the effect of microwaves on ground control to major tom voice to skull

the words come so fast lately
that i can no longer seprate them into entries.

the posts go up and down up and down

they "the voices"
scare me
they always have
that is their job
imagine having a job
to put on headgear

to induce another to madness 
with techn ology so far out
that the very act of speaking about it makes one sound loony
supposedly virtual reality is solely being developed for one reason
to drive "the bad guys " mad
so they test it
on "bad guys " like me
who make
questionable art
and get neuronauts
to join in the fun
as neuronautics is also very interested in using this equipment to get rid of
all the "enrot" within you and alllll the enrot in the world
also Hollywood
has a stake in this horror show
also
companies wanting a leg up in Mind augment ..or the so called singualarity (AI)
and many biomedical companies
and medical facilities
presumably once the hide all evidence of human testing
etc
this freakshow of both nano particle mind reading and also Impart technology (brain computer interface and direct neural interface (for mind to mind interface,I shit thee not)
will shift the economy back to 1983
here's to big bizzzness,the singularity and Neuronautics
may they influence the world
and take GROUP CONSCIOUSNESS to a whole new level!
but the subject was
neurological hands off psychotronic rundowns on non persons
who
oh there are more people in this mind fuck for either money power or of all things entertainment
and as always
it all begins
with the bad guy
in this case
me
do I sound jack rabbit mad
i hope so
for in between the gibberish
and AI virtual reality synthesizes schizophrenia
i am not quite sure I should be writing what they do
as one cannot see
psychotronic microwaves,frequency or nano particles so small they can enter one's system in shampoo
it all begins with trying the stuff on monnkeys
than people in prison
than a cross population
all who are warned endless to shut up about being human guine pigs

 they are trying some thing called a brain salad on me. words and ideas flooding your mind like it's no longer yours(is it?.not as scary as it once was

.when i had to be locked up and shot up in the beginning ,
they encourage me to write of the hospitalizations and shots of haldol that gave me tardive dyskinesia as I am pushing it writing about "The Tests" and  the nano and that i am lucky my papers are in order concerning my diagnosis of schizo affect or I would be 6 feet under by now DUMBO!
what type of person has a job
putting on headgear to drive a person SANE! you ask

.cuz there's alot more to this than you know

you wanna see yourself as a guinie pig
as pinochio
as charly gordon
that's your thing,not ours,it's gettin to be a real drag
at what you call The Cabin in the Woods
so we
play a bit
And you don't?
my god that stuf fthat you graph us goes into our heads...no buffer
not always
for instance when you PURPOSELY said to your friend ,whatshisname
that that Synergy chia tea tasted like you were drinking the inside of a pimple
FOR HIS BENEFIT MR DUMBO!
or for ours.
to put that sicko image in our heads HUH
there was someone from Coca Cola listening by the way
just another person you TURNED OFF to the possibilities
of direct neural interface what if next time it's a senator or something
and than EVAN pumps up the waves.so my face swells up and my jaw aches
faggit you deserve everything you get
YOU bring it on asshole
we bend over backward to treat you right
and than Dumbo thinks to us.Hey this chia juice tastes like you're drinkin the inside of a pimple.
I hate you Dumbo
I  hate you Dumbo!
he switches gears
roles
how I don't know
to me these Mandlers are like cartoons
hallucinations
demons
or
angels
but I am oddly real to them...i am studied like some strange insect

you are a disgusting man dumbo thinking like that deliberately

i won't be able to eat for a week after that sickening display fuck you EVAN ,HAL Mandler Vampire!you taught me to think like that...

it's a side effect
they never counted on and want me to be quiet about 
stuff like skin
saliva
texture
and what certain textures or tactile automatic response
can set one's senses into memories
or smell.
or so many other things the geniuses never considered after shoving nano into someone's arm
how many grown men shoot up speed dumbo with strangers in bath houses huh
huh
huh
huh
and    how many people
    get  played with
             24 hours a day by the likes of Evan Rainy?
i cannot help but wonder how much calcium ions were rushed through my system after that Synergy Tea comment
i knew pre-neural firing not to say
and not to think
but it is not easy
not thinking ..once certain synapses have been triggered
by texture
in this case taste
i should have known when i saw the tiny chia seeds
to hide the bottle of chia tea in a paper bag
or perhaps jump out of the moving care to escape it
knowing i was interfacing with King Evan
i hate you dumbo
i hate fuckin hate you in a way you cannot begin to imagine
i sometimes literally feel his hate for me
in my nervous sytem
especially when i slow my mind down with inhaled stimulants

                                                       Evan calms down he is a good role player
                                                   sometimes he turns me on
                                                                       
                                                                        especially his hate
                                                  
                                                

you get confused and panic when you hear nothing

i hear and realize it's just chatterbox

not Evan

it's complicated

maybe he went to the vending machine to get a Mars bar.

i hate being on chatterbox

I'd rather be hated and intraneurally attacked

by real people albiet on headset

the chatterbox is to keep me runningand engaged

it's also for AI and to pound your occipital nerve so you can see things

you really gotta hit that mother fucker ,the visual cortex to soup it up

lately the visials are getting stranger

so fuck only knows how terrifying the sight will be to go with the terror of the sound

thank god I

i am serious abou tknowing where the door is to these tests

or at least the window on the 12th floor

maybe what's going on is the bends.The chatterbox saywhich IS essentially HAL but hardwired to your hippocampus.

.

we can't have you writing and writing without being monitored

there are things..you can't write about and you have no sense of fair play

you were and are tended to

by people who only want to see you TRY

and stop doing drugs

using men for money

which means hooking

and many other things MORE

.

now those rundowns ...well,there are bad guys..in the world
and there is stuff like collecting neural spikes and stuff..sorry he who does not work
who hasn't held a real job since when? is how the world works
you can't get your cake without *****
you're a Proxy
how does a brain respond to chatterbox BCI?
i'll tell you
the brain goes like a monkey playing cymbals responding
to it
dispassionately
but embarrassingly still engaged it mimicks one own interior monlog and self referential concerns
also the jist of one's mandlers"themes" of the day
so even though one is preoccupied tryin gvaguely and vainly to remain sane
one also finds themselves thinking towards a ----

shut the fuck up EVAN

cool it with this fake concern

do your maniac shit on me

you sound like a fuckin

social worker.

do some rundown

do some nasty stuff..anything but be nice..it doesnt suit a person who would put on head gear to drive a person mad.

so I may continue

carry on Lover

you wanna present yourself as a side show Dumbo
cause that's what you're doing Dumbo

piss off
i graph
i telllllepathize
 to the vampires.
my mentors
who fucked around with all manner of vampire shit
involving shit like microwaves and patents and micro processors
i try to think of metaphor for what urban vampire do to make make another their propert
and i think of situations
on american soil where man attempted to own another man
things like slavery
             but that never happened here
                             it was science fiction
like that myth about  MK Ultra
                           fuckin with people's minds
                           urban legend
and that myth about human trafficking
and that myth about
sound
or the sense of sound bypassing the ear

Google reveals Glass specs: one-day battery life, bone conduction audio, 16GB storage

I am old skoool lawnmowerman
human guinie pig
back in the day
bone conductive audio.
was called voice to skull technology
and was being developed to drive people mad
how nice to see now just another toy for rich white kids in Chelsea
the ability to hear things inside and not outside one's head.

well i tell you
hearing aint the only thing they can do
the other part
is even trippier
depending on your mentors who still want me to talk about the donnie darko shit like it's schizophrenia
although
i am unaware of true schizophrenics being told about how my direct neural interface effect interns named Amy
 who are part of this AI virtual reality MIND fuck-being developed for rich motherfuckers,the Singu-larrrrity
big deal
this singularity built on human experiments so your over privledged kid can learn spanish in 3 minutes in 2021
but you think they teach me spanish and shit?
no
all i hear is

how do think that poor Amy,a 23 year old CAL TECH intern felt monitoring your  dirty ass when she put on the headset only to find you wiping jizz off your stomach with a dirty sweat sock PINoooooooCHIO..
the poor gal now has to take Klonapin and no longer dates men.Can't get near men...what did we say about wackin off Dumbo,we need 5 minute warning..




know what you're like Dumbo my mentor says
my mentor can not only make me hear shit but see shit
supposedly all these run downs are to stir you up and make you smarter and all sorts of shit
and although it might feel as if they own you
they're simply borrowing you
and you're an urban astronaut
who is helping develop shit for the singularity
and if you don't like it dumbo
or start typring or talking about the specifics
which are fucking intellectual propert we will beat you within a hear beat of your life understand!
and that's why we said if you must write about it
as you seem to be unable to stop write about it as vampires

i ignore them
i put on the fan.
i think of them as schizophrenia when i don't like what they say
wouldn't you?

 although
i am unaware of true schizophrenics being told about how my direct neural interfaces effect interns named Amy who are part of this AI virtual reality MIND fuck-

how do think that poor Amy,a 23 year old CAL TECH intern felt monitoring your  dirty ass when she put on the headset only to find you wiping jizz off your stomach with a dirty sweat sock PINoooooooCHIO..
the poor gal now has to take Klonapin and no longer dates men.Can't get near men...what did we say about wackin off Dumbo,we need 5 minute warning..

CARPATHIAN MOUNTAINZ 1895
i feel like one of them
wouldnt you...walkin round this fuckin carpathina villiage
like a god damn rag doll
since bein bitten by mad off the grid  scientist vampires
who not only sucked my blood but also i suspect my ****
as they picked me up on santa monica blvd all them years ago
i kinda get hard thinking of them
but kinda resent that they shoved little things called nano particles up my **
that make me their
bitch

 shit  vampires did
to get inside
non person
types
these vampires hung out in seedy hotels in hollywood
to find out how people .non people .hustlers and junkies would repsond to voices from within not without

looking for someone to sink their teeth and" inserts"
so they could
practice over taking another
as vampires do

to audit em" like a scientologist at a fuckin seance


                                                   ********************


 vampire types use whatever they have at their DISPOSAL
at any given time
thats what vampire do

Neuronauts were in many ways as expendable and disposable  as nonperson street hustlers.
as neuronauts all but littered hollywood
or did back in 1994
1994 was the year
that tonya harding was paid to do one of the first Happenings
to introduce tiger blood
into the collective mind

the Tonya Harding incident
introduced Tagging
............................................................................................................................

you are too dumb dumbo
to write of happenings
and whatever you gleaned from our graphs about tonya harding
and Happenings

was really just to see if you were dumb enough to type it.
as if you start writing about Happenings you will not only seem
even more a conspiracy nut than you already are.I and only I hear and can make no sense of whatsoever yet do remember
a shiity song that played during tonya hardingtaggingtigerblood voiceto skull pre virtual reality nano days
and in seconds my mentors remind me
how besides all the sound and vision and trouble of it all
that my mentors cured me of things ..once again beyond my scope and there is not an ounce of pathology in my sytem thanks to them and they can understand why i am not appreciate them but  jimmy give it a fuckin break already
when the neuronaut
hollywood branch
was still opened


and
i speak metaphorically about MKULtra of course
as a way to explain Vampires
far be it for me ,although now 44
although in Vampire's eyes always that shoeless joe "whore"
junkie
their foundling monkey lab rat
 my vampire

my intraneural
master to me the eteranl bitch
the yellow dots to their pac man VR tests
to drive a
bad guy
mad in less than 30 seconds
well my vampire
my mentor
 listens via metaphorical BCI via headset to me read the article about mind to mind interface
and graphs a visual of hands clapping
which I can only see
 metaphorical "apps" they shoved me up with
these apps that one doesnt speak of
in sherman oaks cA in the late summer of 2011
but the subject,besides myself is vampires
not visual cotextual overlays ,that can also drive a Bad Guy MAD
in less than 30 seconds
(for could you imagine AI or virtual reality being intially developed for any other reason

OH except televison
but believe it or not the TV vampires
or scarier and ten times more threatening and frightening than any other mentors..
why so serious INDEED!

but the subject is vampires not
outsourcing people like white slaves
for neural data
and ways to manipulate a mind that TV ,immersive TV is somehow
all set to go
...now why would they try out immersive tv..on real monkeys and lab rats
oh I know
cause the feedback would be useless..
so of course TV pays off california cops and judges and shit to let them tinker
with MORE trash off the turnip truck
that flock to LA for the sun or oppurtunity

and instead find themselves literally being john malkovic
and seeing
like some kind of.....
1897
i am parched
as I walk towards the villiage below the carpathian  mountain i have been  vampires with skilll in top down Hierarchical Bayesian Inference and  VI Vision Augment with  Nano Particle induced Neural Interface

oh you're such a rocket scientist now Dumbo?the vampire graphs

never forget sir puppeteer that interaces goes both ways

i didnt know rocket scientists could be found suckin" dick on santa monica blvd..
.EVAN GRAPHS,ignoring me,like I'm some little kid,to be a proxy means one is forever sitting at the children's table

NOR DID I KNOW I graph back , that DR FRANKENSTEIN was trolling the Blvd for human monkeys Gepeto!



it took them YEARS
to fuck with my senses enuf to have this much Give and take
or Take and Take is more like it

and years in between to get the shit tiny enough for the EYE shit..
the eye shit I hate to admit is  awesome
except they have to read you to do it

so in the end ..
who WANTS IT

huh

would you

specially if you were never quite sure who was reading you

also  they use it like  a reward based on how GOOD you act and think
towards them
like little gold stars you get in the 3rd grade
or moreso
LIKE CLOTH GOLD STARS THEY PUT ON JEWS IN GERMANY!

ooooo pleeeeeez,Evan graphs
Dumbo forever the victim
how do think that poor Amy,a 23 year old CAL TECH intern felt monitoring your concentration camped dirty ass when she put on the headset only to find you wiping jizz off your stomach with a dirty sweat sock PINoooooooCHIO..
the poor gal now has to take Klonapin and no longer dates men.Can't get near men...what did we say about wackin off Dumbo,we need 5 minute warning..

FFFFFFuck you Vampire

1894 The Carpathian Mountains.I walk along the wooded path.hungry,as my employees at Dome do not pay me,but use me like a

dirty make hustler junkie wuss LOSER!EVAN GRAPHS

the EAR thing lately
is warnings not to talk about the eye thing..which isnt really in the eye but the occipital whatever...
sorry
dude
 but i have such little else to talk about .since you made me ...

woke up this morning got myself a gun...
EVAN sings ,than meow meow meow meow ,,like I do when I need a buffer.
what"s that song from Dumbo.I forgot .think it means anything that i can't GET that Par-TIC - LAR song outta my head

what kinda PIG
wacks off and cleans themselves with a sweatsock when they know they're being neurally monitored

dude ,I graph,whatever gets rid of the stress.

like crack
that was your excuse right wuss?
and alcohol
and this endless smoking
what else does Dumbo do all day huh huh huh
does he paint or draw
NO...he whines about money!
when the only thing spacey derilect can do to make a dime is that sick art
 no
dumbo writes a story
putting an entire New Industry that he has dragged down to his paths of lowest resistance in the most nasty,hateful ,self indulgent way
even though
a.he was told not to
b. that nobody believes
c.that nobody would care about except people who steal ideas cuz DUMBO decides to write his supposedly fact based story directly on line
is there anyone DUMBER than DUMBO


 threats to keep my mouth shut
why
who cares?
they dont care about me
i dont care about them
i think thats the PREMISE of social interaction

even with intraneural interface and apps

you fuckin  reach and breeeeeech into someone's fucking 5 senses

1891
 the Carpathian Mountains lead into a small villiage called Hollywood
which has as much stake in Immersive Reality if not more than the other vampires in and around southern california

I'm the One being Breached MANDLER!!!!!Vampire!



you're man child who stays in a room and draws stupid pictures
what else would you be doing if you weren't doing this huh
when was the last time you held a job
go smoke some crack.
and fuck up your mind even more
youre writng crazier shit than ever
you have no integrity
you are a ruiner
of things you are TOO DUMB and Anti Social and Sociopathic to understand
we shoulda killed you a long time ago SCUMBAG.
go drink
go chain smoke and fume about youre ONCE! enviable postion
of being an urban astronaut

urban astronaut
like I'm 7 years old!
 they know how intrusive this is.

and demeaning?and Terrorfying

for ruiners it's terrifying
for autistics who SMOKE CRACK
and piece together
things they have no business PIECING
like I'm some kid!
like you're some god or something?

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in the scheme of things we will always be pac man and you the little yellow dots..

i don't want to be little yellow dots!
i wanna be pac man

GET A JOB

hey! i graph bossman
that against your fuckin rules
remember i'm supposed to have free will! DICK!
remembr  this was all based on some fuckin! psycho cybernetic TEMPLATE FUCKER!
some 1950's nonesense.
that you cant let go of
so the subject moves on their own esteem huh
as if the very fact THE SUBJECT!is apped to the fuckin gills makes
this a natural setting asshole
old man!
penny pitching over educated piece of shit
and you do intervene besides your precise.neural spike shit
oh yeah
like if i go all monster
like if I watch Dexter.
or something that makes them think I
am attacking someone
yeah youre real fuckin geniuses
you're right up to speed
remember the fiasco when i watched we gotta talk about kevin
oh brother.
why is he watching this..
why does he see himself like Kevin
oh I dont know you moron
cuz thats how a person ,a subject or not watches movies idiot.
or was i supposed to see my self as an ashtray
during the movie you numbnuts
so spare me the psycho cybernetics dude
and nobody wants some dude hearing and seeing shit workin at the dunkin donuts man
it'll sorta slow down the line.
snap out of it snap out of it is all i'll hear before i get fired

youre sorta turning me on Dumbo
this rage
like you were 24 again
hailing down cars
cursing them for pickin up tougher looking hustlers that would have taken this like a MAN
if we wanted Virgina Woolf we woulda
staked out a library

Human wags rat's tail using mind to mind interface

Science

08 April 13 by Olivia Solon

A Harvard Medical School team has developed a non-invasive brain-to-brain interface that allows a human to control a rat's tail.

Radiologist Seung-Schik Yoo and colleagues have developed a technique that allows for brain-to-brain communications without the implantation of any electrodes via surgical means. 
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"all actors are essentially sociopaths," I thought rather innocently to Adam Parker,an actor involved with the these adventures in modern recording..and form that moment on i was considered deranged

NOW IF I WERE A CERTAIN SOMEBODY NOBODY!
I'D BE VERY VERY RETICENT
ABOUT GOING ON WITH THIS PARTICULAR STORYLINE! A voice BOOMS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

oh would ya now..I Graph back

they have all this shit on me

big deal

they've been interfacing with a dude with a movement disorder OCD PTSD a drug problem

who they locked up for typing about actors

as if actors are like some precious god damn commodity

I can care less.

let them expose me..like to see how that goes over

listen .

look what "Dumbo "thought on august 19th 2011 to ******

assholes

you thin k I even believed this shit was p[ossible at the time

and you really think so one not trained can censor their thoughts scumBO!

have a conversation mind to mind

are you crazzzzy

huh

huh

huh

come ..talk about

and not just to your InCrowd huh

c'mon fuckers...

let's see how it plays with people not so Immersed in the IMMersive Reality field you wackos..

you maniacs

evan says if i go on they can't do it

and in spite of neurological deficits i am getting better at it..

Neurological deficits

fuck you!my deficits are MONEY you motherfucker.

we like you how you are

we think of you as that guy in the movie "spider" but an uglier version of spider

you really are putting on weight would a gym kill you..

tell you what asshole you PAY for a gym

pay for a trainer.

pay for oh i dont know a nice apartment.

we don't want that ...we want spider dumbo.

you're spider.

they want spider and they dont like me lookin in the mirror for

nothing disturbs mandlers more than a proxy lookin in the mirror

so they like threaten and promise

since youre more and more expendable

to rip off your face

i prefered it when it was a simple shot in the head and buried in the desert.

how else we gonna teach you to act.

i am pinochio .

I am not an actor

you really want us to stop..

you  really want to puss out AGAIN

that means no more   visuals EVER!

they get me with that every time

but than i think Nuremberg trial

jail time

human traffic white slaverykidnapping.

yes you think that and it bores us to tears Evan graphs

they  want me TO DO something Spiderish

paint those sicko little paintings Evan graphs,do something productive isnt that what Spider would do?

doesnt Spider need to paint little pictures to retain any sanity at all

won't we drive Spider out of his fuckin MIND IF HE DOESNT GET WITH THE GODDAMN PROGRAM! and pay as back! for all we've done for you 

you schizoid piece of human vermin

well

thats sure a change

isnt it

all i heard before was that my art was degenerate art.

and i inadvertantly graphed from tru christie that

my sicko little pictures

would show vivdly exactly why cetain people

shouldnt BE ALOUD

to paint at all

let alone post their sickness

man GET YOUR STORYstraight

cuz another story is suddenly i paint different

,happier,saner

and these mandlers

can show how they reparented my repulsive way of seeing the world to a more..

i think SOMEONE had better go for a walk

or something

take a time out

Don't you DUMBO!

do they even remember my real name?

i am in my bathrobe i

head to the clososet to find something to wear

but Evan says I am an artist

and have every right to go for a walk in a bathrobe.

and should

i head back to the computer

no I'd rather type Evan..

spider man spiderman does what ever a spider can

is he dead

he will be

if he types

enuf s been said

hey there

where is the spider man

dead in a garbage can

there goes the spiderman

well at least they are trying

very good Evan

you have a nice graph when you try

i see a large moving spiderman crawling up the wall

he turns to me and i see his mask and face is ripped off

nice  one i graph back

YOURE NOT SO SUPPOSED TO BE AMUSED BY THIS
YOURE SUPPOSED TO BE TERRIFIED

whatever

i bought a straight razor months ago

120 bucks..figured if i have to get out of this might as well...do it right.

they scared the hell out of me and scared the adrenalin out of me quite some time ago

so much so that i picture what i'll be thinking when these scum actually come to philly an dget their final read.

i ve trained myself

in advance so if they do do all violent on my face

the only read they'll get is meow meow meow meow meow meow ..

like that commercial.

as i've been inadvertantly graphed that

readings of physical pain are the money shot

when one plays Pieces.

and sold to

other agencies who can use them for-

QUIT TYPING YOU FAG-GIT!!!!!

Evan telepathizes

than send me a visual of spiderman

again

this time with his face on NOW

you know it doesn't work that way

not for RUINERS...

*************************************************************************************

i hope you're having a good time typing  Evan thinks .graphs.

says to me.his new word for this is telepathizing

Evan loves words

the motherfucker can talk non stop

i mean telepathize

24 hours a day

when he gets fed up

he switches me to something called a chatterbox

he says it's important to keep my mind always engaged for the AI to work

AI huh

I though this was about psychotronic  detainment as practiced by the Califormya board of prisons in return for a shortened sentence concerning my misdemeanors

it's everything

Evan graphs.

you'r e walking around with some very important machinery..

strange for i've read much of this can now be done Not Just By Vampires

but without Inserts

isnt that scary

scarier than vampires..

that the proverbial CHIP all those loonies rave about

is not even neccesary

for "mind Augment"

What do you know Dumbo!

*******************

i walk around with mandlers threatening to kill me

i know EVAN's repoirte is unusally pleasant only when i write

perhaps so I do not write it as it usually is

threats .induced madness.

kill yourself as soon as possible kill yourself as soon as possible.

you have no idea how much we hate you..

oh yes oh yes

 i do

for I write about only the role playing not the sense one gets and feels

of them just not Playing about ripping one apart

and going missing

and retaliation for wacking off

or smoking

or thinking

Bad Things..

for not Being Normal

but the role playing my own

and theirs

is all i have now

as the inevitable

gets close and closer

i feel the familiar tingling what i go to neurologist about

since aug 2000

yet i've read,,,and yes that's what types like me do in who write of tin foil hat puppet people and the WAY OUT notion of anyone wanting to either produce much less test technology that

alters anothers mindset.

yes people like me spend near hours

their face in a book or online

putting together their own Pieces

reading of false misdiagnosis concerning movement disorders

perhaps caused by calcium ions known to cause "temporary disfigurement"

and Dystonia and tremors and troubled gait

from exposure to the things like direct neural interface and pulse frequencies

for remote transmissions

(YOU SOOOOOOO cray cray lately ..my friends say

why can't you just be like you were...how did this sudden change come about)

maybe it was something i ate

in LA? who knows

maybe I caught a bug or something

as i was hanging around the wrong people

who all seemed to know me

....

you so cray-cray maybe you should go in patient

yeah

yeah that's the ticket

besides maybe i've written too much about this techno that doesn't exist and is "all in my head"

and it might save my life

as a mental diagnosis for targeted individuals can sometimes keep them

alive a few more years for human experiemntation

with psychotronics and AI

you so cray cray you so cray cray

this was alot easier when you thought of us as space aliens

yeah

easier for you

we said don't go near books

don't go online

sorry i'm a non believer King Evan

i think

whe a zing goes through my arm..

and a ping goes through my ears...that is sound ..

but not sound

in this imitation of life.horrorshow.

now

let me explain

in a way you  Old Way slobs might be able to get

you lessors

you who have not been acquired.

by Dome

probably ruiners one and all

yes.

you.

they  probably did a neural sweep on your district ..some time ago and found in our readings no neural spikes..no anomalies in thought

these dudes love anomlies of thought

they don't believe in god but they do believe

in shit like cerrebral evolution 

they believe that AI and virtual reality technology while synthetic by nature will inevitably cause shifts in thinking that will perhaps awaken that othe r90 percent of your brain and shit

but don't go thinkin about the possibility

that that 90 % we don't use perhaps can induce true telepathy

or they'll fuck with your dreams  for a week

fuck them

For right now my perceptions my extras sensory perceptions fine tuned by this synthesized graphing

senses you reader

are

fed up with this dickhead going on and on about things only schizoids understand

it's no wonder

you weren't acquired thinkin such Ruiner thoughts

YOU DESERVE NO APPS!RUINER! how dare you think that way to level 3 Neuronaut!

be careful driving to and from work bitches and faggits who dare think ill will towards me! or perhaps I might make one of your tires  go all "Rubber" on the tire

KNOCK IT OFF! EVAN GRAPHS

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but maybe one day you'll be able to buy apps

learn chinese and shit in 3 days

but you will never be one of the original testers bitch!

who walked aroun dhearing and seeing shit

for years

having everyone think they were madmen cause fuckin Dome is worried about patents!

and inside info

fuck your inside info Evan!

your inside inside you

put insided my fuckin....

you love it  and you know you do..guy like you likes being Mandled.

like s be pushed around

likes being submissive

likes the feel of a dog collar round their neck

likes the feeling of-

Evan is turning me on

sometimes he appears as my favorite actor on tv

and looms above me

Immersive television

yum

i hate actors

they thought i wanted to be an actor

they app actors

but they didnt like my

interfaces

or anything

inside my head

or my looks enough or anything whatsoever

i was a mistake

but they left in apps

those precious god damn apps!that parasol Pictures paid a boat load for..

for investigational purposes

and method acting shit!

fag-gits!

funny

EVAN shut up for a while

don't talk about the actors

the actors

real life ones you'd know if i said their names

that went malkovich on my nogin

i could write a fuckin  book man

thing is i never wanted to be an actor..

i hate people who make a living pretending

i mean what kind of person really is that good at mimicking human emotions

besides a fuckin sociopath

and thats where the problems began

with me and the actors

who didnt like this "jew-ie " kind of thinking about their trade

some actors were ok

but most of them.

good god.

they make  tru christie look like the blue fairy man

evan is angry

i am too close to the truth or something

dont talk bout them actors

fuck you

as if actors are fuckin kings and queens of america.

THEY ARE! EVAN TELEPATHIZES LOUD into my frontal lobe

and YOU ARE NOTHING IN THIS

YOU ARE A

HUSK

A DOG

they talk to me like this

and expect me to "be game" in a few seconds

and OPEN MINDED

and forget

how they graph to me...

bygones be bygones in minutes.

WTF

Evan graphs

a smiley face

which I see in a little cheerio's center

he tells me to imagine i'm an actor all excited to do this stuff

to try it out

direct neural interface

Virtual reality

you know the  most exciting things ever invented that stuff that  dumbo feels is to intrusive for his delicate nature

 the actor

makes the drive out to northridge

put on a headset

to telepathize with Dumbo

shoot the shit

get a feel for it

cuz you may be used to it

but believe it or not some people find this amazing

but what does Adam Parker telepathize from Dumbo

upon your realization

yes

it's the real live Adam Parker

Dumbo's automatic response is not "gee Adam Parker!"

but

" all actors are sociopaths

what a first impression

Dumbo

like shittin gon a wedding cake man

and

trust me

your interfaces with other VIPS were worse

as DUMBO! stoner LOser

decides to be STONED all thru his stay in LA!
and thinks

UH OH

they are trying to take over my body

i'd better think sick things to them to get them out

like DIRECT NEURAL is "Scanners

right?

well DUMBO you made it "Scanners"

so when you even THINK OF COMING BACK TO CALIFORNIA

don't you ever forget.

that you did your dumbo shit

on some of the most powerful people in the world who would like nothing more to see you not just DEAD

but hurt..tortured

in ways you permantly hurt them..

you single handedly set back Immersive TV to some dystopian horror show

am i supposed to say i mean graph i mean telepathize sorry?

huh

i didnt know this was really happening

i reacted to this

in 2011

as anyone would

this isnt happening

Bullshit!

..

so naturally we had to teach you a lesson&(this lesson by the by was duly noted in various police reports,jail stays,hospitalizations in and around Los Angeles County under James Bl--something or other let's stick with Dumbo..might be for the best.and all the best is all my friends in hollywood want for me..right?

as they did in 1994

those records were all destroyed

i sometimes forget  this is all delusion

fiction

and i have to smash something

or throw it across the room

when I recall

what these monsters are capable of.

how they always saw me a lessor and themselves as my betters

how "adam parker" even made the trip to sherman oaks

sat in a car outside a Ralphs to study the lab rat

from his jeep

looking for what pal?

horns ?

fuckin bolts comin outta my neck.....

huh?

thanks for the help Adam..

and **** and ******and ***** and ****** and ****** and ****

may you get what you have coming to you...

if not in this lifetime than the next cause you know full well or dontcha ,,that I had no god damn idea what was going on...

how could I

for all intensive purposes this shit doesnt fuckin exist!!!

than what did you think it was DUMBO..A Muse?

maybe adam parker is alright

it only occurs to me now.

what was happening

but still

without a buffer

without a good state of existing.....

one can't do it without letting all manner of personal anger.for instance ..money or hunger or ...rage that might have nothing to do with the interface which may i remind you for them is by headset and for me ...always..

it was never a

fair game

Naturally?

I wouldnt be saying this is natural

would you

i think telepathizes to "all my friends,all my friends " in Hollywood.

all my sociopath actors friends and Psychopath studio  who think they rules the world with their faggit stories

so be fuckin happy bitches and faggits! that i am giving you the time of day trying to explain..

what it's like to co-opted by Neuronautics and actors with clout and *******

and what it means to graph and telepathize with a Better

A mentor.

when me and my mentor converse

we dont have to speak

we can be mile saway as we are and talk

and talk all day long and throw pictures and visuals and each other

evan can even raise my brain waves to all sorts of awesome Hzs

and you Old Way bitches and fag-gits

think I'm delusional.

hmmm.

well ...i now take your psychiatric put downs for what they are.

envy

don't you wish you could be mentored by someone better than you

and molded to their style of being

a better being than you

you should see me now sitting here

telepathizing with Evan

Evan has to wear a headset.

which he says messes up his hair

i have nano and shit Evan was nice enuf to put in my bloodstream

so I don't need a headset..

i hope you're having a good time typing  Evan thinks .graphs

says to me.

i am the bad guy

or are we role playing

is this some BCI overlay of asshole....or is this research and development

shit....finally making me BY PROXY

a piece of monster mash shit like my makers.

they have money to burn

but like the vicarious POV of poverty

they slum it by proxy

THEY always have an excuse

that gives them cause to run me through the ropes

to run me into the ground

they are the good guys

I just don't find them GOOD

people

that apped me up like a pincushion

test monkey.

and it's always me doing something wrong

thinking something wrong

so No Evan I am not having a good time I think back

how can I not .

think back

or what Evan now calls telepathizing

he's always changing the words of this mindfuck

always changin gthe rules

the game

 i had gotten the hint that perhaps  I am crossing some line

this morning when I looked in the mirror and couldn't see my hands

as if they were missing,they can do that you know ..

 knock it off.Dumbo

.the typing

 Evan telepathizes

"I am writing a story.

no way anyone gonna believe this shit is true.

isnt that what you all say...said

"shout shout knock yourself  out remember..

everyone will just think you're crazy schizo...seeing and hearing things..they could lock me up for it right " ,I think towards my Mandler

i feel pain in my arm.

it's brief.

in a way the pain is better than the sound

...and vision..

just ...paint those sickening little pictures..do whatever you want but COOL IT with the writing ..understand

yeah yeah i understand

and maybe just a little ,so do you dear reader,

not much

but just a little.

you aren't a targeted Individual

you aren't a monkey

you're a fixer upper.

a mess

that we are trying to

put back together asshole

you're the ones who ripped mE DOWN !

that's how it works.

enjoy the ride.roll with it..

and

stop typing

or we'll chop your fuckin hands off

In Real Time

get it?

Can I write about it like Vampires?

i telepathize trying not to send him any MUNDANES like the fact that i sipped an A and W rootbeer. or am cold

there is a pause in our "telepathizing"or "graphing"

you shouldnt have written about it at all!

I was trying to get someone to stop you ..scuuuuse me

it was a cry for help BOSSMAN!

Vampires might be alright,he graphs....but stop being a smartass or we won't make you smarter.