Report: Nonlethals... Target Brain, Synthesized Schizophrenia
a newly
declassified Pentagon report, Bioeffects
of Selected Non-Lethal Weapons , obtained under the Freedom of
Information Act, "Voice of
God" device, which creates voices in people’s heads.a private message
transmission....
- .a life they helped shape and create.
- .first in 1994
again in 2011 when i tried to change my life by moving and starting over - it's too embarrassing to write about this as it truly is and was
i would go into a rage
if i really thought what they have done.are doing to me. - i walk around entrnaced .in another world.
- gone.
perhaps they know why they are doing this
perhaps they feel justified.
perhaps they feel they are doing something useful or important.
perhaps i know that they will pay
perhaps not how I have but in one form or another.
I cannot help but wish it.
and they cannot help but "hear" my wishes.
it is they who chose to listen
I cannot turn them off.
i will eventually I suppose take my own life because of this- what type of man would not
- it eats you up.
- it takes you
- and gives you nothing but fear
- and a sense of itself being bigger,stronger than you
- it controls your days
- your nights
- your dreams
- .
because of "them"
and it will be assumed i was/am schizophrenicam not
one day it will all come out.
THEY in a sense would like that too.for they have THINGS on me.what a sick person i am .
never taking into account that one grows mad from the monitoring itself.
from another having the ability and seemingly the authority to have absolute control over another
and one would be wrong.
one might think that those torturing another remotely with psychotronic devices might have a sense of humour,after all they are close to their goal
of making me want to die..
.instead they share the misery of my life .