carry on maestro!

so in a sense i was born 
to simply
go thru the rungs.
and perhaps be one of the "survivors"
to be some what sane
or healthy enuf
to be Domed
with the type of innovations in design that went way beyond anything possible in the late 60's when the social experiment began
there was no point in putting many of the foreseen advances in cybernetic process
into anyone's pate
unless (at least for the trial run)there was full knowledge of what went in
in this regard one hand did indeed wash another
many of the futurians
who had other functions in mind  besides playing child rearing and symbiotic semblance for nano intraneural interface wanted nothing whatsoever to do with the instigators and great minds behind the rather messy
rather distrusting (criminal) and dare i say ineffective to the degree that not even an oppositional stance occurs
in fact in the end
one's childhood and late dealings with "the gang"
mean as much (as do they) as a run in with a harried cashier at the rite aid
do i wish cancer on this cancerous clan
or do i chose to think of them instead as plastic game pieces
as replaceable and interchangeable as me
they will get what they have coming in one format or another.these godless men and women
who had someone's authority(but not not THAT high up,although i understand they believe they were sanctioned by some...measure in that regard...are you fuckin kidding?)
yes
other players in the
process do not want to think of what brought on
them such as i
and one must in fact train one's mind not to think of the past..
but do not get me wrong
those that came into the project late.
have at least a working knowledge of how and why some were chosen to be "caught"
but much like the americans
who gained quite alot of data about hypothermia from the sickos that did human experiments on POWS etc
it is best to sometimes
simply move on
and forget
what some might say should never be forgotten
certainly it should never be forgiven
but to go forward
to side B of direct neural interface

one must forget it's sickening beginnings at all costs