a ruiner is a ruiner

i suppose it is in no small part  having been reclassified ,reduced and found  redundant  and Unresolvable in my pre distined part in The Great Overlap that you,who were not raised Rainy will never see coming that i can speak freely about Controlled Access Technology,that contains me now not for any purpose but to punish me for not Being properly either Wholesome or Moldsome enough to Be one of them .

My neural monitoring was first introduced for purpose and productivity in The New Way Organization but my so called Minimal brain Function and proclivity to wack off to hardcore homosexual pornography during intraneural exchange with my mentors(I am not quite sure if it is the wacking or some kind  personal affront to Them in terms of my  "tuning in" to the regulated psychotronic recriminations concerning my character or lack their of that instigated The New Gods of Psycho-tronic Neural Augmentation to intensify their efforts to punish One Such as I,as my wacking off during  so called "hands  off"interrogation and interneural "brain  boarding "was often induced by such intrusive tactics as it was my trying to GET TWO things done at the same time. "Brainstorm"  Internment  is 24/7 especially for a so called Ruiner such as I who,minimal brain function aside has chosen to turn away from The Wonderment  of the technological marvel of real time mind reading /neural exchange  via  filament but have further  chosen to type  about The Group who have taken it upon themselves torender me Useful in some way ,But since my enslavement and subsequent detainment , I mean readjustment(s) with the New Way the only time I feel  like a Free man with an UnFree Mind is when I write of my supposedly unbelievable predicament with said Group who have all but convinced me that my only purpose in being born was to take part in this Glorious Adventure and the sooner I "clean up my act,my thoughts and sexual peculiarities(my faggotry)the sooner I will see less caustic visualizations or fearsome sound ,for this technology little brother bypasses both the eyes and ears .In fact all of my  5 senses have become  rather superfluous except the sense that it is worth it to keep exposing The Cybernetic Future that is The New Way