as i have said  i had to reach high  high above the frequencies and nonsense of cyberspace.for as i have said everyone is working in this for "our entertainment" and comfort.tripping over themselves to find a less cumbersome approach than the headset ,the helmet etc.implants such a schizo term."
                                  do you ever feel that someone is reading yourmind.do u ever feel that u are communicating with the tv........ooo boi.
thats the shit they ask any psychotic at the hospitals.
and soon you'll be getting calls on the phone from AT and T askinbg the same shit.because if you arent directly communicating with the tv or reading some blonde ,Romainian's whore (preset.and boy does this take time.and study.u try reading someone els's mind without  7 months training and some type of Squelch/Bypass unit and boy are u in for some Noise.........i havent even begun to explain the so called "horrors" of Project Brainstorm" without training or the proper uhhhh..
environment.
let alone worries of  trivial stuff such as a bad case of athletes foot while perhaps trying to "fiddle about" with one's love interest thru time and space.
talk about a bad first impression.hmm

well...one day if you arent reading someone's mind or communicating with a telegraphed image .all it will mean is you're too god damn poor to afford it.
there will be no room for god than u see.
and that is why i called him down
sometime in november.
to at least open this coming clusterfuck of false spirits to discussion
now i am not a religious man
'or as i have stated a particularly good man.
i like many have used a gr8 many people to either seek comfort understanding  etc.

and being diagnosed with aspergers etc doesnt play with

GOD LIKE FORCES very well.

( give a guy a break.for real."it is this force alone that has propelled a new appreciation for amphetamine that seems to negate much of this "i'm not here /aspergers shit" ..these forces care not for man's idiotic laws

imagine that

yet it was this giving up of all things besides what i could tote about in a backpack that i said fuck it

i am going back to pennsylvania ..

i couldnt go the distance and i am ashamed.

and not happy here.

money soon won't matter.(not to me ,not to anyone.so why try to "paint larger" and accumulate a new bunch of paintings?..unless of course these painting will be cut from their wood braces and used as decorative blankets when everyone is outside.sleeping and watching and hoping that the squirrel they have eaten isnt too destroyed from all the shit we have put in the water and grass.

yeah all that shit we put everywhere is gonna haunt us and our stomachs for years to come and come again