Wednesday, November 7, 2012

reflections




musthavebeenthecokefunnyi'veneverhadthisreactiontocokemusthavebeenmusthavebeenmaybeheputsomethingin itandthisrashontopofeverythingelse
on top of the sounds
on top of the visions
it'llpass it'llpass it'llpass he said to himself.
and
to
THEM


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this/rash/on/top///of/every///thing/else~``
on top of the sounds
on top of the visions
it'll/pass /it'llpass //it'llpass

Linda N read
on the screen
in only 3 months Impart Tech had increased the speed of brain wave translation 600%
in the old days it could take months.really years to map even the most basic patterns of thought
They all 'go mad" at first
hopefully this one won't take a tumble.or slash his wrists .
it was part of "the process".
 By" this guy"
Linda N essentially  knew ahead of time what the scan  would "read" next
she changed the disk.
she wanted the "what have I done to deserve this"thinking to be captured in it's entirety

as most "what have I done to deserve this"thinking and scanning
contained enough
BAD THINGS
about "the mentee "
and what
they have done
or presumed  to have done to others
and themselves
to  create the  schematics
of "therapy"
and
transition
 for the Collective

"what have I done to deserve this ,"The mentee thought rocking back and forth.
the strange sound still buzzing in his ears
he thought
about
all
he had done...............



and
  luckily Linda N had changed the disk
just in time

to catch every last
synapse
of
the Confession

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Linda N
took off the headset
and called some of the group "officers" who didn't mind
that there were no vending machines at Brea Institute where she supposed the new recruit would go by sunset
i'm hearing voices he would say to the first staff member who looked anything like his father.or brother.

Luckily there were a couple of "memebers" on staff at Brea who knew just how to take care of
"the first cut"
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"what type of young man goes to a hotel room with a complete stranger and does drugs?" asked THE NURSE checking under his tonguie,to make sure HE had swallowed the mild sedative.
THE NURSE , a spitting image of Claire danes who played  made/makes a tisk tisk gesture excusing herself


to the hallway
where she made/makes The Call to LINDA N
expl,aining that  the Mentee was fine and Quieted

 and that maybe  "EVAN"  should "turn it down"
a bit

also that Mentee indeed
 seemed soothed
 by the  touch of the handsome DOCTOR who resembled "whatshisname"
from" whatsitcalled""


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