're gonna do somethin different Dumbo

in my opinion you looked at that guy

in the chinese resteraunt 

not cuz you're "into him"

but cuz you want to Be Like  Him

Straight

in 94"

we assumed you were gay for pay.not some total fag

and I still  have faith in you .

but dude

ya know..

i had to hire a bunch of queers to monitor you

 for those

lapses of yours and YOU KNOW what I mean

i know thats not politically correct.t ..it disappoints me that you still can't overcome this deviant shit

this queer shit.

and having to hire those fags

i just don't like them being in the same room with me

i have to sterilize the headsets

BUT WHAT DO YOU CARE!

.it disappoints me that you still can't overcome this deviant shit

this queer shit

but I've had it.

from now on it's women.

you like Naomi Watts or Beyonce".cuz we can do that for ya

Naomi Watts dreams

or Daddy Long Leg dreams

nothing

bi

nothing

in between

1994/2011(who put the Bomp in the Bomp sh- bomp sh -bomp)

if i were you and opened a blog
that had a tiny photo of computer and skull cap
one places on one's head to send brain waves to another
and next skimmed a few paragraphs
to learn that the author claims
he both hears and sees things nobody else can after meeting some sketchy associations in 1994 and again in 2011
i like you might very well
read on only to see if said author
has gleaned  any specific  directive from this mental manifestation
that swung  the author in a  "postal " direction.
I too might be comforted that" the entity" that has joined the author when not threatening him "to shut up about it"
sometimes simply passes the time with his acquisition
using him as fodder

rather like Parasol Pictures might /use  male whores they have " pick up on the street"
to test direct neural interface..



to allege that any company interested in creating  "A Whole New World"  would not experiment with such  an intrusive  mind fuck as this on monkeys and such sets me up for all sorts of libel..
but you might ask ...if one were to genuinely think of the billions to be made in such futuristic realms as AI and VI..which will not be possible for maybe 1000 years!
or a million even
how would one come up with cohesive data based on the perceptions of a monkey for such a humanistic pursuit
would  not a "lawnmower Man" type of individual in the form of a junkie or a whore make a much more suitable candidate?
and far be it for me to assume that any company especially a family company such as Parasol of sticking a gun in someone's mouth ,shootin em full of meth to incapacitate em" and junkin up with nano...
and stories
so dumb is this non person
that
once the cybernetic "overlay" begins

the idiot junkie whore will believe THEY are space aliens,and even God himself.

not realizing that by 2011 all manner of information has been published about human augmentation and neural design
on other far out futuristic computer systems like

 .the internet and the personal computer

explaining "the process"
of intraneural experimentation to the last detail
and after
all those lost years
on thos awful nasty drugs

that gave the poor junkie whore a mental record and a movement disorder

why that would be incredible!!
like something outta a fuckin disney movie
if one were makin a disney movie
about
human experimentation
and  Pinocchio-ing up a "non person"
for technical development in the realm of direct neural interface

and   the old fashioned  fun that comes from kicking someone around you have utter control over another human being

so what could dumbo do .
who would believe such a story..
well
dumbo sat down
and decided
to write and write and write
all the stories
presented to him
by his
movie magic mentors
and wait for just the right time
to
simply
explain
it was all about the benjamins
no plots ,no cults ,no this ,no that
just good old american  pre consumer testing
and pay offs to certain authorites to turn a blind eye to the matter


so here are some of the stories
 that the lawn mowerman  used to keep his "mandlers" busy
 and himself  cwwwazy enuf to get to the

truth of the matter

Van Nuys CA sept 2011

" Oh you don't know..it's very hush hush but everybody knows..Oh please tell me you don't know...well I can't say ,it's a thing they've been working on since the late 80's...tv darhling what do you think
I'm talking about ..the silicon valley BEFORE their was a silicon valley and every studio from here to France had a piece in it..now everyone says what what..we did what what," Megan says into the phone,more into the phone than to Barbara,a 5th choice friend for phone chats,"yes interneural interface,I won't explain it again", "
". Brad says I shouldn't talk about it but he talks of nothing else,I swear he keeps a monitor near our bed,he tracks this guy's every move He doesnt call him by name just Demon,"Mega says eating pieces of a fruitrollup Ash left near the sink,. ".I try to read it but you have to use a special headset and you have to be able to decipher things,and Brad said it could be dangerous getting into a mind like that,supposedly he has inroads or something with ..I don't know..forces or something?Adam.Adam Parker ,the actor yes the Adam Parker uses the headset too..why?
"why because according to Parker  Demon is like the demon himself  after all He is called Demon ,.sick sick sick and we're not talkin" s-i-c- we're talking s-i-c-K with a big K...from what i hear."
" They assumed demon was dead,everyone was so damned paranoid back than remember how everyone acted at Shelly's bat Mitzvah ?1994.June,you remember,it was like a funeral,poor Shelly...Well this guy who they thought I don't know died or something like comes back.to LA' ..they supposedly never tried it again",Megan says "what do you mean never tried what again.Intarneural Interface,it's illegal"
"My god I'd have been better off talking to the maid ,"Megan thought,reaching into the pantry for another fruit roll up.".. I assume half the actors working today use Intra I....half of these people can't even read. but this guy, this demon, was like a test version and they drove him god damn nuts,he took all this speed and started like going all wacko or something with Parson Nilson of all people at the helm.Parson Nilson "she shouts into the phone hoping Brenda could somehow  sense her eye roll,"he used to be in Herman's Hermits or something..anyway they just wanted to cover it up..they picked the wrong guy.who knew he was a speed freak. or a demon or whatever he is.

there was talk.word gets around in the city of ANGLES

the Ruiner  was back in town

he had to go.

bad vibrations.

but  since he was back

EVAN decided who better to use

the Newest App on...

.

Macy Enty besides being an executive producer was also a spokesman for Parasol Direct Neural Interface,she had made the trip all the way up to  UCLA OliveView to see me"the smile is tight  tardive dyskinesia,from the drugs,I was in four point restraint.
this was the 3rd hospital i've been in since my return to LA
only Macy and "The Gang" at Parasol
knew it wasn't  schizophrenia
but....something "i was destroying"
all over again



Macy who agrees with Evan  and Adam Parker that it was not/is not Intraneural that made me/makes me often go or appear crazy  but something deep rooted in my mind,my soul..both of which have become a near obsession to EVAN although it is occuring to me lately that these endless meandering stories are simply Parasol Pictures  trying to drive me mad as my  hands and feet  are once again tied down to a bed from a heightened Saturday Night "at da' mooovies" with "my friends"from da' Industry
....Macy takes it in stride my four point restraint,she even asks if i want some water or some ice to chew on...we had met briefly in 1994 she was "the woman in the car"

"he knows what he knows.look at you.,running crazy in the streets of OUR town,serves you right"

June 2005..Evan Rainy (notes on tagging a "client")

never use the word Impart Technology,or insert,never use the word Group ,say Team


establish both eye contact ,tactile contact to inspire warmth and familiarity
(rub their arm,shoulder)
 
make them feel as if they "knew you all your life" as if YOU were what they have been waiting for all their life

 (2)  after GETTING TO KNOW YOU have them OUT of the Club within 20 minutes

a medium priced hotel
NEVER at YOUR HOME or THEIRS

bring up...THE CAUSALITY BEFORE DMT dosing

• mention "how exciting it is to be part of this  New Way

• that a small but significant "faction" of families are involved
•  never directly ASK the to question their  lineage ,bring up Genealogy
• once "the client" is under the influence Ketamine can be introduced ,as well as "The Inserts"
• BEGIN Neuro Linguistics
• as initial "engagement"  is a terrifying experience
• the "Greeter" must "turn on his or her charm " and explain that that
• They Have been "chosen" because "they are special" if they are college educated say they were "head hunted"..go by the book,NEVER go "off script"

 make the Tag feel "special"
one may even make innuendo (but not specifically ever THAT ONE WORKS FOR THE *IA ,*BI)to make the subject "not talk about"
explain that The Controlling aspect of the initial "turn On" is to induce "adrenal stress

• be creative but stick to format.for instance for college educated "find"  tries to call the police or go to an emergency room mention The Singularity or AI..but never  Impart Technology or "inserts"this will only scare them more..

1994

the guys who worked at  Parasol Pictures,at least in 94"
the guys whose job was procurement for new studies in Virtual reality
were told to place themselves
in the vicinity of West Hollywood,Hollywood and Echo Park
they were encouraged to "trip the life fantastic"
they were encouraged to do meth amphetamine,and cocaine and were given a large bankroll to "buy guys" on Santa Monica Blvd.
 these men.were sometimes  called Igor by  the Research and Development Team at Parasol Pictures ,who were ten years ahead of time jumping on the "Direct Neural" Train to Dreamland ,as Parasol knew the future of film,tv and mass marketing lay not on the eyes and ears of the audience but inside the mind of such.the hippocampus

the Inserts sometimes
  referred to as "The Know  Chip"(or the " Go Chip")
these new apps that could  eneter the  brain  of the unsuspected
  intravenous "nano"subdermal was the New Black for  Change Agents and "cowboys"  in the early 1990's
so....
if a male whore happened to jump into he wrong car
he might find he got alot more than Scabies or crabs from his brief encounter
but a "bug" that went a bit deeper than that

Parasol Pictures has always had an incongruous standing in "the Industry" as being
forward thinking but also puritanical in it's values...
 producing "product" that not only entertained the masses but fostered A Way of Thinking that did not always gel with "the
Runaway Times" that it's founding CEOs not only found degenerate but also a mark of social decay
it is no secret that  Linda N
..the counter culture movement of the 1960's did not cross over into "the company way". This  period of low box office was instead seen as a way to divert funding to more cloistered advances in "sight and sound" being developed in Palo Alto and other northern fronts

it wasn't a stretch to convince directors and such to participate in various Direct Neural Interface Programs, as what filmmakers wouldn't want their ideas "on how to be ,how to live,how to think" to not simply go in one ear or eye and out the other
but deeper into the consciousness of the "movie -goer"
 after all.isn't that what most writers ,artists and scriptwriters want most that is to
change the mind of the potential viewer toward their way of comprehending the world around them?

the late 1980's brought innovations in microprocessors that could communicate with with biological systems
and was deemed a sure thing that in time these processors could be made both small and fast enough to bypass one's
eyes ,ears and nervous system
and the  previously held preconceived,pre-coerced  conscious and subconscious  of the world and themselves.
.who would not wish to explore,more intrusive techniques of "sway"and artistic license

Gary Rainy was a genius of some reputation
and had connections as only those with
such reputations ,inroads and cash flow do
like many who came of Fame in the mid 1960's
he dabbled in all sorts of
experiemtations

 to enter into the as yet heard of vocation and business of Brain Computer Interface
or Mind Reading and Impart technology
that could eventually overlay one's intellect ,motivations and ideologies over another's
surprisingly it was not difficult for a man such as this to find both financing
and gadgetry for such high minded hobbies
Including "the help" at Parasol Pictures

and so many other "merry men" with influence on their minds
all manner of Scientologists,
actors and most valued of all by Gary ex-service men and ex-government employees with "sticky fingers" when it came to unheard of undisclosed "apps"
to rather sensitive patents of the neural reading kind
Disgruntled Employees let go for being difficult to work with were what soon made up what was now referred to as
"the Friends of Gary rainy"
...Rainy ,in uncharted waters of human trafficking and human experimentation needed as well
a league of disgruntled security(or at least police officers and studio cops with mortgages to pay)
but Rainy worked alone.
setting up a studio
somewhere in the Hollywood Hills...and he and Parasol set about finding "non person" types in the form of whores, and junkies not difficult to find on Santa Monica or Hollywood Blvd. as long as you have fifty bucks and some Tina handy...
a skull and bones mentality that eventually had

even those in higher offices of politics and such intrigued
and
something of a union  formed.
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Evan has encouraged me to paint bigger.

to paint on the walls

to make my room look "swellagant"

just in case ,just in case anyone might pay a visit.

( i don"t know who he means about paying a visit

since we began Open Communications again

well over a year ago I have lost so many of my friends

who have noticed I am not "quite there"

lost friends

lost apartments

lost money)

EVAN Imparts that i should "go wild with it."

and says maybe I should shave my hair off to look really "artsy" maybe get a pagan tatoo or something dead center on the back of my skull

..He tells me to maybe write PIGGIES or something in deep red

somewhere on my mural.

instead i write the word " Meercats "in sky blue assuming any sort of animal will do

but I can sense EVAN's fury

 

 

it was because of one lousy painting^deemed questionable by the POWERS THAT SEE more than anything else EVAN had IMPARTED
what powers I graphed
"QUITE SIMPLY YOU START PAINTIN THIS SHIT,!" EVAN GRAHS," you  risk not only draw -ing attention to yourself
but you draw attention to us as well,come on take it down..no more weirdo paintings..he visualizes me a smiley face////

it is   a moment of strange compassion that makes me wonder and worry more than ever that my time will soon be  up

and i reread my prior posts
furious that

    no matter how I try ,my attempts to expose THIS will always read as schizo or fantasy.or conspiracy theory..

                                             

.a waste of time

 trying to communicate this to YOU

but because it is now Parasol Pictures
in my noggin
there is hope
as instantaneously as only AI iz  i can glean from Adam Parker
how to "write this mess"as a genuine adrien brody film  

                                  and
                                                 for once
                                                                      I am almost
                                                                                                 thankful

                                                                                                 that shit   injected into my arm

                                                                                                                     

these micros (or nanos)as  i was told by another "volunteer" would spend  5 days "swimming" upstream"

and that there would be swelling and  aches and sensations  as the "inserts" cross the blood brain barrier

                              

but  it will cut down on spending

it will keep subversives and petty criminals

as i have been labeled

wrapped up

in a bubble of synthesized madness or progressive augment
.it's really up to you Jimbis a dr said
.you are both a victim AND an "urban astronaut"
many will have a go(there are bills to pay)..you made yourself game

before Parasol Pictures had taken over my CASE

at least 4 different agencies and companies have a go at me
putting on their "thinking caps" their headsets AT ME
i wear "many hats"

my mind has been outsources as much as the technology has

to both defray costs and hide the source of this innovation

for "my crimes"I have been sequestered
my crimes had perhaps more to do with other infractions that crossed the misdemeanor line into I forget what it's called,
breaking things?
property and stuff...
i fall asleep during court dates or skip them entirely
as i now do not live in CA

i shoulda just done my 18 months...but Dome presented itself like a godsend

but now my thoughts are the  license plates being churned out ---
do not kid yourself that because I write much of this as bad fiction (bad fiction like the "muralists"feed me,but not so bad that one doesn't believe every twist and tourniquet of the "run through"fooled and fooled again..as the overlay of thoughts and belief systems segues into THEIRS..)

  how does  adrien brody outsmart his captors?  these captors

that have "borrowed" his mind,his thoughts,his memories,....

and can also

"show him things..make him see things ,dream things now".. almost infantile in his

new need for Mentorship.

as he has gotten oddly used to not having a mind of his own

Psychotronic Stockholm Syndrome 

 and as

                                                                          Impart Technology(c) Systematics(Dome)once again tinkering with names,like criminals (which they are)disguising themselves in fake mustaches and funny hats

                                                                            hell bent upon getting the bugs

                                                                                   out before IBM can

                                                                             can seek a 400 billion dollar

                                                                          contract with the ***

                                                                               they assure me that the hellish

                                                                              initial "Neural Collections Phase"

                                                                                  has now been modified to

                                                                                 a pin prick..and can eventually

                                                                                  be done during REM entirely
there is a give and take to mind to mind,and in spite of a buffer Real Time information slips in me through me like I am a telex machine

                                                                                without the person knowing a thing is either being collected,stored or audited

i fear next i will be requisitioned
by TruGenics(a subsidiary of Dome/Proxy to
"take part"in it's field work studies using remote
access techno to alter biological systems
glands and such..
if i do not "clean up my act,my thoughts,my art fast enuf

i try to remember what it was like before being tagged

before my mind could be read

before my senses could be over ridden by someone elkse's sound and vision

and sense of what it meant "to be good"

a good citizen and a Good team player

or whatever one is

or whatever Good means when one is online to Mentors

i never thought I was missing anything

but than I suppose people in the old days
before movies were invented didn't think they were missing anything either

i suppose they formed and imagined themselves quite differently

before

the Beautiful People arrived in their eyes.and than their ears

as examples,early mentors of what they should be like

i suppose it's the same with direct neural interface

or will be

when and if they go public

people would not know how they lived without it

and might have a very difficult time imagining life without it

and Mentors


i remember i used to be afraid
of the Jetsons,especially the closing theme
i always made my brother change channels before it ended
and it showed George on the treadmill that went round and round,unable to get off it
or make it stop.

"Jane get me off this crazy thing ,"he said again and again ,and nobody rescued him,nobody turned it off ,nobody cared

he just kept going round and round

DMT Senso

i can't help but wonder if the as yet un-named "love interest"
is Adam Parker.or being played by Adam P

Adam Parker,is an actor
an actor of such intellectual curiosity and virtuosity it is no wonder that he expressed an interest in  "Parasol Pictures" research and development involving updating the outdated  voice to cortex *techno(so 1980's) which went the way of "the Western" for all but 20th Century Fox ,always a day late and dollar short especially concerning the garnering of "Mutually Beneficial Contracts > there is and always has been a rather suspicious mistrust and malingering quality to that specific studio involving cooperation outside of it's own interests and an almost McCarthy -era reticence in it's CEO's refusal to share it's  finds and...
in favor of what is often called synthetic telepathy or brain–computer interface - Synthetic Telepathy or Artificial Telepathy - also called Neural ...

*Voice to Skull Technology V2K. Artificial Intelligence and Human Brain Enhancement: Human v2.0 ...

"Voice to skull" technology,patent 1974-Dr Joseph Sharp"projected sound/voice transmission into one's mind through the auditory nerves

Previously Parker made the mistake
of
using a
well known actor's visage last time
an actor
they knew I went for based on my TV viewing habits
supposedly they had to pay off said actor who I began typing about,online so transfixed was I..with the
intensity of the direct neuralness "of it all"( i too was ":paid off" by being "beat up"psychotronically by my "Friends" at Proxy Cyber for my hyper enthusiasm toward the "entity"...for as far as I knew was the said actor himself..these people treat me as if I were some type of 14 year old girl in love with boy bands and unicorns and rainbows..

or as some malcontent aggressive corporate turncoat who will not be satisfied until I bring them down to my level of
financial
social and
personal bankruptcy.
in this
I must say
they get "righter" everyday

i would like nothing more than to see "the boys at Dome"
really put not just their minds in my shoes
but their
beach houses
holdings
and sponsorship as well
these people who treat people as nothing more than "data" deserve
a type of New Reality
hence undreamed or meted out by conventional penal systems

but the subject
is
sway

Yet,truth be told ,I am purposely kept so out of the loop, it was a 68 year old ex-studio executive downloading

THAT GUY

AND  THIS GUY ,the reposed,still not quite composed man  in the vintage Arrow shirt

directly into my nervous system

whatever the case might be

 it sure ain't EVAN

nor is it

someone without

 prior knowledge of" my Codifiers"and

Cognitions

                                                                                     good god ,this guy needs

                                                                                       some Somethin"

                                                                                         I graph inadvertently

                                                                                            from Adam Parker
                                                                                      who graphs
                                                                                       a symbol
                                                                               indicating that I should
                                                                       not operate heavy machinery

                                                                                      from out

                                                                                          of nowhere I smell

                                                                                              taste and feel the

                                                                                          the drugs of "love"

                                                                                            special K

                                                                                            meth and
                                                                                        DMT Senso.


the effect runs through me though not "in me"
                                                                                               I relax
                                                                                        and hope
                                                      that  this time
I have let the Right One In

the first three notes of "Chantilly Lace" enter my hippocampus.

I see him again

but I can't be sure
his height has changed from 6'1 to 5'11
his looks have changed enough that somewhat realistically
perhaps if I was in another tax bracket or any  bracket whatsoever he might be "gettable"
but for now
with all the rearranging
of his features ,stature and resonance
it seems to be  about making him "doable" but not
inconceivable.
for even in our "fantasies"we tend to hold back if there is no
sense of realism
especially
concerning sex

his features morph
like an eye test.he changes
as if to adapt and compensate
for  the rather sorry state of both  my exercise habits and libido.
a small pot belly
to make him less alienating
and user friendly...

they had tried this before.
with
their "jessica rabbit"leading me into a cerrebral rabbithole that soon
came to be a foxhole


                                                                                                 
                                                                                             

2013,2014,2015,2016,2017,2018,2019,2020,2021

i had painted over the small people and little visuals  -representations of the Occipital overrides my "Mandlers" send me to keep me "in line"

I try my best ..to find this experiment  exciting ...as if there is a reason I was chosen to be "app-ed"

instead I am reminded ...no..

no reason ...

we have lots and lots of Jims ..

as all kinda' kids were BORN quite literally ONLY to be

"samplings"

for reverse brain engineering.

techniques predicted  to be viable back in the mid 60's

and much of the nasty abuse I received ..\

growing up was JUST to make clapboard  book ends

so they might have all kinda'  situationals to work with

as cues

mainly much of the abuse I RECIEVED

was just so there would be "markings" or what they call Imprints

that

"my team" who practices Tele -Presence on my noggin day and night

they called this junk they did monarch programming with Neuro Linguistics.

and supposedly all these mean countries were doing the same exact shit.

as if -this makes it better?

 

doesn't that make US the mean nasty country

...I presume I was supposed to "think beyond " that..

but it didn't quite work that way .at all

so now I am truly -to them-

a dissident-

not just one raised to "paint like one"

 

so it's not a very good relationship

and they kinda' just want me gone..

they explain .that to them " I am like the bad pancake that always

is from the first batch..

and that is what I should always keep in mind

 

they MAKE ME keep all kinds of stuff "in mind"

cause they know every damn thing in my mind

as they categorically placed it there..

 

there used to love me questioning it..

hmmm did you all like keep all the phones on...and put tiny mini cameras in those foster homes..

they liked me bringing this shit up to shrinks ..

so I'd have some ..

cred ..

that OOOOh "he's just one of "those"

but I got wise

....

and that's when they started turning on me

for not "going along with  being a "sampling" to

perfect psychotronic torture techniques

...you're like WTF  man

than I saw the doc and he asked about what the seeing and hearing was like ...

I said ..well

every now and than they put the two things together..

but not very often ..not very often enuf for it to be like fun

and the dr shook his head..

and I had to tune into Evan who said

"well so much for that Dumbo"

 

I didn't understand...

until the doctor told me he thought it might be possible "i was malingering"

because

NEVER do aural and visual hallucinations ...mix together..

 

I got pissed...at the dr and said.."man they're trying to do some wild shit..for like movies

and gaming and to drive someone out of their mind and out the window..

so it's not my problem if A.I. and VR and BCI don't always fir into

 

these patterns of psychosis..is it..

besides dr. I told you it was "apps"

and the dr told me he's believe me more if I said it was voodoo or space aliens..

and that was that..

he told me I should find another shrink

 

Evan was furious. I think he might have assumed I would cease getting some government check

and that I'd have to get some job..

and bore him to death .."hello sir can I help you" that will be fourteen dollars and 45 cents.

mainly Evan wants me to watch TV...so they can learn how to

standardize Cues and Referential based on common knowledge

sound and vision

because they can't really do that Human Baby lab test shit no more..

except on ..like actors

 

so the actors have all this Method already packed into their noggins with

ritualized Abuse..

cuz ' that's how damn much dough actors and movies bring "to the table"

that there are exceptions s to the rules..

 

 

 

..from that day I "narc-ed" on Evan and the Mandlers by making the mistake of saying every now and than they match up the sound and vision like

I'm just communicating with a hologram only I see.

they

started hating on me...big time

 

losing all trust in my judgment

 

since than I often have to force myself to "look back on better days" when every day didn't seem like my last

 

with threshold testing..

know what???

they threatened to sell my ass to some biological company

 

and ...began shoving pictograms and notions that some firm

couild

like introduce

like ....insect DNA into me

and begin making me like

into "The Fly"

or some half human half horse like

island of dr moreau

stuff ..yes...make it ALL the second part of Cabin in the Woods instead of the first part of cabin in the woods.

now you tell me ..has anybody ..anybody on the entire face of the earth alllll thru written and unwritten time EVER had more excuse to use street drugs..

or any thing whatsoever to//try to get past these threats they say are promises..

 

I force myself to "think"

kindly of the events

that are horrific feeling like I am the French guy AND the little BOY "Life is wonderful"

to somehow 'THINK of this human testing as cool

as the latest shit man..

but it is not so easy....

 

 

figure lying prone in the painting

 seemingly  fascinated with the "take and take of the proceedings although now that"the worst of it was over my predicament could be seen I suppose as "give and give", thanks to my re-app with" the new ability" to recieve and  presumably Impart (c) visual overlays in the summer of 2011 thru a "close encounter" with an "associate" who gave me a "rash of nano"dermal entry  induction/inception micro

 .

 none of the science of "what the fuck is going on" was known to me until I was given (by a not so associated fella") several books and diskettes explaining the race for singularity,AI and BCI in southern california

 including  the book "Project Soul Catcher" the "bible of Targeted Individuals and Human Experimentees the world over

,sorry" Dome" if I am bad PR for preliminary testing

 run in a Pre- Nuremberg Law"shoot the moon"style of those unaccountable to anybody

 as there was a maze of outsourcing done with "this state of the art"MK Ultra -Modern MindFuck"apparatus that all but encouraged such" Progressive Actions"

especially because of the implicit deniability of such actions still mistaken (although n ot as much as they believe) for schizophrenia or the very least a "manic -depressive"episode with psychotic delusion

many go along with the fold

believeing they are in some ways "part of the project"

it is also addictive

hidden and the threats of "telling" are real enough to be believed

yet when one is told enough times that they might not live to see the next day

one begins to not especially care anymore if one does

 and as registered trademarks began slipping into the "the graphs.(.i presume to see if Mentee might make associations with products)there was an indignation toward "the  project" that to my suprise surpassed even the very worst phase of being a human guinie pig  as I now had proof I was  being not only taken advantage of but quite literally  rented out not only for manuevers or "the Singularity" but for profit

me who often made less than one thousand dollars a month,often destitude..playing schizo for "the cause  and my Mentors"

for "streaming" displays of the Pilsbery Doughboy and Coca Cola Polar Bears?

first eugene landy 24/7  vivasection of "the type B " personality Proxy Cyber  had "deemed to Save" when they first found him hooking and drugging on santa monica blvd 18 years earlier.

one almost yearned for the brutalness of it all..the patty hearst turning of "take off"

for don't assume my "therapy" was done for me
or with any intent
other than "clearing" me enough
through approximately 7 different types of
psycho-analytical
methodolgies for easier dominant/passive exchange so necessary
before segue into
 resistance threshold,
 binary seperation and neural data collection via
"auditing" techniques practiced by certified ,though in my opinion certifiable operating Creeeetins
just one of the many
smooth operators whom have had a access thru controlled access technology to the "playgrounds in my mind"
                                                                                                  you're doing us a favor with this mish mash Jimbis.
You're presenting yourself as crazier and crazier.
YOU have no PROOF or
credibility,you sound more and more like an obsessive LOON

I think of the year 2021 for no reason
I assume I will live perhaps 3 more years at most
I realize all too well the more I try to state my case the more I sound
insane
but again I think 5,no 10 years down the line.
when maybe someone famous or important or something
makes the same claims
or who knows "Dome" reinvents itself as a public company
and someone asks "How and whom did you use " to make this
a viable option for Mental Enhancement?
monkeys
lab rats
27 college interns "in house"?