Wednesday, October 31, 2012

the First sense ."Auditory"



 On June 6, 1988, a US Patent (4,877,027), was filed by Wayne B. Brunkan for his invention known as a "microwave voice device".
Why is this invention incredible? This invention relates to a hearing system in which high frequency electromagnetic energy can be projected into the air at the head of a person. The energy is then modulated, creating signals that can be heard by the person regardless of their hearing ability. This particular microwave voice device (VOICE SYNTHESIS) is being used for mental augmentation




Introduction to "the New Way"
 1.Hearing
Vision 2
                                3 Tactile
Smell
Taste



: SA × SB → SB: (sA(t), sB(t)) → sB(t+1). sA here plays the role of the input of B. In general, B will not only be affected by an outside system A, but in turn affect another (or the same) system C. This can be represented by another a transformation T’: SA × SB → SC : (sA(t), sB(t)) → sC(t+1). sC here plays the role of the output of B. For the outside observer, B is a process that transforms input into output. By experimenting with the sequence of inputs sA(t), sA(t+1), sA(t+2), ..., and observing the corresponding sequence of outputs sC(t+1), sCt+2), sCt+3), ..., the observer may try to reconstruct the dynamics of B. In many cases, the observer can determine a state space SB so that both transformations become deterministic


















March 2011 (Los Angeles)

( an edited "journal") of the initial "Process"




Tuesday, October 30, 2012

"girl" on a billboard


2011 . October


no bath tub
in the apartment.
a  goooooood thing.

a very little  reading 

a no no with The Headset crowd.

 reading leads to too many interior story lines. and visualizations...that one's "Vandlers"
in the fracas
 may   percieve as a Thought Disorder.

OR worse personal affront
to one's
"muralist" in charge of one's "plot line".

while my first arrest in LA was not specifically about reading
they took advantage of my
predicated predicament
 ...and givin QUITE a  "graphing"  to in  the holding cell
how television
is good
 and  how Books are bad.
don't get the impression this New World being sublimated is any ray bradbury farenheight 451
as i have said
I just a tester  for The Apps.
if they had it their way
I would be in a white room
without any memories.
previous mannerisms,petty wants and desires(such as money or food)
obsessive thoughts (such as "i am hot" I am cold")
or worst of all this "stick in the mud" personality that being a god damn human experiment isn't " a gift"
(shucks I hate to think.
it sort of is.
in fact it's fucking amazing...but I am "of two minds" on the subject
Stockholm Syndrome by way of "altered State of who's am'rica?

other constituations lead to the initial arrest...as an intricate orchestrated Mash -Up of "The Omen "(1976) and  Brian D'Palma's"Body Double" had been "presented in "Minimal brainfuction -A Scope" by one of the drift-writers
the previous day
and my temper was on a 9hz Extreme Low Frequency for about 17 hours after the fact
but perhaps it was worth it being "felt up" for "sharps"by
the cops of Van Nuys (WOOOOOOF!!!)

AND
 if I am a very "Good Toy" and smoke less than 30 cigs a day
 they sometimes
add some men in uniform
 to my Night time Interface

and trust me
they KNOW what I like.

and if I smoke less than 20 cigarettes a day
they even extract
a
CruSh Rush
from
more conventional Premium Channels.

there is nothing wrong with seeing Red sometimes

sometimes it even makes up
for the
killing  nature of the
Bully
Boi
Dream team

GO speed racer GO!

one might assume
they have "domed" enuf peeps by now
by 1994 to get a pretty good Insightion of "how IT works"
yet from my experience
they have such a inate tendancy to go soooo cigar chompity chomp "tis gooood to be King"Old Testament Ultraviolence Indie Film
on one's
The Host's noggin
(call it "hexing" while driving)
that i reckon most of their

"testers" end up either Six Feet Under
or 'shoot Em' Style"
not realizing
 
it's only Saturday Night at the Moooooooovies"

smll potatos and BIG budget films

2011
my 3rd step father's voice would get very high when he talked to me.
as if just the very act of talking to his foster son caused some kind of conversion in him
that even effected his very use of language.He always seemed both amused and angry speaking to me
.and there was always a quick tag line ready in case he perceived me perhaps wanting anything from him."I gotta go we were on our way to .."
i havent wanted anything from him in years. nor my second foster father...all of them in the Movement of Neuronautics.
all of them raising on Referentials and the words of Gary Rainy..
.no regular conversations except about Emmiting
and how I was Eminating my brain signals ..my Apparents into the atmosphere..
he and they always said they could tell..without my saying a word that I was in Low Tone..
The way I was brought up words didn't matter just one's Tone..
and that Tones were read by the atmosphere and ...Only Gary Rainy knew how one could be in High Tone enough to actually receive ..
feedback from the Neural Highway
if anything happened at home when i was growing up...even if for instance a chair grazed the linoleum too loud it was ME causing dissonance in the electromagnetic atmosphere..
we had See Meters in all the downstairs rooms which I would be hitched to to prove I was thinking bad admit the wrong thoughts I was thinking about not just "the family" but the 'Neuronautics" ..
when I said when I grew older "I have other things to think about than Gary Rainy .." I'd be smacked.
and brought to the annex to be dealt with ...and have to do endless chores at the annex to pay for Re Entry courses
see how you act ..see what you do? thIS is why people can't talk to you...because THIS is not about the lies that one says but the truth in one's mind
anything you say cannot be believed because the see meter and your mentors feel and know ...you are projected bad attenuations to the Enway,the Neural Highway ..and others..
while it was OK to project "bad thought" at or toward those Ruiners not in Neuronautics...it was not ok to project my so called "bad ness' at those who raised me who only believed in Gary Rainy ..and thought not one one did which was taken as ...a lie to hide thought ESPECIALLY if you "acted nice" ...because ...according to Gary Rainy people who smile dtoo much or were polite ..or friendly were usually out to get something or cover up their true thoughts which were the opposite
OR according to Gary Rainy "why the big PUT ON" to ACT nice?
"What are you doing in L.A> when they told you specifically NOT to be there until you stopped drawing or painting like that.?
They can see you know the abbarent behavior
in your postings
toward the Enway...towards those whose job it was to raise someone not even their real child..
it's amusing how you reject Neuronautics when without the group you would have been in an orphanage..
"I was in an orphanage...you think you raised me as your own..I would have been better off in an orphanage
ive always seen him and all my foster parents in the Neuronautics way ..that THEY were better than me and in my way which was and they think is wrong not better than them so much as not like them\
since I was 2 months old I was raised in Neuronautics and passed along to family after family in the group because there was something NO RIGHT in me according to them..
they hate everyone outside the Group and everyone INSIDE who doesn't FIT what a Neuronaut should be according to Gary Rainy
always they are way more "good"than they actually are..
it seemed.
my 3rd foster dad has a mean streak as wide as my own
he and often lets it dangle for my benefit,, his crassness usually reserved for Ruiners who aren't Neuronauts ..he saves for me
whats odd is i used to think very well ..because for a while in jr high for some reason
I thought ok according to my Mentors at the annex and
believed fully in Gary Rainy
but than my birthmother rshowed up..and mentioned I was a jew..and than it all changed..not for me..but the way they treated me..

i am in sherman oaks
a small overpriced apt
a friend of mine"in the industry"
helped me relocate

HE KNOWS people
in publishing
in "the biz"
also knows s-s-s-erious art collectors
(not dis small POT-ATO(e) jive .like back EAST...small potatoes ...the woman said..and I began thinking .."Hey I don't want no small potatoes.."why are people giving me small potatoes? I began thinking than
because ..the subject of potato size was brought up...
previously the size of my potatoes fill-ed me up just fine fine fine..
but not when one is given a new set of eyes ..THAT KNOW the size of things...potato wise....)
Interior decorator types.
deeeesigners
"just don't call it Outsider art,he said,"that's so 2003)

wella wella wella.
How Could I reeeeesist?
and off I flew
to TV Land
 
little did I know
it was for More Tests of the
Emergen SEE Broadcast Petwirks
 
little did I know she/he /(we?)
"WAS one OF them
i SHOULDA KNOWN THAT "PEOPLE lIKE mE" NEVER BECOME "PEOPLE Like uS"
(it seems to be "in the script")
 
unscripted perhaps is how much "this connection" clearly despised what I had become
in the last 16 years.
at this was "on the surface"
Pre - RE-Domed
everything was wrong with my attitude
everything was wrong with my "not coming to my senses"
Why My sense of taste was even
questionable
(maybe that's why that lemonaid tasted so f-f-f-unny I was served.
and why i got so s-s-s-ick afterward)
 
or is the correct word dreamy
GOOD GOSH
why is it so fucking important to be Likable "with these people"
IT DOESNT TAKE A MIND READER
to see I lost my way on Tobacco Road
 
show me The Wat to Go Home
show me the money
you Showed me how to do exactly what you do and now I love you too oh -oh  O it's true
you feel for me too
 
Time to get UP
Dumbo! a voice that sounds suspiscious Francoesque
whispers in my ear
(oh thank god...it's not the OTHER Franco.)
 
PAYBACK Jumbo
for fucking IT UP!!!!!! the first time around
for telling
for smelling
for swellagencia
 
for Squ---------eaking
fer" talkin bout Them Wilder Psalms being woven and DROVE(n)
 
and BEHOLDEN
                                                                                                                                    I try not to think
                                                                                                                                    I try not to think
                                                                                                                                    I try not to think
 
 

by the Phaerohs who want me back
in the 21st century Fox Hole
to once again
"see how it works" on monkeys

the key word here
is SEE
                                                                                                                 oooooo the advancements
                                                                                                                 that were made in just 16 years

nanoNemoRemoBeam-O Bum

"let's lose the Remo Williams bit JIMBO! we already have one of those"
" Huh " I say to Him taking another sip as she pats the top of my head for a long time.
Her hand pushing more than patting
"did she just say that?" I ask myself
or am I just
Hearing things
 Again
 

Monday, October 29, 2012

little "tommy walker'
always such a TALKER

had better SHUT his mouth
or we will TAKE HIM OUT

than again .
who wants to be Rock Hudson in "seconds"?

here's this guy
they completely made over
whose
ONLY
condition
is to "not say a word"

but there's this part of him that
just cannot cope.

the guy defenitely needed some Mimezine
to help adjust.

than again being a painter
in a room even if it is in Malibu
(even if the paintings are handed to him by other artists)
ain't much of a job job.

and of course Rock Hudson has to go all "hardy Boys/.Jimmy Bond" to get to the Core of it all.

I mean anything is better and more exciting than painting
when just can't 'get into it"

least they provided Rock with a love interest
I don't even have a dog for christ's sake.
let alone dough

if it werent for friends in fact I would be homeless.

and trust me.
"sound and Vision"tests
and a nickel
even in The New World won't get you a coffee..

i despise that i even think about getting money from "the gang that couldn't "boot" straight anyway

but than again when we began
nobody knew what they were doing.

...well to be honest
they knew exactly what they were doing.
they were trying to kill me.
because
i didn't have
the right interior.
only the "new car smell"
i do wonder if the films Volleywood makes about VR and "the New Way" are purposely idiotic
aqnd convaluted.
for instance "inception"
when in truth
the most realistic portrayl of VR was made in 1968...with Rock Hudson "Seconds"
it is something we Don't Talk About

no.
it's something WE SCREAM about running down the streets after destroying out own apartment with our hands over our ears about.

but don't worry baby

For you Dear Reader.
it will be as easy as Pi
so long as YOU PAY
for The New Way
life will be a dream

Sh-Boom

I am reticent about starting at the beginning.
for when I remember 1994
THEY too
must re-experience
the cluster fuck night mare on Pine St.as well
but
in spite of my state of the art "thought disorder" it is important for me.
to have some type of
Time Line

after all.

this
is
only
a
story
 
i still eat meat
i don't picture The Way the animals are treated.nor do i think about how the animals are only raised .only born to be pumped up with chemicals only to be segmented and diced into links and patties and pate"
i don't think about this..in the same way I don't think about how monkeys"(presumably 1 or 2 chromosomes different than humans)skulls are removed at the Stanford Neuro Science Dept)with a circular saw so they can be "lit up" with electrodes so scientists and over privileged "genius type"proteges can learn "How the Mind Works"

I suppose
once WE KNOW how the brain functions down to the
last inconsequential thought
"we"(I type "we" but I mean mean the wealthy and powerful)
can build a better one(Eternal Sunshine of the Re engineered Mind....how very German,how very LA how VERY MUCH the same)

THEY
call THIS the Singularity
an inevitability
I am so not proud to be a part of.

as my part in this is ONLY as Monkey

for the "if You Build It .They Will Come (and buy it)set I was and never will be a part of.

I am in Steerage.
on the great boat to The New Fronteir
I will be the part of "the ship" that falls away and plunges
in the  great .

"Brain Race"

I am in steerage.
I am "one who is steered"
in Greek
that is what Cybernetics means


andI will fall away .
am falling fast.
no shrink buys this schizophrenic shit.
and I have no incentive anymore to "go along" with the guise.
"my bad'
the writing .as they say
is on the wall.
the facebook wall and otherwise.
I have become more and more expendable to "the Network"to "dome"

to hell with it.

I have ADHD
I still use street drugs
and worst ofall
I STILL smoke cigarettes.
a trait
that only 4 percent of those in the $ 200,000 + still partake in .Thank goodness for for the Asian market or I woulda been six feet under months ago.

because of the smoking and tendency to "use' under pressure I am of virtually no use
whatsoever in terms of Neural mapping to future consumers of VR
I am the "bad brain" one of their constituent " Igor's" mistakenly chose as a "tester"

worse.
than my smoking habit.
believe it or not.
is that I don't watch television properly.
I have a very difficult time caring 'what happens next"

in fact the main thrust of my disciplinary "scolding"in  Sherman Oaks this past year was because
I could not or would not.
FOCUS

oh.
but "the trouble" I got into in LA 2011 wAS nothing compared to OUR initial
foray into "the New Way"
in 1994.
(talk about an American Horror Story)


 

Sunday, October 28, 2012

is that a wild palm on your hand or are u just happy to see me


Electronic skin


Tiny, nearly invisible devices stick to skin, ‘talk’ to computers



By Stephen Ornes / January 18, 2012

 


John Rogers, a materials scientist at the University of Illinois at Urbana-Champaign, mixes electronics with the human body to create new devices not found even in science fiction.


 

 
 

Skin-based, or epidermal, electronic systems stick to the skin like temporary tattoos. Attached to the head, they can pick up electrical signals from the brain. Credit: Image courtesy John A. Rogers

New Way for people to use their brains to talk to machines — or even each other. Todd Coleman and his team at The University of California San Diego imagines a world in which people can work together, or even think together, using the devices to transmit information directly from their minds. “You could interact with a friend in both the natural and virtual world, using not only your behavior but also your thoughts,” he says.

damian /dexter

 




I will not discuss the rather obvious causalities of placed 'triggers" or "reminders" in programmed TV
Nor will I delve into the much discussed "Manchurian Candidate" supposition of THIS will remind you of THAT .And the THAT which you recall will lead to THUS....
And although there are quite obvious concerns regarding suggestion and sublimation in tandem with neural interface or " synaptic augmentation" in relation to both a projected image and audio rapport there are also less obvious manipulations which do not pertain specifically to cues





Instead I  would like to discuss Directed Intraneural Interface
and  Emotive Response
regarding "UnInitialized Television"by a more typical viewer whose thoughts just
happen to be monitored by fMRI scanning transistors by way of Extreme Low Frequency Transmission



I have chosen
Showtime's "Dexter"which
seems almost veered toward precipitous emotiv graphing.
.
Tv and film (if they are successful) are about putting oneself into "the shoes" of the character.(or characters) at any given time.
intraneural identifiers    record and quantify whom one consciously or unconsciously "sees themselves as" in a given situation
and patterning techniques are used in this regard to record and classify one's
"associations."

In Intraneural Tv these patterns are  called  Emulations.
these Emulations can be used for many things ,much of it aimed toward the consumer.
or in some cases to proper social services


in this sequence from the Tv program" Dexter"
the title character
(a sociopath with violent tendancies)who is trying to "ween off" of killing
is at the post office waiting in line .
it is a given  that the tv viewer(monitored or not) IS DEXTER MORGAN
the VIEWER'S POV point of reference is not through the EYES or EARS of the POSTAL WORKER
or VARIOUS PEOPLE in line.
the question however  to a Neuralist following one's synaptic patternings
is 





 how much?      

----------------------------------------                                      is too much?

 

sure. leave.

 
I had eaten pot roast that afternoon
and
a small bit of gristle
was stuck between between my teeth
in a hard to get to region  near my left molar.
 I  had flossed.
I thought I had gotten all traces of  sediment from my mouth
yet my tongue knew better
I tried my best not to think of it.
but my tongue it dug and ambled
 
wars
will be won
      or lost
by
 such things

 
 
 
 
 
 
 
it occurs to me that anyone who reads this and my previous postings may think one of three things
  • that I am mad as a hatter
  • that I am trying to write some type of "experimental novel"or something on  face book or in Blog form
  • ...or a combination of both
,I assure you that my dealings with being a  Guinea Pig for a certain agency testing psychotronic weaponry and synthetic telepathy(silent talk technology )
are not "the ravings" of some ambitious "wanna be " writer spending A YEAR or so speaking about some schizophrenic communion with the great pumpkin
 
I've stopped painting for the most part.
I have also stopped living
loving or learning.
 
the only reason I have written about my experiences with this technology in a fictitious manner was FEAR..also because  descriptive contrivances of presenting something  so bizarre as synthetic telepathy are beyond me.as there is no common lexicon for something that the general public knows quite little about
 
FEAR
to be honest it was more about fear that I wrote it as fiction
but I have reached a place
in myself .
that I no longer care
 
......as for being implicated for "spilling the beans"
about this  exciting development of non lethal innovation
which also has uses and "justification" far beyond military folly,interrogation and recognizance
that are perhaps even more frightening
rather quickly
i would like to get something out of the way
even if .I were experiencing what i am experiencing as Schizophrenia.
all i have written IS STILL relevant
for all a reader must do to find out "what is going on" and what BILLIONS
of dollars and supposedly GREAT MINDS are working on IS Mind Reading Technology.
IBM's claim that this technology is still 5 years away...
I can testify
is nonsense.
as I became part of these so called "adventures in modern recording "back in 1994
and in as much as one might read these admittedly incongruous jottings I have written as schizophrenia
that is fine  by me
in that the very point of the Cybernetic Process IS a schism between the real
and the unreal
 
No doubt this posting will get lost in various postings of your daughter in a wheel barrel on your first trip to some apple orchard
or you drunk at "the latest club"
or "liked" as a unique entry
and no doubt I will return to "the safety" of my fictionalized accounting
of something that is so real
that most of the time I myself cannot believe it is ALL TRUE
 
this entry is dedicated to all the Targeted Individuals who have killed themselves and James Walbert and Missouri State Representative Jim Guest and others who have continued the fight against the seemingly undetectable and unbelievable


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it behooves me at times  referencing film
TV and music video in this blog.

as the  entertainment industry
is also investing billions into Intraneural "escapism"

so when I reference movies such as "Brainstorm""Seconds"
Johnny Mnemonic,"Being Jon  Malkovich"
Hardwired" or "Wild Palms'
I am doing so only to give the reader some type of reference point to something not yet in the collective lexicon of "group thought"

I am not a particularly "good citizen" Nor do I consider myself a patriot.
Would I die for my country? Would I die for a country practicing intrusive,peruasive and destructive
"sound and  vision"ops on it's own citizens?
would you?

Clearly I do not mind coming off as a nut writing of my MKUltraesque Journey
the journey into new forms of crowd control and "gentle persuasion"


 in as much as a good part
of these "apps" function is toward "non lethal"armament (although statistically suicide is the end result of these measures) perhaps serendipitously I am demonstrating the technologies efficiency
Also being labeled an Outsider Artist who has in the past painted in a subversive "sicko" fashion I have also served a purpose of demonstrating exactly what type of individual had better watch their step as a certain type of imagery and thought will not be quite as tolerated as one might assume
in this country
or any other.


 
 

 

Friday, October 26, 2012

it's all the rage in hollllllllllywood.


...Doming someone...
ya see.
they use this shit....
for line reading
and mmmmmmethod acting....
also...
cues...
sight lines.
sststststststsnading on one's m-m-m-m-ark etc

tis worth it to be D-d-d-d-d-omed.
so as not to have to try that hard..
as standing on one's mark and getting motivated because a downright drag
after a while.

the price of being a puppet when one gets
20 mil a pic.
is quite worth the
implants
don't ya think?

but some actors don't work out
they talk about it.
they drink or drug too much and out comes the big secret.
and it's
a ren

fro
all over the place

it's that s-s-s-s- erious.
moooooovie ACTING

i think of jesus
doing ACTS
and wonder who he was a front for.

i think about when i was young
and there were only three TV channels

i think about the Holy Trinity
I think again about Jesus

and cues.
how to act
how to be
what to aspire to be

but now.
i can't help but think where we get our cues from

i mean .

we might go to church and synagogue

but every time
that little lite of
lies comes on the tvs
which are somehow everywhere.
even in the shrink's office there is now a flatscreen
shoving random myth and shitology
into my
visual cortex


i feel so g-g-g-g-g-gay when i think all intellectual.
Dome hates.
intellectualizing

i tell my shrink.
that i tried the new Pepsi that calls it self a throwback.
and uses real sugar cane

he clearly has other things on his mind.
i wonder what it would be like to read his mind.
i wonder if he practices oral sex on his wife.

he lets me smoke in his office.
I think of myself as jessica lange
in frances
i think of myself as jessica lange in american horror story
i think of myself as as jessica lange in Music Box


"are you in a fugue Tate?"the doctor asks.

yes.
would you like to join me?I say

i think about brands
there is a pack of Mentos on his desk
i think about brands.
i think about Brads.

"I think about Brad Renfro who reminds me of Apt Pupil
which reminds me of The Cult of The Damned
and the
Crazy party i went to in Pasadena
and that old actress who said she practiced witchcraft....
the one who showed my photos of her deseased dog
on Jane Mansfield's lap

I get scared and think again of brands and Brads.
I think of Brad Renfro
I think of
" Bully"
and "Ghost World."
and why his early deeeeemise was not mentioned at the 2007? 2008? 2005? academy abores

my jaw tightens.
my facial nerves twitch

if the dr
didn't convince I was m-m-m-ad.
I would swear I was morphing.shapeshifting(they can do that ya know.with microwave technology.but ooo gosh i must keeep that cwazy to myself. the doc might prescribe that Seroquel or 302 me....but still
..what a way to control someone.. .with their looks.
talk about a harness

i think of the movie Looker.
I think of Michael Chrighten
I think of that chick from the partridge family.
whatshernamewhatshernamewhatshernamewhatshername


~~~~

i feel a pain in the back of my head.
and a tightening of my mandible muscles


I am reminded of LA conFidential
and that strange subtext
about actresses having plastic surgery
to remind .
people
of.....
other actors.

I think of polka dots.
and think of my grandmother.
an actress herself.
before the Bolsheviks chucked the whole minstrel show outta the pogrom.program prologue pro-linguist

"Oh dear Dr Roberts Dr zaus.Dr strangelove .doctor my eyes
have seen the light .
...
i think of jackson brown
I think of jackson
5 i think of jackson hole.

"hows the ritalin treating you Bates?'

i threw it away

I light another cigarette.
a stare at the ashtray
and swear i see it teeter
i think of sissy spacek
I think of carrie
i think of steven speilberg who married that



whats her name
I panic.
my mind races.
i must remember

amy
amy amy
amy irving

peace flows thru me like crack cocaine.
I am alright.
I am sane
...
I stare at the actress and
and swear i see it move
I wait for a light to go out .
and think of betty buckly
and cheerleaders

the cheerleaders remind me ofAmerican horror story because they remind me of the brood of football players from season one.
who attacked me in my VIVD dreAm last night.

"are you still having those dreams Kate?"

no I lie.
this isn't real
this isn't really happening
I think
I graph .
your gonna pay for this.
and how sicko Evan graphs.

Sweat pours from my body and I think of
the warning
.
I think of Mulholland drive
I think of my ear
and insects
and laura dern
i think of Dune
I think I Dome

I am being Eraserhead.
I think
I am being erased I tell the Dr
i think
of

The New Way