like a demon

like a ghost

it is

 psychotronics

begins

at Home

the room i live in most of my waking life
OUR waking life
is smaller than a jail cell

it's The way Dome wants it..
it's the way Dome keeps Proxy in their place.
a small life.
they seek
for their
subjects


so small that the Proxy
get addicted to the Mentorship,the sound and vision

and have such little focus and or sanity left by week 75
of The Trials
that
it becomes almost impossible to work or function at a job
but who knows
it's hard to tell these days where I end
and they begin
what troubles are mine
poverty
no work

no place to live
they saw to that..  for they need you on" a slow boat to china."or is korea..or is this just a slow boat to getting rid of non persons like myself.
i make up reasons
it's better than just knowing you're a monkey
a car commandeered
or a house
they must use to learn how to fight THEM.
at first i thought i was going throught this for a reason
to fight THEM
now
i realize i am the THEM they are fighting

 silent ,unseeable, and  undetectable
one still  feels the tingling
i have read there is a  build up of calicum ions
from the "possession"
that build up and cause movement disorders , disfigurement
another wonderful
apllication for psychotronics...
what a marvel of modern design

there's also all sorts of odd psychological problems
one develops ..having to do with infantilism(from being essentially one's electronic ward) and OCD and Tourettes from havin gto both block and explain one's intent..


like many who have been sequestered and in-tra-vened  for "Intervention" and "reparenting"by THEM
i live a small life.
a contained life
full of legal complications evictions drainen bank accounts  caused by  problems going near postal in my jauints around LA and Palm Springs and San francisico
the rage at not only being  Domed but  contempt towards one's mentored
during extreme psychological neuro "rundowns"
one feels one reactions to THEM
are being collected.
YOU do not matter
except as a "type"

one cannot hate them that much
because to do so
causes retaliation
writing this I can read how schizoid this appears
anyway
who am I yelling for help to

arent those one yells help to
probably  THEM
as i doublt very much I am being Mandled
by a ham radio operator  at Parasol Picutres
as I was told
told how many things....
oh the places you will go
i assume i helped develop at least 40 new rundowns.
my crazy artistic autistic mind so helpful for new scenarios
every day i stay alive and wake up
i realize i am part of it
and some of my delusions they expect from the "what's happening" are added to
"the stories" and situationals
they will pratice on the next non person
with shifty eyes

OTHERS who are deemed questionable
and christ do they have ways of questioning another
did i tell you about my crimes.
or the time i watched porn
shut the DVD
and an image of a child in sunscreen ad came on

the juxaposition in my mind of gay porn
a child in a sunscreen ad
caused weeks of
interrogation
to get to the bottom of my
thoughts
tv and Brain computer interface are a mass nervous breakdown waiting to happen