no soda for Dumbo Darko

..ive learned to control my neurals enuf that half the time I can visualize myself doing other things than what i am doing


i can recall long boring walks
or products on the shelf at mini marts..
and reduce neural spikes and pre neural firings lately for up to four minutes at a time
so in a way they don't know where i am or what i am thinking or doing

 i even forget if i posted something or kept it as a draft for authorities other than them to discover after I disappear in one of their vans
there is not authority other than us DUMBO
i refuse to believe this is true..


you can write about as vampires BUT don't write about imprints or Tommy Walker or stylized family units
stylized childhood
is what makes kings

well I aint no king am I
some of you didnt work out.OBVIOUSLY  DUMBO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but you are trying to ruin it for the others
envy
vindictiveness
jealousy

I try to imagine  hundreds or thousand other kids being brought up in like exactly the same circumstances
with people playing mothe rand father.
the same incidentals

red slay yellow sundress
orange

  you can have some juice now.but no soda Tru Christie graphs
..i am of no use...to them.
juice juice juice I love juice.except maybe to get some neural read of my being physically hurt to use on enemies...so who gives a fuck.
juice juice juice
i love juice i sing to fuck with fuckin Tru Christie
juic ejuice juice WE love juice
and  in return Tru sends
visual overlays of ancient
torture devices
he said will be used on me
as neural overlays of physical pain
are GOLD! to Dome

i graph to them if they trying torturing me to get a neural  read
they can sell to THEM
to use on bad guys
YOU ARE THE BAD GUYS
he booms
that I have trained my mind to go meow meow meow meow like the Purina cat chow commercial so whatever brain storm shit they gather wont hurt anyone..
I am excited to see if you can really do this when the time comes.
you have not trained your mind Dumbo
you have no mind
think about it.
you were born to be a husk
the problem is you have some notion from tv or something that you
SHUT UP i graph,slamming a plate across the room
no eating for the rest of the day !Tru Christie graphs.and for the rest of the week you will eat off the floor since WE DO NOT THROW PLATES,THAT"S NOT WHAT A PLATE IS FOR!
I grab a tiny piece of bread
and know true
can sense the chewing
and a zap goes through my arm*sending me to my knees and than prone on the floor ,on my back like an insect,who's been specimened and labeled and stabbed with a pin
FINISH ME OFF


oooh come on joy boy
a voice says
I just wanted you on the floor
a visual over lay of one of my favorite actors
makes me see
Adam Parker,in mid air

the takes takes his shirt off .
and I feel my arms ,being held down

".They can lock you up for crying fire in a movie theater  ya know ,"the overlay of Adam Parker graphs
 but I'm not in a movie theater,I graph back
oh yes ,yes you are Dumbo!he graphs
and I feel his mouth on mine
he smiles ,This Really feel like psychotronic torture to you Dumbo?
a little,I graph ,
can you tell them to amp up the pain a bit?

*

 Psychotronic  Electronic, Electromagnetic, Directed Energy, Neurological, Non-lethal Technologies,..... human subjects in experiments without their informed consent.  randomized with nanomaterials that  alter consciousness and behavior and encode EGG patterns of thought
targeted individuals may experience:
a). Microwave hearing, torture with loud noise.
b). Visual hallucinations, artificial dreams.
c). Reading thoughts, retrieving memories.
d). Manipulation of thoughts, will, emotions, desires and perceptions.
e). Manipulation of human behavior: forced speech, involuntary body movements, transmission of specific commands into the subconscious, compulsory execution of these commands
f). Debilitation of mental acuity, loss of memory.
g). Sleep deprivation or uncontrollable sleep
h). Cramps, spasms, excruciating artificial pain in any part of the body, manipulation of body systems, including heart attacks and other serious medical conditions.
2. Some victims are subject to harassment and organized stalking in their communities, some victims receive false psychiatric diagnosis and in addition become victims of the systems, from which they are seeking help (medical institutions and law enforcement).
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