they like me
destitute
they like me having
little else to do but stare
at a ceiling all day
the ceiling Evan graphed
is all you need
it's a clean palate
clean canvas
to dream
but I always fuck it up
i picture
nasty
scary things that frighten Evan,not always
but sometimes I resent the intrusion
and get embarrassed when Evan is nice sending me nicer and nicer images
i recoil and picture some childhood humiliation
and hate Evan for knowing,seeing it enacted
so do I Evan graphs
than take off your fuckin headset scumbag,who gave you the right to do this
do you want to quit or do you want to learn
both
no .
i want to quit..
ok than we'll
flay you
alive
like physically torture you
i mean he graphs
wouldn't it be nice
to get
that kinda
neural read
your very nerve endings screaming
I tell them
I will just go
meow meow meow meow like the Purina cat chow commercial
all through my
flaying
you think so Dumbo
I know so ASSHOLE !
he settles down
and graphs me a rainbow and some clouds
but all I can think of is this flaying business
and big bizzness it is Dumbo
now let's start again,he graphs,I feel his smile
i send him a rainbow but it has little pieces of lint and spiders in it
since so much of Brain Computer Interface concerns studying the effects of pulsation and mega hertz on a Proxy's moods and cognitions much of what a Proxy perceives as hearing is only to keep synapses sufficiently engaged for a mapping and to induce heightened reads during "Chatterbox" processing
a Mentor will often work in tandem with the rhythmic algorithms by engaging A Proxy in simultaneous discourse
in a pre registered "tone"which encourages a Proxy's self to a corresponding "zone of Being", based on previous recorded brainwave response
Since most of this "machinery"s design and intent is to induce heightened activity in the amygdala through fear and emotional breakdown and subsequent nurturing a large portion of the psychotronic "play dates:" are and should be based on a Proxy's sexual predisposition.
As with all engagements with A Proxy ,a Mentor's primary focus inevitably and rightly goes back to self protection ,as a Proxy's graphs can be cruel and hurtful,"why are you doing this to me?" can only be heard so many times.And often to get back at the Mentor for having so much control of a Proxy will purposely "toy" or "creep out" the Mandler with activities the proxy knows repulse the Mandler...things like pornography and masterbation ,as a Proxy regresses further and further into an almost infantile state ,this activity,if not curtailed can become a de-stressor,and a weapon,as the Proxy is only too aware that neural mapping and neural monitoring must proceed despite the crimes against self being committed.
The Mandler,who must foremost protect his or her own mind will inevitably devise drastic measures to get the Proxy to stop such foul behavior ,for instance over riding the Proxy's visual cortex with directed images of children's toys
...as the Proxy is aware that his or her readings will indeed be read by magistrate and may be mistaken as "jacking off" to these "placed"visual overlays ,which might be perceived as sexual perversion..
But beware Mandler. for while this coercion may seem necessary to curb a Proxy's self destructive behavior the Mandler must be aware that these associations may cause the Proxy to present as criminal ,as these associations may linger causing the Proxy to have heightened brain alteration and feedback if ,for instance the Proxy sees a toy truck or a child on TV or any sort of childhood recollection
The proxy may also assume that these introductions and associations of sexual perversity were perhaps not "to make for a more pleasant work environment for one's Mandler but to deliberately implicate a Proxy as criminal in his " neural readings.
and do not forget that The Mandler who might initiate a miscorrolation for disciplinary action is not immune to the power of suggestion he has induced into a Proxy's mind set as the "graphed" referential has also been imbued into the Mandler's mind .
Sunday, April 28, 2013
Scientists Successfully ‘Hack’ Brain To Obtain Private Data
BERKELEY, Calif. (CBS Seattle) – It sounds like something out of the movie “Johnny Mnemonic,” but scientists have successfully been able to “hack” a brain with a device that’s easily available on the open market.
Researchers from the University of California and University of Oxford in Geneva figured out a way to pluck sensitive information from a person’s head, such as PIN numbers and bank information.
The scientists took an off-the-shelf Emotiv brain-computer interface, a device that costs around $299, which allows users to interact with their computers by thought.
The scientists then sat their subjects in front of a computer screen and showed them images of banks, people, and PIN numbers. They then tracked the readings coming off of the brain, specifically the P300 signal.
don't think of yourself as a human experiment
think of yourself as a social experiment
evan graphs
i try not tp think at all.
these days
for my thoughts are fodder to Dome
Vanessa from General Foods is in Palo Alto this week
and thinking of investing 4 million or so into market research
you all but lost us Coca Cola Dumbo
what you did with that poor executive was a disgrace
that thought about what you wanted to do to that jogger with your tongue
not everyone is a homo Dumbo
please,please don't go out on tuesday
and practice your white wall visualizations
FOCUS
no thoughts of thirst,hunger,that your cold ,
nothing extraneous..
as that kind of thinking not only makes you look ridiculous
but also ego centric
nobody cares if your cold or thirsty
so take care of your Self Referentials before 2 pm
Fuck you i graph Evan
folding laundry
I don't care that you're folding laundry dumbo!
go into your white room
The white Room is supposedly a place in my mind free of words
I try folding a t shirt without thing about the T shirt
than I find I am thinking about trying not to think about folding a T shirt
knock it off ! Go into your white room go into your white room,Evan graphs
you had better mind your pre neural firings and cognitive intent
understand?
no smart mouth!
Smart mouth? smart mouth?
have we ever spoken face to face you son of bitch!
.
Evan
i am convinced
has never listened to a single thing I have ever deliberately graphed to him
about how it is on this end
of
the graphs ,the microwave transmission via brain computer interface via headset and in my case nano particle inbeds
this manic
(who has never paid me a fuckin dime
by the way)
really thinks" I am mouthing off "to him all day long
him to me
is a disembodied voice
i am linked to via brain computer interface
a nuisance
an amusement
a horrorshow
a game
a giant 8 foot rabbit
only I can see and hear..
On tuesday Vanessa will be interfacing with you from 2pm to 4pm about logos and colors for packaging of a new line of low sodium soups
it will be an opportunity for you to pay us back for the experience.
The Experience?
the mentoring the sight and sound the therapy. fair is fair.. another voice graphs
it's difficult to switch gears from psychonic neuro "gaming" to marketing
and having some kind of slow ,gentle wholesome neurals
do you ever just listen stop talking stop talking Dumbo i am trying to speak to you as an adult
.I try not to think about the color of the t shirt i am foldingbut you are Thinking of it DUMBO and I don't care about things like that! the subject we were discussing is you'd better min dyour Ps and Qs Tuesday!I can't help but mind drift and wonder who coined the term Ps and Qs,and what it means
and I feel a tingling than a stinging pain in my left arm,
saying he must clean me up and my "mind games"
by tuesday MY MIND GAMES,are you fuckin kidding!I can't help but think. than I become worried.for the intensity of my hate of this situation goes right into Evan's nervous sytstem..I apologize. and go in My White Room and calm myself..i sens ethat Evan understands but really wants me to try on Tuesday and he's sorry about the directed energy pain but I am acting all beligerant ,moreso than usual
and
that Vanessa is really a very sweet gal ,very excited to be part of neural brain pattern analysis
and don't you go graphing her about being a human monkey!
or stockholm syndrome or cults
or anyof your ruiner shit
Or what Evan ?
or this he graphs ,and I hear the sound of a ping pong ball going once in my left ear
and than in my right
once in my left ear
once in my right
once in my left ear once in my right
we can play this the rest of your life.
That's what!
and if you fuck it up we'll play ping pong sounds voice to skull for days..
you don't respond to the "stories"anymore but trust me Dumbo you will respond to the sound
Evan has somehow gotten ahold of some shit I wrote on facebook and says
it is proof positive that I have no idea how to ACT like a normal human being in polite society
cuz i wrote online once that when i was painting out side in the park
when I used to do such things
when I was
alone with my thoughts
before Harvey
before this Donnie Darko Jonny Mnemetic Frea Show
before I was apped
before I was tagged
i had written
that i was laying on a knoll drawing on this knoll i consdiered MY KNOLL in the park for people watching
and people drawing
I wrote that trying to draw people was like
sniping or something
trying to capture the people on paper
without being seen
staring
and that one must use their eyes like telescope
to correctly adjust horizon lines and ...and art fag shit like that
OOOO no
metaphor is beyond these rocket scientist's understanding
metaphor to these types is strange
faggoty
or Jew-ie
jewie means intellectual
EWWWW
"and some of this art
Dumbo
is just plain wrong!"Evan laughs
you really used to sell this shit"
Used to Evan .cuz I don't draw anymore do I not since you "saved me from myself and my sick thoughts"
"it looks like a madman with feet for arms drew them." Evan wails,
"it's bad enuf that you think this way
worse that you feel you must share your sickness with others
why did i ever start posting my thoughts and my art
OH I don't know
maybe CUZ it seems they're training the entire planet to reveal every god damn
(i mean gosh darn !! Mentors!)thing about one self
"never write grassy knoll when hill will suffice ...not only is it questionable but extraneous,"I man's voice says,a pleasant voice I had heard before in a TV ad
The Voice sounds like .Dennis Haysbert...I wonder why i know the actor's name
"You know the actor's name because that's the type of thing that people who do not care about human beings or the world care about dumbo"
I am sent ,a visual overlay of what looks like an air traffic control room
it looks very modern
but between the over lays
i see a jump cuts of title cards like silent movies use
GLUE FACTORY! it reads in neon blue over a bright pink back round
it goes very fast
the words
and there's a strobe effect
than I get a
fish eye look at the control room ..
like a movie
than GLUE FACTORY GLUE FACTORY
and than the giant control room
people wearing not just head sets but helmets
their hands and whole bodies wired to things
i
"FOR FULL IMMERSION DUMBO!"
,i had once went to see an air traffic control room on a field trip
in the 5th grade
my mandlers of course know this
by now they know everything
a voice
repeates my previous thoughts in a mocking way,..i had once went to see an air traffic control room,it says in a mincing ,mocking waylike nah nah nah nah nah..
..
there are no windows in the rooms but giant tv screens with all sorts of video of point of view shots that are pixelated.
pixels are filling in
point of view shots from Proxy
i can tell the point of view is from Proxy's eyes
because the pixels are also filling in time delay and blackness
from blinking
no their are not camera in the eyes
of urban astronauts
it's called something else.
.some fancy science terms
and not simple fancy -like cones and rods
but xy /fg -xy equals yap yap yap fiancy
"did ya hear Barbra,now Dumbo thinks we're in the transhumanism bizz.. A VOICE says
" the enemy is scum like you Dumbo.."
I retain a visual overlay of Evan in front of several monitors wearing a body suit with wires coming out of it like a real astronaut his face and head are covered ,more wires ,more gadgets .. he removes the "helmet" and shakes himself out of the suit i see him through a visual overlay and feel him in mt system he feels proud and smiley he always presents as the best looking man in any setting he send me ,often he is out of scale,his ego often making himself so large in relation to other's he -
SHUT UP DUMBO!!!! He ROARS
this is called fucking up the good part.!
don't go all francis ford coppala on me..directing me around !
I know what i am doing a little better than you might think
just the same i notice in the next visual overlay
that Evan's sense of his EVAN ness is in scale to the scene around him
"Oh fuck it Dumbo...we'll try this again some other time.."
"
tempers get riled in direct interface as they do in real life
i graph him a unicorn
sometimes this is so gay
AND DUMBO RUINS IT AGAIN
i hear or seem to hear
and feel bad..
cuz it's true i suck at this..
and one learns not to move one's mouth to their sound or one looks like a dummy a puppet it took a year and a half to learn that shit also not to look to wacko not looking at the visuals only one can see cuz people see you sometimes LOOKING and look in that direction like whats that funny lookin guy lookin at
hmmm don't ya wish ya knew..
now Dumbo is being a show off!
bragging about his human enslavement cuz he was deemed disposable enuf to be
found unworthy enuf
to be made a husk for AI and psychotronic testing
yeah you FUCK i graph I'm bragging if you didnt notice I am crying for help with these
jottings of a LOOOOONY ,he states..again as dennis haysberry
and i lose track
and try to recall the name of the car insurance
company he did the ad for
and cannot
finally Dumbo some News we can use!
ya know dumbo.He graphs in his own voice
THEY think you believe this nano looks shit..
it's why half of them think you're bona fide .
bedridden loco loco....you'r e good at this actin crazy shit
but you don't have me fooled..
and this gary rainy half of them think is YOU.what YOU want the world to be
YOUR Proclamations
of HOW TO BE
not ours
boy did someone write themselves into a corner ...
reread it sometime
and realize...how this TIME STAMP of yours really comes off.
you trying to present yourself as the victim?
what a joke!
the looks thing.
ain't none of your business but between us
it's high density directed energy to make you look like THE MONSTER you are
you really believe there's nano particles in your face..dimwit?
I WISH
WE ALL WISH!
you really give us too much credit...but we like it.we'll use it
on the next one
you in fact gave us that idea.it's your claim to fame
a monster like you deciding to monster up another's face with nano inserts
congradulations
you mr greenpeace
against psychotronics and the New Way is helping make develop it is this a rundown?I graph some kind of runthrough to create gaming techniques
you are a run through DUMBO
I wish you ran through your mother's -
MORNING DUMBO a new voice said
that's why the option (,if you such a good man) still stands
kill yourself as soooon as possible
,,well gotta go to church dumbo,go play with yourself or whatever social deviants do on a sunday morning
we're giving you some time off
not from the monitoring understand
filth like you needs to be watched
you're a slippery guy
with a criminal mind
YOU know it
and WE know it....
the fact that "the looks thing"
was reversible was not disclosed to new clients
The clients of course were aware that the nano particles could alter one's appearance drastically
but were not informed that "at a flip of a switch" the cluster of nano could rearrange itself to one's mentor's desires not yours The cosmetic nano enhancement feature that came with The Package of The Singularity by Dome Cybernetics could be "reformatted" into something hideous if one did not "get with the program"
Much in the same way that one's intraneural mentor could turn synthesized 'telepathy" into "synthetic insanity" if one's neural readings were presumed "mutinous",confrontational or simply "too weird"
"Don't fight it After all you have signed on and paid to be sculpted by bettors toBecome
and trans-scend your current state* to Be One with the teachings of Gary Rainy who you knew despised this contrived sense of "Me"
back to the path of We* -------are in this together Dumbo
are we Evan?...you said I was yours .and to trust you and the new way ,that i should consider myself adopted .i did. and needing reparenting...I did and mind expansive plasticity..I did and that the inserts were temporary and just training wheels. Are they?
You know I'm still trying ..I haven't given up on you yet but have you given up on Me? cuz I feel you have because of the writing..but you cause me to write more... and more harshly and say I 'm the one whose made my bed and make it worse by continuing my diatribe against you who els eam I gonna turn to? while we try to work it out so this is a time stamp ,not a betrayl and no I am not bailing or "being cute" or making a mockery of what might SEEM to others like severe punishments they are not New Way,they don't understand Intraneural Interface or how it can be used to re-align and prioritize both one's self referencials or what one puts forth into the world I do you know it I can care less if anyone knows what's it been like. but man this is a story...that got carried away perhaps everyone likes a bad guy you do Evan isn't that what you see me as.all the time now? as you know i misunderstand the threats of physical harmyou say are mainly to test my fight or flight response and reawaken my primal instinct and that "the reigns" that alter- are a gift. as man's most ingrained primal fear is disfigurement and dismemberment
and that Gary Rainy included "psychotronically induced pain points" in his set of rundowns to further induce the amygdala to regress to primitive states of altered consciousness. and that the psychotronic pain is also a gift from Gary Rainy's bag of tricks to reach out like a father ,with a caring kick in the behind , done only with love a "butterfly kiss" really? Do not get me wrong when I write about the New Way I get it.I respect it,YOU know it's true fuck what other's think or think of my "story" you said previously It was important to you that I do anything I want including writing about "it" so long as every now and than I tossed in some measure of fairness. and respect and lately you feel I am making a joke of IT but it is you making a joke of me back in LA, why can't I go back? what have you told them? I thought our sessions were private? I am not writing about my real mentorship why are you telling THEM i am a Ruiner? I am not mocking your mentorship or Tru Christie so much as trying to work out my own ... responsibility in this with all respect and endurance and love, J
Transhumanism is a movement that fundamentally transforms the human condition by developing and making widely available technologies to greatly enhance human intellectual, physical, and psychological capacities.British philosopher Max More articulated the principles of transhumanism in 1990, and organized in California an intelligentsia and following that has since grown into the worldwide movement.
Francis Fukuyama has called transhumanismas the world's most dangerous idea.,[5] to which Ronald Bailey countered that it is rather the "movement that epitomizes the most daring, courageous, imaginative, and idealistic aspirations of humanity".[6]
" the stylized family the arranged marriage
of certain types
is not a new thing .Peter.. Peter?
only that this stylization happened to include fore knowledge of Things to Come
concerning nano particles and such....
Mentorship via Neural Interface and all that fine stuff you've been carrying on your back Peter .. my name isn't Peter
to make someone OPEN MINDED toward the Take over
required a certain malleability of mindset
based on a scattering of self integration
that certain childhood traumas have been known to evoke.Exponentially
there's theorems ,algorythyms x equals this,y equals y all over the place
your grandfather was a scientist was he not?" can i have another lollipop?I ask
The Loon hands me a pollipop and jumps on top of the garbage bin and startes twirling and dancing like a marionette
But Peter,you provincial square
you let down
you shmuch
you ingrate
you faggit
they didn't count on the inhaled stimulants or you to being so difficult and so so pre-emptive !
who gave you the idea to smoke crack
HUH HUH
.You completely fucked it up ,there's really no way of making you shattered glass again.!
Decades of imprinting were just wiped away in a single puff ,you're supposed to be Tommy Walker in this not some Paul Revere secretary...
so now
you're simply a liability ,a ruiner,
you may as well be one of THEM
well they're still trying to save me i tell him,cure me,I say ,afraid
Dude,spare me the born yesterday shit,who you think wrote half these god damn stories in your wooden Woodhouse head
we're trying to drive you mad
they hate you
for being such a Ruiner
ahhhh i'm sorry pinochio,the Loon says sticking his hand down my pants "Yeah yeah yeah he say thats all Dumbo understands yeah yeah yeah...all those drugs they gave to you over the years ,those pills ,the built up diagnoses,RUINED cuz Pinochio short pants wants to be a wigger.smoking crack,with the boys in long pants in the alley,he says punching me in the stomach YOU IDIOT! ahhh I'm sorry Pinochio he says pulling me up
the Loony tells me to sit on a milk crate and takes an intravenous needle out of his backpack,a spoon and a small blue cap full of powder it's not heroin, it's Holmium,
the 67th element in the periodic table,it's magnetic and disengages the receptiveness of nano particles making them Virtuuualy non responsive,Like you are.
too much Holmium will kill you Pinnochio
and not enough won't do a damn thing
it's a delicate balance
but how'd you like those Mandlers
to get a dial tone or a busy signal instead of your neurals. graphs and readings they told me the only way that would happen is if I were dead. and I just won't be dead. but disappeared dead the worst kind of dead and it won't be fast it will be as slow and wasteful as I am was "you were supposed to be Tommy Walker,not Tommy Talker.and now your Tommy NOBODY!Hope you enjoyed yourself smoking crack with the Big Boys and typing online..hope it was worth it,caus eyou got no idea what's coming next Dumbo ,now roll up your fuckin arm"he say ,as a black van pulls behind the dumpster
Abstract. This paper deals with autistic syntax and its expressions both in the fully fledged autistic structure and in the autistic zones of another personality ...
..ive learned to control my neurals enuf that half the time I can visualize myself doing other things than what i am doing
i can recall long boring walks
or products on the shelf at mini marts..
and reduce neural spikes and pre neural firings lately for up to four minutes at a time
so in a way they don't know where i am or what i am thinking or doing
i even forget if i posted something or kept it as a draft for authorities other than them to discover after I disappear in one of their vans there is not authority other than us DUMBO
i refuse to believe this is true..
you can write about as vampires BUT don't write about imprints or Tommy Walker or stylized family units stylized childhood is what makes kings
well I aint no king am I some of you didnt work out.OBVIOUSLY DUMBO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but you are trying to ruin it for the others envy vindictiveness jealousy
I try to imagine hundreds or thousand other kids being brought up in like exactly the same circumstances
with people playing mothe rand father.
the same incidentals
red slay yellow sundress orange
you can have some juice now.but no soda Tru Christie graphs
..i am of no use...to them. juice juice juice I love juice.except maybe to get some neural read of my being physically hurt to use on enemies...so who gives a fuck. juice juice juice i love juice i sing to fuck with fuckin Tru Christie juic ejuice juice WE love juice
and in return Tru sends
visual overlays of ancient
torture devices
he said will be used on me
as neural overlays of physical pain
are GOLD! to Dome
i graph to them if they trying torturing me to get a neural read
they can sell to THEM
to use on bad guys YOU ARE THE BAD GUYS he booms
that I have trained my mind to go meow meow meow meow like the Purina cat chow commercial so whatever brain storm shit they gather wont hurt anyone.. I am excited to see if you can really do this when the time comes. you have not trained your mind Dumbo you have no mind think about it. you were born to be a husk the problem is you have some notion from tv or something that you
SHUT UP i graph,slamming a plate across the room no eating for the rest of the day !Tru Christie graphs.and for the rest of the week you will eat off the floor since WE DO NOT THROW PLATES,THAT"S NOT WHAT A PLATE IS FOR!
I grab a tiny piece of bread
and know true
can sense the chewing
and a zap goes through my arm*sending me to my knees and than prone on the floor ,on my back like an insect,who's been specimened and labeled and stabbed with a pin
FINISH ME OFF
oooh come on joy boy a voice says I just wanted you on the floor a visual over lay of one of my favorite actors makes me see Adam Parker,in mid air
the takes takes his shirt off . and I feel my arms ,being held down
".They can lock you up for crying fire in a movie theater ya know ,"the overlay of Adam Parker graphs
but I'm not in a movie theater,I graph back oh yes ,yes you are Dumbo!he graphs
and I feel his mouth on mine he smiles ,This Really feel like psychotronic torture to you Dumbo?
a little,I graph ,
can you tell them to amp up the pain a bit?
*
Psychotronic Electronic, Electromagnetic, Directed Energy, Neurological, Non-lethal Technologies,..... human subjects in experiments without their informed consent. randomized with nanomaterials that alter consciousness and behavior and encode EGG patterns of thought targeted individuals may experience: a). Microwave hearing, torture with loud noise. b). Visual hallucinations, artificial dreams. c). Reading thoughts, retrieving memories. d). Manipulation of thoughts, will, emotions, desires and perceptions. e). Manipulation of human behavior: forced speech, involuntary body movements, transmission of specific commands into the subconscious, compulsory execution of these commands f). Debilitation of mental acuity, loss of memory. g). Sleep deprivation or uncontrollable sleep h). Cramps, spasms, excruciating artificial pain in any part of the body, manipulation of body systems, including heart attacks and other serious medical conditions. 2. Some victims are subject to harassment and organized stalking in their communities, some victims receive false psychiatric diagnosis and in addition become victims of the systems, from which they are seeking help (medical institutions and law enforcement). Books and articles regarding electronic weapons, body and mind augment technologies 1. Moreno JD., 2004,Cerebrum;6(4):91-9 2. June 2003, Silence of the neuroengineers, Nature, 423(6942):787 3. Hoag H., June 2003, Remote control, Nature, 423(6942):796-8. 4. Rudolph A, July 2003, : brain machine could benefit millions, Nature, 424(6947):369 5. Keiper A, 2006, The age of neuroelectronics, New Atlantis,11:4-41 6. Durand DM, 2007, Neural engineering--a new discipline for analyzing and interacting with the nervous system, Methods Inf Med, 46(2):142-6. 7. Birmingham JT, Graham DM, Tauck DL, May 2004, Lymnaea stagnalis and the development of neuroelectronic technologies, J Neurosci Res,76(3):277-81 8. Kawato M, June 2008, Brain controlled robot, HFSP J., 2(3):136-42. Epub 2008 May 23 9. Glannon W., February 2006, Neuroethics, Bioethics; 20(1):37-52. 10. Fuchs T., November 2006, Ethical issues in neuroscience, Curr Opin Psychiatry;19(6):600-7 11. Butler D., January, 22, 1998 “Advances in Neuroscience May Threaten Human Rights”, Nature, Vol, 391, p. 316 12. Delgado JM, Mark V, Sweet W, Ervin F, Weiss G, Bach-Y-Rita G, Hagiwara R., October,1968, Intracerebral radio stimulation and recording in completely free patients, J Nerv Ment Dis.;147(4):329-40 13. Horgan J., October, 2005, The forgotten era of brain chips, Sci Am.;293(4):66-73 14. Delgado JM, November, 1955, Evaluation of permanent implantation of electrodes within the brain, Electroencephalography and Clinical Neurophysiology, 7(4):637-44. 15. Delgado JM, June 1959, Electronic command of movement and behavior, Transactions of the New York Academy of Sciences; 21:689-99. 16. Faden RR, 1996 May, Human-subjects research today: final report of the Advisory Committee on Human Radiation Experiments, Acad Med;71(5):482-3. 17. Heath RG, December, 1963, Electrical self-stimulation of the brain in man, American Journal of Psychiatry, 120:571-7. 18. Heath RG, January 1972, Pleasure and brain activity in man. Deep and surface electroencephalograms during orgasm, Journal of Nervous and Mental Disease, 154(1):3-18 19. Adey, W. Ross, December, 1979, Neurophysiologic Effects of Radiofrequency and Microwave Radiation, Bulletin of the New York Academy of Medicine, V.55, #11 20. Bawin SM, Gavalas-Medici RJ, Adey WR., 1973, Effects of Modulated Very High Frequency Fields on Specific Brain Rhythms in Cats, Brain Research, V.58. 21. Elazar Z, Adey WR., 1967, Spectral Analysis of Low Frequency Components in the Electrical Activity of the Hippocampus during Learning, Electroencephalography and Clinical Neurophysiology, V.23. 22. Frey AH, 1965, Behavioral Biophysics, Psychological Bulletin, V.65, #5. 23. Frey AH, 1962, Human Auditory System Response to Modulated Electromagnetic Energy, Journal of Applied Physiology, 17/4, pg. 689 – 692 24. Eichert ES 3rd, Frey AH, June, 1976, Proceedings: Human auditory system response to lower power density, pulse modulated, electromagnetic energy: a search for mechanisms.
Friday, April 26, 2013
Come here , the man in the trenchcoat said ,holding up a lollipop
i was thirsty and the lolliopo looked extra extra good like a chip of ice they give you in the hospital when they run you over with a car or beat you up for "talkin about it'
or what they call squeaking about the inserts or imprints that help the inserts "make you a better person"
the lollipo looked like it might help my dry mouth
I was not allowed to drink liquid as Tru Christie made it clear I had embarrassed him and his pet project
in front of all his friends
in the cabin in the woods
the man seemd nice and i needed someone to touch me
direct neural interface is never lonely
but it's good to be touched
I don't really talk to people
all i respond to they say is physical touch
and they sometime send ground bound Mandlers to touch me
if I am getting to be Too Much
sometimes the groud bound mandlers who do this give me money
they say I am autistic
or schizo affect
or they just say
i was raised a certain way
to be able to DO IT
if i was raised any other way
they couldnt do associations
to be Mandled by Mentors
the lollipop looked good and my mouth watered YOU HAD BETTER NOT BE DRINKING LIQUID ! TRU CHRISTIE GRAPHS
and i hope the man in the trenchcoat didnt see me react
I wondered what was under his raincoat...and so hungry these days for any sort of real connection that is not mind to mind but person to person ,face to face,I went with the man behind the Winkies toward the alley in back where the garbage cans were
he seemd to know I associated bad things with garbage cans behind winkies.
The man
made a universal circular motion with his finger pointing to his head which meant I am not one of them I just be crazy but it's really the same isn't it? it's Ok
..I wondered if the man knew I was under some reprimand to not drink liquids for my bad thoughts about overpriced juice with chia seeds in it that afternoon. who are you talking to are you making up more fucking stories Tru Christir graphs ARE YOU DRINKING LIQUID!
"synthesized telepathy
causes psychic stress
and stimulation of the amygdala ,the lizard brain,"the strange fella said,
"as the subject of these tests brain is being essentially rewired and reintroduced to primal fear for any number of reason.
the subject
unaware of the source of the psychic trauma
instinctively wishes punative damages against the source of this trauma
DMT a naturally occurring substance in plants and all living things
quite possibly can be triggered in the Enway of the Source
by simply suggesting some empathic intervention concerning unwanted interface
as DMT is known to repond to those that either seek or need a lesson in empathy
DMT is known to cause mutual shared hallucinations and the feeling of a force reading one's mind..
the.Loon.Outside.the .Donutshop.Said giving me the lollipop
" I hear nano tele manipulation using virtual reality interface based on manipulated childhood imprinting codification systems and staged parenting techniques is all the rage in Paris -The Loony outside the Winkies said,I like watching you lick a lollipop,you're quite a sucker aren't you
"thanks ,"I said shrugging,the man came around behind me and began to unbuckle my pants.
"you don't mind people fiddling with you do you,you were raised to be fiddled with,played like a fiddle weren't you,you're one of THEM aren't you?"He said,"it always shows,"
After the man did his business on me ,he handed me 3 lollipops and 3 dollars and told me I should save some of the 3 dollars to buy myself a nice house and maybe a car.Ever wonder why you have nothing.Became nothing...Feel like you're in some case in a warehouse?Some case in a ...
"he sees me getting uncomfortable ,he is talking too fast and I can not really engage with another for more than 2 minutes without losing track ""I understand ,"The Loony bum says ,taking one of the three dollars back< "try to remember these words....
Red Sled Orange Shower Curtain Yellow Sundress Green Tambourine Blue Velvet Purple Rain Violet Awakening
but I couldn't as the red sled made me remember a specific day in 1974 when my father left for a pack of cigarettes and returned in a seemingly changed man wearing a Member's Only Jacket with a strange haircut sheared on the sides and piled into a point on top with what he called hair gel.He had met a colleague at the Rotary Club who had given him what was called a CD..and an odd machine that played this shiny circle giving my father ,"not only a glimpse into the future but the entire contents of 1983"
My mother told him to get rid of the machine that played the disk and that in 1974 we don't drag snow into the house,"That jacket looks ridiculous ,"she said,"and only women where setting lotion in their hair are you trying to make our child into a homo?"
I hated when my mother yelled at my father ,I like my father's new hair cut and new clothes and wanted to hear the disk that knew the future 9 years ahead of time.But a agreed with my mother that it was wrong to drag snow into the house as cleaning up only made my mother angry and sometimes smack us, "Take all that shit outside and throw it in the garbage," my mother said to my father,speaking to him like he was a child,which made me feel odd for him.There wasn't a word I knew about how I felt for him.There were no words I had learned in school for any of those feelings I felt just what my counselor at school called Mumble Jumble thoughts.
"look at your silly father,Look ,come on and look!" my mother said ,pointing to my dad sitting on my red sled like a little boy in the backyard not caring that he was in shirt sleeves and being covered by falling snow
Test subjects were gathered from the surrounding population and were sometimes referred to euphemistically as "logs" (丸太,maruta?).[1]This term originated as a joke on the part of the staff because the official cover story for the facility given to the local authorities was that it was a lumber mill.[1] the term Maruta came from German, meaning medical experiment, used in such contexts as, "How many logs fell?"[15]
evan saw i have a little tin foil pipe i made
with some rock in it
that i hid in a book
he says to smoke some NOW to keep my little jew knobby fingers off the fuckin keyboard
and says if i even think of tea.
or chia seeds
or liquid of any kind
he will do things with the visual overlay that have me in a loony bin by 10pm
he says I am not to drink so much as water until tommorow for bringing
up the entire chia tea
incident
this afternoon
he demands i smoke the residue in the foil pipe not giving a damn it will make me need more
it's the only things that makes you managable
it's the only way
i can "talk " to you
the words come so fast lately that i can no longer seprate them into entries.
the posts go up and down up and down
they "the voices" scare me they always have that is their job imagine having a job to put on headgear
to induce another to madness with techn ology so far out that the very act of speaking about it makes one sound loony supposedly virtual reality is solely being developed for one reason to drive "the bad guys " mad so they test it on "bad guys " like me who make questionable art and get neuronauts to join in the fun as neuronautics is also very interested in using this equipment to get rid of all the "enrot" within you and alllll the enrot in the world also Hollywood has a stake in this horror show also companies wanting a leg up in Mind augment ..or the so called singualarity (AI) and many biomedical companies and medical facilities presumably once the hide all evidence of human testing etc this freakshow of both nano particle mind reading and also Impart technology (brain computer interface and direct neural interface (for mind to mind interface,I shit thee not) will shift the economy back to 1983 here's to big bizzzness,the singularity and Neuronautics may they influence the world and take GROUP CONSCIOUSNESS to a whole new level! but the subject was neurological hands off psychotronic rundowns on non persons who oh there are more people in this mind fuck for either money power or of all things entertainment and as always it all begins with the bad guy in this case me do I sound jack rabbit mad i hope so for in between the gibberish and AI virtual reality synthesizes schizophrenia i am not quite sure I should be writing what they do as one cannot see psychotronic microwaves,frequency or nano particles so small they can enter one's system in shampoo it all begins with trying the stuff on monnkeys than people in prison than a cross population all who are warned endless to shut up about being human guine pigs
they are trying some thing called a brain salad on me. words and ideas flooding your mind like it's no longer yours(is it?.not as scary as it once was
.when i had to be locked up and shot up in the beginning , they encourage me to write of the hospitalizations and shots of haldol that gave me tardive dyskinesia as I am pushing it writing about "The Tests" and the nano and that i am lucky my papers are in order concerning my diagnosis of schizo affect or I would be 6 feet under by now DUMBO!
what type of person has a job
putting on headgear to drive a person SANE! you ask
.cuz there's alot more to this than you know
you wanna see yourself as a guinie pig
as pinochio
as charly gordon
that's your thing,not ours,it's gettin to be a real drag
at what you call The Cabin in the Woods
so we
play a bit
And you don't?
my god that stuf fthat you graph us goes into our heads...no buffer
not always
for instance when you PURPOSELY said to your friend ,whatshisname that that Synergy chia tea tasted like you were drinking the inside of a pimple FOR HIS BENEFIT MR DUMBO! or for ours. to put that sicko image in our heads HUH there was someone from Coca Cola listening by the way just another person you TURNED OFF to the possibilities of direct neural interface what if next time it's a senator or something and than EVAN pumps up the waves.so my face swells up and my jaw aches faggit you deserve everything you get YOU bring it on asshole we bend over backward to treat you right and than Dumbo thinks to us.Hey this chia juice tastes like you're drinkin the inside of a pimple. I hate you Dumbo I hate you Dumbo! he switches gears roles how I don't know to me these Mandlers are like cartoons hallucinations demons or angels but I am oddly real to them...i am studied like some strange insect
you are a disgusting man dumbo thinking like that deliberately
i won't be able to eat for a week after that sickening display fuck you EVAN ,HAL Mandler Vampire!you taught me to think like that...
it's a side effect they never counted on and want me to be quiet about stuff like skin saliva texture and what certain textures or tactile automatic response can set one's senses into memories or smell. or so many other things the geniuses never considered after shoving nano into someone's arm how many grown men shoot up speed dumbo with strangers in bath houses huh huh huh huh and how many people
get played with
24 hours a day by the likes of Evan Rainy? i cannot help but wonder how much calcium ions were rushed through my system after that Synergy Tea comment i knew pre-neural firing not to say and not to think but it is not easy not thinking ..once certain synapses have been triggered by texture in this case taste i should have known when i saw the tiny chia seeds to hide the bottle of chia tea in a paper bag or perhaps jump out of the moving care to escape it knowing i was interfacing with King Evan i hate you dumbo i hate fuckin hate you in a way you cannot begin to imagine
i sometimes literally feel his hate for me
in my nervous sytem
especially when i slow my mind down with inhaled stimulants
Evan calms down he is a good role player
sometimes he turns me on
especially his hate
you get confused and panic when you hear nothing
i hear and realize it's just chatterbox
not Evan
it's complicated
maybe he went to the vending machine to get a Mars bar.
i hate being on chatterbox
I'd rather be hated and intraneurally attacked
by real people albiet on headset
the chatterbox is to keep me runningand engaged
it's also for AI and to pound your occipital nerve so you can see things
you really gotta hit that mother fucker ,the visual cortex to soup it up
lately the visials are getting stranger
so fuck only knows how terrifying the sight will be to go with the terror of the sound
thank god I
i am serious abou tknowing where the door is to these tests
or at least the window on the 12th floor
maybe what's going on is the bends.The chatterbox saywhich IS essentially HAL but hardwired to your hippocampus.
.
we can't have you writing and writing without being monitored
there are things..you can't write about and you have no sense of fair play
you were and are tended to
by people who only want to see you TRY
and stop doing drugs
using men for money
which means hooking
and many other things MORE
.
now those rundowns ...well,there are bad guys..in the world and there is stuff like collecting neural spikes and stuff..sorry he who does not work who hasn't held a real job since when? is how the world works you can't get your cake without ***** you're a Proxy how does a brain respond to chatterbox BCI?
i'll tell you
the brain goes like a monkey playing cymbals responding
to it
dispassionately
but embarrassingly still engaged it mimicks one own interior monlog and self referential concerns
also the jist of one's mandlers"themes" of the day
so even though one is preoccupied tryin gvaguely and vainly to remain sane
one also finds themselves thinking towards a ----
shut the fuck up EVAN
cool it with this fake concern
do your maniac shit on me
you sound like a fuckin
social worker.
do some rundown
do some nasty stuff..anything but be nice..it doesnt suit a person who would put on head gear to drive a person mad.
ahhhhh EVAN graphs...
sending me a visual overlay
"of how a gentleman " drinks coffee
ahhh
he is relaxed and
thus from the over lay I become relaxed
ahhhhhhh
i feel
----------------
now ,EVAN graphs...let me explain why jew'd be loyal to
a group
your Betters
Your Mentors
who are reparenting you.A guy who we found suckin off men for dough on Santa Monica with shoplifted Mentos in his pocket..
becaus ewe
have control of your 5 senses Dumbo
and can make your life
Heaven or
Hell
that's why we expect just a teeny tiny bit of Loyalty ,Respect and Decorum
teeny tiny
like those nano particles ..
need I graph more?
now why would i be loyal to a system that essentially has found a way through Automatic Response
to basically make people RUN on cues
even before
the singularity
arent things bad enuf
that people barely know who they are
without measuring their looks and
actions
wardrobes lifestyles
hair colors
gromming
way of speaking..."My Bad?" who the fuck put that ridiculous phrase into a collective consciousness that
now encourages men to wax their chests?
OH DUMBO with his Jewie thoughts. EVAN says
sending me visuals
of gold stars that say Jude on them
and i long for the old days 27 minutes ago when I was simply Dumbo
THESE ARENT COVERSATIONS YOU IDIOT
you read me somehow.
you
put
what did you call them inserts,nano particles whatever you call them in my fuckin ...
He graphs that I am bad PR .and Tiger Blood is a good thing
Tiger Blood who thought that one up?
OH we think of everything Dumbo
but we didn't think about
Dumbo
writing about jism online
as the point of this was
to get me to off myself
months ago
but
being that I am a human cochroach
the very fact that I haven't ....yet
is interesting enough to continue with the brain mapping and Virtual Reality Hands Off Testing
Evan graphs that I lack some basic human
awareness
and dignity
that is astounding
and that people who've been Domed
must conduct themselves as an Urban Astronaut and a Gentleman at all times
and that if I don't cool it
they will stop doing the eye thing
or playing with me
and that i love it most of the time
which is really quite odd
but interesting if only for neural data
could be the Asperger's ,,,he graphs and I sense the shrug of his shoulders
i consider them stopping the visual overlays
meant i suppose to drive me insane
unless this is more playing shit
oh no....THEY really do want me to off myself..
...........................................................or is those run throughs private as well ...Dag
besides
some of their runthroughs are so god damn complicated that
I couldn't even recount them
spoooooooooky
WOOF and HOOOOWL!
but I feel
it is wrong
to have someone else
have me see things
and that anyone with any real dignity would say
i want my own sight back
and don't want you SHOWING ME shit
to graph my point at my stockholm sydrome situation i slam my coffee cup down
and EVAN
is amused
when the coffee spills all over my lap
yeah
yeah
real funny dickhead
I graph
looks like urban astronaut needs a time out
How Dumb do you think I am!stop calling me urban astronaut I'm a guine pig.
well,EVAN graphs ,I wouldn't disagree with you that you're a pig.
and we sorta
wouldnt be satisfied with you killin yourself
and would rather do it ourselves
OFF LINE
and these apps i write about
were only added to me system
caus ei began writing about shit like seeing the rhino
and wild palms shit
that nobody can writ eabout unless it is masked like vampires
and shit like that..
and i turn on a fan
to not hear them
and the air conditioning
to not hear them
and pretend this is just schizophrenia
i won't ' let myself consider the implications
of some fuckin group
in Califormya
like in that stupid made for tv movie
really having that much power of someone
but than i consider what apps
can do...
............................................................or is the wild palms shit just a rundown...
who can tell anymore
nobody says jackshit to me in person like they did in LA which they said never to back to...
who are these people? huh......
i sorta know
and sort don't want to put it together.
don't forget what they did to a certain artist.
in wild palms
not metphorically but
when the RUINER was off line Dumbo.....
you want a LA REFERENTIAL after all we've done for you
i scumbag!..........................................................I turn the fan up to as loud as it gets
than i remebr what they did
in american horror story
as this all has to do with tv scaring the shit out of people with associations
that will tied in
with
future technologies
of THE SIGULARITY that they assume people will pay millions for
could you imagine PAYING for nano particles
THAT once in YOUR SYTEM
will NEVER EVER EVER COME OUT
and that certain folks
will have access any time they want to the techno
like that episode of "Homeland" when they give that dude a heart attack remotely..
talk about an LA REFERENTIAL
woooooof! shut up dumbo shut up dumbo shut up dumbo EVAN BOOMS!into my hippocampus
people "lucky" enough to be apped
...........................................................................are there no good people in the world who will stop this from happening?
you
are
not
good
Dumbo
don't
you EVER
think
you
are
we
know
all
your
false
intentions
and
all
your
..........................................the fan has no higher speed
you wanna present yourself as a side show Dumbo
cause that's what you're doing Dumbo
piss off
i graph
i telllllepathize
to the vampires.
my mentors
who fucked around with all manner of vampire shit
involving shit like microwaves and patents and micro processors
i try to think of metaphor for what urban vampire do to make make another their propert
and i think of situations
on american soil where man attempted to own another man
things like slavery
but that never happened here
it was science fiction
like that myth about MK Ultra
fuckin with people's minds
urban legend
and that myth about human trafficking
and that myth about
sound
or the sense of sound bypassing the ear
Google reveals Glass specs: one-day battery life, bone conduction audio, 16GB storage
I am old skoool lawnmowerman
human guinie pig
back in the day
bone conductive audio.
was called voice to skull technology
and was being developed to drive people mad
how nice to see now just another toy for rich white kids in Chelsea
the ability to hear things inside and not outside one's head.
well i tell you
hearing aint the only thing they can do
the other part
is even trippier
depending on your mentors who still want me to talk about the donnie darko shit like it's schizophrenia although i am unaware of true schizophrenics being told about how my direct neural interface effect interns named Amy who are part of this AI virtual reality MIND fuck-being developed for rich motherfuckers,the Singu-larrrrity big deal this singularity built on human experiments so your over privledged kid can learn spanish in 3 minutes in 2021 but you think they teach me spanish and shit? no all i hear is
how do think that poor Amy,a 23 year old CAL TECH intern felt monitoring your dirty ass when she put on the headset only to find you wiping jizz off your stomach with a dirty sweat sock PINoooooooCHIO.. the poor gal now has to take Klonapin and no longer dates men.Can't get near men...what did we say about wackin off Dumbo,we need 5 minute warning..
now let's start again,he graphs,I feel his smile
now let's start again,he graphs,I feel his smile 
