Monday, May 7, 2012

who is to say .besides gary rainy.
if proxy was really supposed to be what it became....
seems to me this was never supposed to be a good thing
proxy technology
created solely
FOR SPORT?
using the pronciplas of dactology cybernetic process(debrackification)basically IN on Itself?
to finance the operation itself.
powerful people.waelthy people paid handsomelyto milgram test Perishables....
i vere off into another direction.
should i be typing at all.
and does it matter.
is this a personal vendetta for not being able to take it.
for being too much of a loser to
endure?
it's that confusing
SNAP OUT OF IT...this isnt a story,
there isnt a way to write it.
ethan says.
DEBREIFING?is that what this is??
i am trapped.
in the story.
in my format
in my only way of processing what i have been thru
i can not snap out of it.
only snap.
nobody could survive this
The NCIA knew this.
what difference does it make.i won't or will not or cannot come back.
there are elements to this situation that defy technological input.
this i fear the most.
what am i fucking with....
i was raised by actors.my grandfather was a federal judge.he set his daughter up with my father to smoke it up with gary rainy in the early 1960's
snap out of it.don't say a word.snap out of it dont say a word.whose the president.do you know what town this is do you know what yearit ismy mother and father lived for 3 months on the Rainy 's property.The Farm.to glean "alittle off the top"doyouknowwhyyou'reherewhyyouareheredoyouknowwhatstatethisismyfatherandmother simulated some infighting and a chism naturally occured between them and Gary rainy concerning my mother releasing several lambs into the Wild Palms surrounding the farm/compound My father and mother,now banished returned to federal standing and began "the scripts"based on Rainy's "Thesis for Dactology which had already Foretold of microchips,hallucinigenics and Debrackifying Techniques for The New Wayi dont know who told me this  i dont know where i am i dont know what is true I think for a moment i  am in a hospital but than i see it is a private home

"I am not here to help you.
I am here to tell you.
what happened to other assholes like you who couldnt shut up"a woman dressed like a nurse says.youmeantheresworse youmeantheresworse youmeantheresworse
A Muralist
a muralist has already began the nightmare
Milgram.The Muralist telegraphs into my system
i like that.so clean.
i can imprint this between feedings
believe it or not I "hear"see taste as i go under
believe it or not this was never supposed to be a good thing
proxy technology WAS
created solely
for the purpose of sport
                                     a hand brushes my face.
                                            is this what you want to believe
                                                       is it.
                                                            is it?

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