*not this again!!they mis understand
misinterpret everything i think.
they know i have Asperger's
also a movement disorder
from the  pills i had to take to deal with this mind fuck back when i thought this shit was  what any logical person would....
and the pulse of the  movement disorder is it's own internal guidence system and  internal  field frequency  ,the Dystonia in fact is the only thing I think that has kept me sane and seperate
shut up DUMBO.! EVAN IMPARTS.
processed
or should i think Possessed EV?
day and night
day and night
till there is no feeling left
one is all cleared out for better steering 

Asperger's Syndrome huh
that"s a fancy word for narcissistic  sociopath
Dumbo,kinder words
SELF REFERENTIALS
for your type EVAN telepathizes.
i mean Vampires

case 2301.
XXXXX
April 25 2013

***** is still reticent,still fighting his mentor and himself,his INTENTS and ENROTIC TENDANCIES reveal themselves in his caustic relationship with his mentor and the fact that he is trying to "write " away from the Program  shows how RUINEROUS to th ENWAY he still is .His daily log of private sessions less and less veiled as fiction show how sneaky his neurals are ,as he is aware that we are not able to stop his postings in "real time" and often are thrown off by time delay..he insinuates his writing is an SOS towards agency or  asking ,begging for either attention,publication or some type of intervention from more traditional agencies.He enjoys what he calls his "apps"but now taunts EVAN with interfaced visuals of monkey's with their skulls removed and other horrendous imagery which he realizes go directly into his mentor's hippocampus and visual cortex.
He also brings up certain inevitable  errors  made a decade ago ,things such as  preliminaries and systematics he was told never to dwell upon involving "the machinery",the technology which he is reminded ,"is a gift"..He refuses to give up smoking and this refusla indicates he care naught for a baseline fundamental indicator synaptic mapping free of chemical enhancement telepathizing that his finances and everyday stressors including the Direct Neural Interface make giving up anything a near impossibility EVAN perhaps rightly takes the refusal to get Clear a type of blackmail for as always XXXXXX assumes his problems come from without (money,housing,food,etc) rather than within...

DISTRACTIVE ENTERPRISES

,over preening or other interference such as reading he knows both  confuse and anger his mentors ,we have got him to stop listening to music..but he refuses to watch TV without breaking interface with a cigarette break , as much as he brings up the in itial errors concerning the initial launch he purposesly plays with his controllers minds by humming jingles and other self created BUFFERS...He writes that he is expendable ,he assumes there is what he telepathizes a "Goon Squad" that will do something to him if he cannot "get with the program"and interface in a non purient,respectful manner.He visualizes horrific scenarios for himself if he does not "try harder" yet continues to behave in a rather "expendable " manner