•  

• the weight
• on top of me.I don't know how they do it
•  
• I feel
• i see
• i hear.
•  
• I am pinned down
•  
• I protest that I am not
• passive

in this regard

"he "can care less.

I plead the myth

i can feel their repulsion

they hate puns

they hate me

how it must kill them to "entertain me"

I have not killed  myself

fast enuf

so

they "pump up the volume"

they "pump up the sights"

but

some sick part of me

loves the attention

and loves the machinery

but I am not fearless

and I wiped out

and they are winning