Äre you alright Cole?"Vanessa asked,staring at the books littering the coffee table .Books about

aliens,witch craft,and secret societies

books with silly psychedelic covers and triangles with eyes in them

Cole had grown a full beard and had begun drinking in the morning

eating garbage trolling the net for abductees and victims of mind control

the next day it would be another theory,he'd talk about antenaes and transmissions,next it would be thoughts of possession and questions about faith.He even asked her if he should become a Catholic

all sorts of explanations for what he whisperingly refered to as "the ear thing"

she had spoken to his shrink who seemed crazier than Cole was,until she was beginning to believe in conspiracy theory.He explained that Cole wasnt ill,all his symptoms pointed toward experimentation

"so Cole is a Guinie Pig? For whom?" she asked

I didn't say I was sure ,but it's been happening alot,alot more than you might think""he said softly ,even looking around the room as if they were in some spy movie,""it doesn't make sense that a schizophrenic would remember hallucinations in this way,The patient.I mean Cole's recollections are story based,a true schizophrenics are not....perhaps he has been targeted.I had a patients last year who I also suspected was being gang stalked.Very state of the art. in fact it sounds quite exciting...""
The Dr. informed her that there have been a rash of "the ear thing"all over California and Oregon
Gang Stalking techniques are utilized to keep the "participant" quiet..
Several "things are being tested in the civilian population.""Things"" it's really not a good idea to speak about.
A colleage of mine who treated several such patients was murdered. last year,in his home.I really don't feel comfortable treating Cole at this time

"have you told Cole?About any of this?"Vanessa asked.
ÿou don't seem to understand",if I tell Cole I am telling "them"".Your ex boyfriend is esentially a tape recorder.It's called synthetic telepathy.Brain waves are read from..."

"Jesus Christ Dr. are you telling me Cole has computer chips ,"she said grabbing her coat getting ready to leave,she had heard that most psychiatrists are crazier than their patients.

"there's no need for computer chips.That's whats frightening""

"good bye Dr"" she said.

She drove from the office to her apartment and began doing what Cole had been doing

trolling the interent for answers
.All she needed was 9 day old beard,a bathrobe and some books about demons and she'd BE Cole.

But what she found was interesting
.And terrifying ,if it were true that in fact  they were doing tests

earlier that week Cole had called her in the middle of the night explaining that he was being called upon by angels.

She had snapped at him.
She felt bad about  it then ,worse about it now,she dialed his number and suprisingly he picked it up on it's first ring

'I have been chosen" he said
Sounding happier than she had ever remembered him being
he explained to Nessa that he was communicating with spirits

Our nervous systems "spoke"to each other


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he sounded downright angry when Vanessa told him what Dr.Boa said ,not even happy that the Dr. didn't believe he was hearing voices but was for whatever reason what Boa had called a targeted individual.And that there was equipment that could mimick things like telepathy

"i am not a targeted Individual.you seem to be implying that I am some kind of victim .I am being trained,Not everyone you know thinks of me as some namby pamby inept loser you know."

"what are you being trained for if I might ask?"

"maybe I am being trained first to open my mind to new experiences.A new Language.A new Way."

"and what is the New Way?"

"it's part of The Process.And until you've been asked to be Processed one doesn't talk about the process to Ruiners"

"should I bow down to you or ask you to simply take me to your leader?"

"please leave Vanessa.You are spilling your negative energy all over the apartment."

Vanessa glanced around the dirty apartment ,stacked with dirty plates ,spilled soda cans,the complete opposite of Cole's usually rigid house cleaning standards
"well there's some negative energy in this apartment alright but it isnt mine"

".the "possession"" thing or whatevr you call it is not real,I did research.You're not the only one in this mess.They're testing things...you have not been chosen for anything,According to Boa there are reports of this all over California,most of whom end up in institutions,jails or under a car.It's not a good thing for you to write about.Dr Boa doesn't even want to see you.There's a Dr in Ventura County who works with targeted individuals"

"Targeted individuals .GET OUT.you were never able to deal with anyone having something you don't.Finally i have something .Someone I am legitamantly connected to.We never did bond .Not like this.Our nervous systems never spoke to each other.we never read each other's souls."

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