disappeared dead.the worst kind of dead

         "  the stylized family  the
arranged marriage
                  of certain types
                         is  not a new thing .Peter..
Peter?
                          only that this  stylization happened to include fore knowledge of Things to Come
concerning nano particles and such....
Mentorship via Neural Interface and all that fine stuff you've been carrying on your back Peter ..
my name isn't Peter

 to make someone OPEN MINDED toward the Take over
 required a certain malleability of mindset
                                                          based on a scattering of self integration
                   that certain childhood traumas have been known to evoke.Exponentially
there's theorems ,algorythyms  x equals this,y equals y all over the place
your grandfather was a scientist was he not?"
can i have another lollipop?I ask

The Loon  hands me a pollipop and jumps on top of the garbage bin and startes twirling and dancing  like a marionette

But  Peter,you provincial square
you let down
you shmuch
you ingrate
you faggit
                  they didn't count on the inhaled stimulants or you to being  so difficult and so so pre-emptive !

who gave you the idea to smoke crack
HUH HUH
.You completely fucked it up ,there's really no way of making you shattered glass again.!
Decades of imprinting  were just wiped away in a single puff ,you're supposed to be Tommy Walker in this not some Paul Revere secretary...
so now
you're simply a liability ,a ruiner,
you may as well be one of THEM

well they're still trying to save me i tell him,cure me,I say ,afraid

Dude,spare me the born yesterday shit,who you think wrote half these god damn stories in your wooden Woodhouse head
we're  trying to drive you mad
they hate  you
for being such a Ruiner


ahhhh i'm sorry pinochio,the Loon says sticking his hand down my pants
"Yeah yeah yeah he say
thats all Dumbo understands
yeah yeah yeah...all those drugs they gave to you over the years ,those pills ,the built up diagnoses,RUINED cuz Pinochio  short pants wants to be a wigger.smoking crack,with the boys in long pants in the alley,he says punching me in the stomach
YOU IDIOT!
ahhh
I'm sorry Pinochio
he says pulling me up
the Loony  tells me to sit on a milk crate and   takes an intravenous needle out of his backpack,a spoon  and a small blue cap full of powder   it's not heroin, it's Holmium,
the 67th element in the periodic table,it's magnetic and disengages the receptiveness of  nano particles making them Virtuuualy non responsive,Like you are.
too much Holmium will kill you Pinnochio
 and not enough won't do a  damn thing
         it's a delicate balance
but how'd you like those  Mandlers 
to get a dial tone or a busy signal  instead of your neurals. graphs and readings
they told me the only way that would happen is if I were dead.
and I just won't be dead.
but disappeared dead
the worst kind of dead
and it won't be fast
it will be as slow
and wasteful
as I am
was
"you were supposed to be Tommy Walker,not Tommy Talker.and now your Tommy NOBODY!Hope you enjoyed yourself smoking crack with the Big Boys and typing online..hope it was worth it,caus eyou got no idea what's coming next Dumbo ,now roll up your fuckin arm"he say ,as a black van pulls behind the dumpster

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