problems with Mindy
so resistant to input
Valerie had acquired the ex heroin addict for $70,000
Valerie wanted about 30% of Mindy's "glow" to remain.
taking anymore
created a Schizo affect that didn't really go with a little black dress,
and the main reason Valerie chose Mindy was for a vicarious "party girl" experience
enough people knew that Mindy was Valerie's ' Proxy
and had begun laying the ground work for
new associations ,referentials and imprinting
one didn't want the Bruce Dern"man with 2 heads " affect
I spoke to a nice woman in a limosine
about all this.
she took me shopping on Rodeo drive some new clothes
she said maybe it's aliens
and that i shouldnt talk about it
and maybe the aliens are good
and i should take heed of what they say
I showed her Kevin's journal
she said this kevin seems to have a cold heart
and maybe I shouldnt hang around him
I reread his journal and can see what she means
Valerie bought me the most amazing clothes I have ever seen
AND she gave me money for a hotel room
all she asks is that I stay away from Kevin
who she called a ruiner.
She said I was having a mystical experience of some kind
and that I must let it run it's course
..............................................
so resistant to input
Valerie had acquired the ex heroin addict for $70,000
Valerie wanted about 30% of Mindy's "glow" to remain.
taking anymore
created a Schizo affect that didn't really go with a little black dress,
and the main reason Valerie chose Mindy was for a vicarious "party girl" experience
enough people knew that Mindy was Valerie's ' Proxy
and had begun laying the ground work for
new associations ,referentials and imprinting
one didn't want the Bruce Dern"man with 2 heads " affect
I spoke to a nice woman in a limosine
about all this.
she took me shopping on Rodeo drive some new clothes
she said maybe it's aliens
and that i shouldnt talk about it
and maybe the aliens are good
and i should take heed of what they say
I showed her Kevin's journal
she said this kevin seems to have a cold heart
and maybe I shouldnt hang around him
I reread his journal and can see what she means
picture the movie avatar but with that chick in photos at abugraib with her thumb up
and instead of them "channeling' threw those blue people
they can "channel" junkies
and prostitutes
what else
whatever else THEY find handy as husks on the streets
people with that glint or lack thereof in their eyes that somehow indicate
"i won't be missed"
I am already broken
and can be easily lead.
the inserts didnt hurt.
but they could hurt u with them once they were in
u can still see my scar when i get my hair cut really short
i asked another inmate to tatoo a 666 on my stiches
.
but the ink didnt settle right
or something so now i have to wear my hair longer
kinda just like that guy
in the omen probably does now
or they" d see his markings
I wouldnt want to be you kid this Richard Reinhart says
Dome he said was set up like a pyramid.but actually was more like a cow
of those pictures you see of a diagramed cow
guys name was rick reinhart.
used to be some big wig in hollywood.
he ended up choking his maid.
he thought the maid was putting ideas in his head.
and taking them out.
theyd
film us
give us
some
tina
and cigs
they also promised to set me up when i got out
an apartment.
they'd
give me early parole if I agreed to be monitored
it was back when I believed in the Process.
i
n the guides.
in angels.and aliens
well it's
one thing doin vids in prison quite another in some living room in Van Nuys
the director telling you youre fat
or too straighten your posture
or your fucking feet arent clean enough
than they want you to escort some moneybag to clubs
all the while you get this "monitored feeling"and you remember
must be nice being some married guy
who just has to put on a headset
to feel a ****in their mouth
but who's mouth is on it
huh?
mindy believes it's aliens
she gets nervous when i talk about it
she has the same look as Josh
where ever he went
we used to all sleep on the street near the church near sunset
now it's just me and mindy
and we usually stay with some old guy in the valley
He drops us off every morning in hollywood .he doesnt say but he's like afraid to leave us alone in his house when he's at work
i told him about the ear thing and he says
he'd wouldnt put anything past the suits in this town
Valerie bought me the most amazing clothes I have ever seen
AND she gave me money for a hotel room
all she asks is that I stay away from Kevin
who she called a ruiner.
She said I was having a mystical experience of some kind
and that I must let it run it's course
..............................................
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