i lay there

the trance like state 

i hear things.
i see....

i am aware of the one million yard stare
my eyes now look tricky

i listen is what I do



(there was a time i thought I was IN something .Part of something exciting.a new
venture...)

the paintings i go back to now.

what began this .

(again)
the monitoring

I have been told I will be monitored like this the rest of my life.